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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
The year is coming to an end yet agn. Never really felt like a year has gone by. Just felt like it was too fast. Perhaps the little time spent being happy; Triggered that very feeling. Most of the time spent was lamenting my life.
Let’s recap on a monthly basis on what happened this year.
RECAP of the year 2008:
JANUARY…
* Exactly @ 12 am(New Year’s) ; had my first alcohol. * Spent this new year out.(first time too) * Spent it with special friends of mine(: [namely: lala besty,theo,tobias,thurs & Ashley) * Drank a lot but managed not to get drunk ; thanks to those idiot who pissed theo off…
* My 19th bday was a blast(: * HRC is a great venue 4 teen’s bday celebration(: * The waiters/waitresses were really spontaneous & cool. * Had to do tt “FAKE” bj thingy on tt bartable,which totally freaks me out.lols.
January went by real great(: terrific moments when things Felt so right & at ease. Couldn’t ask for more(: A great start for the year 12008:D
FEBRUARY:
* The month of cupid being stupid.(valentine’s day) * Was hoping for that kookoo to ask me.lols. * Really love him since last year say oct?somewhere there.lols.. MARCH:
* Moments spent with loved ones will always be cherish all my life. * There were loads of great moments shared/ * Some very memorable while some I wish to forget(: * The quote suits the month(:
APRIL:
* Start working @ KWE as admin clerk. * Job was fun;met new friend (: Agnes,Sab,etc) * Met a horrible creature there too.(CAROL CHONG!) * She’s a “Malaysian supervisor!” how annoying she can be.gosh. That woman is a real workaholic.never seen one like that ever in my life.
MAY:
* Been clubbing a lot(: * Made new friends along the way(namely; Jeremie,Kevin dear) * Still have my besty by my side(: The greatest gift GOD can ever get me was them:PILAR & MELLIE( * Been partying like a wild girl.lols. * Fagging a lot too… * Fashion sense gradually starts to be improving(:thank god.
JUNE:
JULY:
* Besty loves had her tongue pierced(: Cool stuffs.lols.. * XCraft does gr8 stuffs(: (recommendations if u wanna do any piercing;)) * Been spending lotsa tyme with besty(: & working ot(: * She’s not in one of her best moments ryte now.sighs.poor darling.
AUGUST:
* Went for Songs of The Seas(: It was great experience. The only sad part was it’s only 15 mins of less? Very short the timing): * Went there with Theo,Tobs & Lala Besty(: @ sentosa there.lols.nice. * I think the same month we went for the HSM thingy or was it during JUNE. Can’t really recall. But tt too was a tremendously fun tyme of my life.lols. It was nice(: very memorable 1st tyme(:
SEPTEMBER:
* My Bestie’s 19th bday(: * Had so much fun.lols.it’s just really lots of memories that happened Some of which I choose not to share(: only those there knew.. Cherish-able moments are tattoo-ed in my heart for life. Never will it disappear.
OCTOBER:
* Celebrated his 20th bday. For the 1st tyme I actually planned someone’s bday out, Used my own money & stuffs.lols. Lyk really went ALL out for someone.lols.1st tyme.
* He had his beef steak specially made by Thurs (: That chef(: can’t do w/o lala too..she helped a lot.
* The cake was magnificent!gorgeous.lols.i love it(: * After that went out to clubb..as usual tantrics.
* Had my tongue pierced too(: @ XCraft.lols.i teared a fair bit.cos of tt fear.lols. The only tyme it hurts was when that clipper clip your tongue, Other than tt it’s fine.i absolutely <3>
NOVEMBER:
* The year is just not ending very well. * I fought with him. He’s caught in a love triangle. Which I don’t wish to be a part of. I chose to walk away/ Which I tought would be e wise choice but I was wrong.sighs. It seemed I made it worst. All I wanna see is people to be happy. I’ll be fyne(: god has made me grow with strength by putting me to this test(: There’s nth I cant do when it’s Him who test it for I believe in this :If He can put you to this test;He’ll pull you thru it. & also God will put you thru a test that’s up to your capabilities(: And these test helps me get a step closer to the ryte one(:
* I fought a lot with besty tooo…esp near December): Sad cos she’s the last on my list to be on combat with.hurhur… But well as I said all these test helps to strengthens it all. It sure made my friendship with her stronger. And we realized tt things as impt as our friendship shldn’t be taken lytely. For u may never know which direction storm is coming from): But still I’m glad things got better somewhat. Lil misunderstandings can be VERY hazardous.esp to rs.
DECEMBER:
* Year-end really isn’t going well for my rs with Besty & him. Really terrible): Horrible & disastrous ending to this year): Squabbles after squabbles. Ongoing fytes.sighs.. Perfectly nothing seems to go smoothly..
* Totally out of my league to continue fytes.
* It just seems so wrong. Life has more to offer than this.
* Oh and I forgot to mention one impt thing! We karaoke-ed a LOT! Literally a LOT~~~ but it was great fun(: sang my hearts out.lols.with gack. On the majority basis. & jer too.
* And I’m over LOVE for now somewhat. Hahas. You really ought to wait for all these to come naturally than to nurture it with your all. Cos I feel that it’s not gonna be worth anything if you’re not sincere. But thank god,He gave me wisdom & a heart tt loves sincerely(: so even if my love given didn’t harbour any reaps,I have no regrets(: I’ve not fought a losing battle,proud to say I tried my best. But to some my best wasn’t enough.lols..as I always say my Mr Right is somewhere out there lost in the woods. He took the wrong turn & now looking for his way back to the path that will lead him str8 to my heart(: Lols.patience is virtue (:
* Ouhs and I found two new friends(: they’re gr8 companian. One is a hidden friend.lols.the other one is his bestfriend(: Thurs & Naufal.lols.they’re real jokerz.lols. Laughter trails their footsteps. Never failed to put a smile on my face. Nor to spread my laughter across the room. Lil siblings of mine tt weren’t Born together.lols. glad god let my path cross theirs. Though this rs is rather new but it has already gone thru a fair bit of ups & down.lols. due to misunderstanding tt has been cleared.thank god. Cos life would be a lil different w/o them(:
Ending things off with a lil poem I found(:
With that I end of my year.
May God grant me a better year (2009)! Forgive me for all tt I’ve sinned. Give me a bryter year ahead dear God.. A life that I’ll live never to regret. Sth I can fall back upon one day smiling(:
