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Sunday, October 05, 2008
it's weird sometymes;
when u sit dwn and think. abt ur past. and at tymes u terribly miss bits of its. but well things tt made u sad seems to make u happy now. and thinks tt made u happy seems to make u sad now. things tt used to tke ur breath away; only seems to disgust u to e max now.
ppl whom u tot u cld survive without; turn out to be e major reason u're still breathing nw. ppl whom u tot was ur every heartbeat; turn out to be those arses tt deserves bitch slaps or sth. i mean it's just contradicting how life works. it's like a never ending roller coaster ryde. u may nvr noe when e next plunge is coming in. all u noe is;it's smack ryte to ur face. they say things happens @ e least u expect it to. hmmms.and when u've acquired e strength to let it all go.it all cme crashing back. like fcuk.it's rly not worth to be crying and suffering. whn i noe he's worth all my pain and sufferings. for he's not like any other guys out there. he's diff.there's always tt outstanding factor tt made u fall for tt special one. he's e one who can make u go AWWW~~~ he's e one who can make u go ohhhhh~~~ tt kinda stuffs. and u noe no matter wad happen; nth can ever seems to make u stay angry with them. and everything thing they do seem to make u smile. and grin for no rhyme nor reason.
tts when u noe u're in love; when nth u do cn stop nor prevent u from falling each tyme ur eyes meet. patience is said to pay. hoping it does for us. i love him a yr a go.a moment ago.a minute ago. a yr later.a moment later.and years to come(:
this isscaryshitts. my worst nytemare came true. my dad figured out tt i went out with theo and everything and i'm pretty sure tt he thinks all e while i'm nt with my bestyy(which i am) instead i'm with him.i'm sooo gonna be dead..but he sounded rather kind.hmmmms.like he said i wanna mit him. so if anything happens i noe who to find.u're my eldest daughter. i want e best for u.don't do this kinda thing. i'm okay with u going out with a guy seriously.just tt i wanna see who.tts all. urghs.i nvr rly trust my daddy. so i rly dunnoe.dear god.help me.
