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Thursday, July 31, 2008
it's sad how when we really wished and hoped for sth to happen in our lives,it never do. it's even more sad when when it does,we either take it for granted or tend to overlook it. it's even more rueful to disregard e precious thing tts already right under your nose, for something you've bn busy looking for all ur life. it's atrocious when you push people aside for your own selfish needs. it's a saddening fact when e person who you loves e most made you one of their choice,but never their final say. it's hurting to discover that you were just a SPECIAL friend in his life.while he's like your whole world. it's depressing to fathom e reason for you not reciprocating what i feel towards you. i've done all it takes for a girl who's deeply in love. i've given all i have as a girl who's deeply in love. i've shown you e insecurities i had to face to stay in love with you. i've conveyed all my care,my love,my soul and even my life to you. what more can a girl give to make you love her? i've tried all means and ways to make you fall. even if not as hard as i did.at least half of it. you once said to me:don't have to worry girl. one day e boy will wake up to smell e morning glory. he'll open his eyes to realise how much he have lost. and that you're e perfect girl any guy would want. but i don't want just ANY guy to love me boy. i just want you.only you.i don't nd any others. so long as you're by my side is gratifying enough. all i want,need and wish for is for you to love me too. but my questions still remain unanswered,after so long. each tyme i imposed such questions,you tend to avoid it. come on boy.come clean.let me hear ur say. i wanna know where i really stand in your life. don't leave me on e lurch.hanging on a string by myself. stop being so indecisive.make a stand boy. and let me know it.so i can conclude this love story of mine. instead of letting it linger perpetually. put aside your pride boy,let your feelings be known. i promise i'll be strong enough to accept any answers you gave me. trust me boy,god will guide me. but don't tie my down like this. with absolutely no whiff of your say. it's tormenting to just not know how you feel abt me. stop this torture dear. tell me:either yes you love me.or no you don't. don't complicate e simplest matter boy.
each tyme i look in your eyes. i read a lot of misleading hints in your eyes. at tymes i see love in your eyes. at tymes i see grieves. at tymes i see hurt. at tymes i see uncertainty. at tymes i see passion. then each i danced or talked to another boy. i gave a quick glance in ur eyes. and in there i tot i saw a spark of envy in them. each tyme u hugged me tyte, and when our eyes met. it's telling me sth. sth in ur eyes told me tt you do want me.you do need me. but why deny them boy? let it free.they say it's nt a sin to love. so come on boy.set your emotions free. only then can you feel the real thing. only then can you soar up above e sky. only then can you sing with emotions. cos you set it free.stop trapping it in boy. i know i deserve you.for i'll never hurt u. and you can't deny e fact tt i bring happiness upon ur life.you told me that yourself. gimme all your love boy.i promise nvr to mistreat u. we'll stand by each other. and noone can break us apart. i need your protection;while i give you my fullest affection.
i PROMISE to love you till my lastest breath,boy.
Friday, July 11, 2008
hmmmms. life rly isn't predictable. what u expect. u dun get. what u don't expect. may be what u'll get. lychee martini madness. lols.(: hooked up to it. the arena is e love(: working is gr8. he and me:great i suppose(: lesbian nyte:fun. bestyy nyte out:sucky THEN awesome. life as whole:tolerable.
