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Monday, September 29, 2008
lotsa stuffs been happening lately. but i wld like to set aside all tt has past. and live e day as it is. i've quit anticipating nor brooding. i live for e moments. if it's fun(: then thank god. if it's horrifying): then still thank god. for i believe tt there's a reason to why things are tt way(:
for soldier boy; i've alrdy stopped hoping. and wishing tt things wld change. i guess it's not much of a use. i just wanna thank u for still standing by me and being a sweetheart tt you are(: though @ tymes u tend to hurt me and all. but i noe deep dwn u nvr meant to. i'll love as sincerely as i can.. and nvr expect anything in return. for i wanna believe in what my BESTYY(LALA) always tells me. if it's meant to be;nth in this world can ever go against it. but if it's nvr meant to be;nth u ever do cld bring u to their heart. i'll leave my love up to destiny. let it decide my fate for me. for i've done my part in showing him tt i do love,tt i do cre and tt i nd him in my life. ryte now ryte this moment till my last breath. just hopes he practice what he preaches xD
to jeremie darls: dearest(: it's NVR even gonna be easy. trust me.for i've done it once. i said:i'll have to walk away,it's hurting too much. but then each & every nyte i pictured him in another's arms.i imagined him doing all tt he shldn't be doing.and i'm nt even there to at least try to prevent it or sth.sighs. they say to stay in love hurts e most. but to fall out of it;hurts even more. and well sometymes when u've alrdy gathered enough strength to rly walk away sth may come bck and try to demolish it all agn, but it's either u let urself succumb to ur surroundings. or u stand up str8 n tall and rly push it all away. i cn rly see u're hurting.and falling apart as days past. but love;rly keep ur std and stick to it. let ur heart decide aites? for feelings cnt simply be tarnished by force.. as uninvitedly as it came;it'll leave just as unexpectedly.so tts why i say dun force;instead slowly go with e flow(: yeaps tt's my advise. but whatever decisions u've made loves. just know tt i'll still have ur back. and tt i'll be ryte there bhind u(: not to worry aye?
