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lotsa stuffs been happening lately.
but i wld like to set aside all tt has past.
and live e day as it is.
i've quit anticipating nor brooding.
i live for e moments.
if it's fun(: then thank god.
if it's horrifying): then still thank god.
for i believe tt there's a reason to
why things are tt way(:


for soldier boy;
i've alrdy stopped hoping.
and wishing tt things wld change.
i guess it's not much of a use.
i just wanna thank u for still
standing by me and being a
sweetheart tt you are(:
though @ tymes u tend
to hurt me and all.
but i noe deep dwn u nvr meant to.
i'll love as sincerely as i can..
and nvr expect anything in return.
for i wanna believe in what
my BESTYY(LALA) always tells me.
if it's meant to be;nth in this world can ever go against it.
but if it's nvr meant to be;nth u ever do cld bring u to their heart.
i'll leave my love up to destiny.
let it decide my fate for me.
for i've done my part in showing
him tt i do love,tt i do cre and tt i nd him in my life.
ryte now ryte this moment till my last breath.
just hopes he practice what he preaches xD

to jeremie darls:
dearest(:
it's NVR even gonna be easy.
trust me.for i've done it once.
i said:i'll have to walk away,it's hurting too much.
but then each & every nyte i pictured him
in another's arms.i imagined him doing all tt
he shldn't be doing.and i'm nt even there to
at least try to prevent it or sth.sighs.
they say to stay in love hurts e most.
but to fall out of it;hurts even more.
and well sometymes when u've alrdy
gathered enough strength to rly walk away
sth may come bck and try to demolish it all agn,
but it's either u let urself succumb to ur surroundings.
or u stand up str8 n tall and rly push it all away.
i cn rly see u're hurting.and falling apart as days past.
but love;rly keep ur std and stick to it.
let ur heart decide aites?
for feelings cnt simply be tarnished by force..
as uninvitedly as it came;it'll leave just as
unexpectedly.so tts why i say dun force;instead
slowly go with e flow(: yeaps tt's my advise.
but whatever decisions u've made loves.
just know tt i'll still have ur back.
and tt i'll be ryte there bhind u(: not to worry aye?

nora is a lost child.
it's sad-ed to say.
she's lost in a world torn by changes.
she feels like a S.L.U.T.
acting like a complete W.H.O.R.E.
when fact is:she ISN'T!
she did all these cos of e dead end;
tt her love for him brought her.
he claims it's completely FORBIDDEN.
but she thinks with tt trust and respect
he has for her;wld be e pillar of strength
for all ups and downs in this
journey of their love story.
he simply hasn't realised tt he've
been silently stabbing her heart with
an extremely sharp dagger tt nvr let go.
why use friendship as an excuse?
isn't it all how it works.
u get to know a purfect stranger;then bcame
acquitance;thus blooms a friendship
then cld e rs be formed.
for e trust and respect is there.
they say a more eloquent words to say
in love isn't: i love you;
but i TRUST you.for one can
simply say i love you w/o trusting e other half.
tt isn't love;it's simply a compromise.
love is when i can tell you str8
tt i looked at that cute guy across the street.
and u cld laughed it off and even add a remark to it.
without thinking twice abt it.
for u trusted me enough to noe tt fact;
it's just my wandering eyes,but my heart is true.

happiness is ot be gained;
how do i gain when i fl like
i lost my world alrdy.
being in ur hugs;complete my world.
without u by my side;life stilled.




v

feeling e constant blues.
keep hiding it all from u.
each tyme our eyes meet,
i just fell all over agn.
each tyme courage n strength
came hand in hand to let u go;
u came by and destroyed them agn.
i just dunnoe how to not
love u as what i've always loved u as.
i cnt make myself love u as a friend.
i simply cnt.
sighs.e crazy things i've done.
to attempt to get rid
of u from my mind.
just didn't seem to work.
sighs.and thanks to what i did
to get u off my mind.
i'm kinda addicted to it.urghs):

went to town to mit this kookoo(see shown pics).
we share one thing in common;archie comics.lols.
she's e laughter in my life laaa.lols.
gr8 friend(: pure coincidental how we met.lols.
my MAJOR crush(when i was crook) turn out
to be my friend now.lols.used to be soo crazyy over
her laa.lols.will like go all out to text her on friendster
all.but she ignored me.pffft.then when i turn str8
and freaking in love with a guy.she cme bck
and offered her hand to guide me thru friendship.
sweet aye?lols(: i was just laughing my nyte with
her yest(: DEAR! buy ur go-go power range hp
come watch kk?lols.then cn together gether use.lols.


BESTY:e KEYWORD is to hang in there.even when u fl lke hope is gone aites?-huggs.

CAPRICORN & SCORPIO: Not bad at all. You both understand one another perfectly and can appreciate the same values and directions. Sexually you can dance superbly together.

CAPRICORN & TAURUS: You both have the same regard for quality and money. This is almost a match made in heaven. Sexually adequate and certainly a long lasting alliance.

.:.:.Venting it ALL out.:.:.

You asked me to simply be your bestfriend.
You put it so straight that i cld my heart breaking.
But what do you care.It's only my heart.Not yours.
You once told me;the only wy i can see you happy;
Is for me to be happy.But how can i?
Knowing the very fact that my love is all that is.

Love is complex thing of all.
And you know you love someone;
When you can never go on a day
Without thinking about them.
When you're with them;
Nothing else seems important in your life.
When you look deep into their eyes;
All surrounding you seemed insignificant.
When to simply walked away from them;
Bites you real hard to even think of.
When they're holding your hands;
A silent tingle ran down my body.
When they gazed at you;
Your wandering eyes seemed to freeze.
When he stopped and stare ryte into your eyes;
You'd feel like as if the world revolves ard you.
When things that you knew were so wrong;
Seemed so ryte with him by your side.
When you just can't stop yourself from gazing at his lips.
Simply waiting and wanting for a kiss from him.
Loving someone is like;
Seeing your future in their eyes.
And wondering on how did you actually coped before you met them.

Frustrations.

*You know you have real love when you have found someone who
gets you to your best and can handle you at your worst.

*I wished i knew if you really do loved me.
I feel like i'm being played and it hurts.
I wished i could be with you every second of the day.
But all you did was to push me away.
I really do wish i could be your everything.
But all you wanted me to be was to stay just as friends.

*Sometymes you just gotta stop looking for love.
And let love find you;for this method does works.
True love will only come to you when you realize that;
You cannot seek out for love but must wait for it to find you.
Life and love are like feathers;if you're too fast to catch them.
They may just fly past your fingers and float away.
In order to capture it;be gentle and let it come to you.

*Anyone can make you smile;
Anyone can make you cry;
But it takes someone special who'd go an extra mile
Just to make you smile with tears in your eyes.

*Meeting you was by fate;
Becoming your friend was destined;
But to fall in love with you;
That was totally beyond my control.

*Stop trying to get him outta your head;
Stop trying to wipe out all of these tears;
Find the ryte guy who'd be willing enough
To do all these for you.

*I love someone,
And when you love someone;
You just don't simply give up.
You'll endure and keep on going even if it hurts.
Thru pain,tears and jealousy.
You may not be strong enough.
But nobody can stop you from getting to what you want.



the emo-ish part of me is starting to bare itself again. <>

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(: nice quote there.hehes.
life's bn quite a roller coaster baby.
lols.was so set to turn myself
into a total bitchy bitch.
but then one fyne nyte,
i decided to sit dwn and think agn.
was tt rly what i want?
will i rly gain anything from it?
all thanks to tt urghs dreams.
rather a nytemare i shld put it.
i woke up with cold sweats.
and feeling ever so afraid to
fall bck into my slumberland.
it's just a weird feeling tt gushed
thru me when i actually had tt
dream cos it felt very much real.
i cld fl the motion.e pain.
tt pleasure.yet i cld also fl e
emotional turmoils after it all ended.
like not knowing what to do.
what will happen.
what is all these leading me to?
will i be reprimanded over this?
will the whole world know what i did?
will my parents see ryte thru it?
then i just sat bck and rly think hard.
oh girl,i think u're just simply
too devastated tt u decided to act
harshly and went overboard.
simply cos things weren't going
e way u wanted to.u let it slip by u.
trying to make love with someone
u dun love;will leave such an extensive
effect on your overall self esteem.
it simply pulls down your moral.
just make you fl unlike urself.
tt dream just made me realise
tt not everything good in life comes in
easy.i just hope this love is worth the
wait.and tt this guy is worth all my tears.



for your love has made me realise;who i truly am inside.nvr will i ever let you go.for you're really what i ever wanted in this broken life of my.god made our path cross for a reason.and all that i see as my MR
PERFECT is perfectly residing in you baby.All tt i ever needed in life is simply you.

Nora
Simpleton
Love-less
21 to be!

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