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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

together,these two enjoy a loving relationship,learn the
value of being a pair,and grow and mature as individuals.
they might be cautious at first,but will discover a profound
connection of friendship and loyalty.

lovescope:scorpio and capricorn(:

i think i've had quite enough for now.
be it from u.ur friend.or whoever.
i hve enough on my shoulders alrdy.
quite enough.my parents.my messed up
life.let me be.don't nd to cre lahh kayy?
i am not suffering from depression.
HAHAHS!big joke dear.
when i slashed my hands.
it's just my way of releasing my stress.
just like how u drowned urself in alcohol
and drugs.slashing just helps me
sidetrack my mind from e hurt
deep in my heart.
it's just a temporary inflicted pains.
it'll def go away(:nth permanent.
just those stupid scars to remind me
of my past and to also make me stronger.
if i'm really tt depressed.i wld
hve jumped dwn a 25-storey building.
but i didn't ryte?tt shows i'm still
in e ryte sane mind dear.
don't nd to worry.i'll be fyne...
wherever u're going on e 1st of april.
just hve fun.rmbr to tke cre.
and please..if u ever hve e tot tt
it was me who tagged u as whatsoever
nonsense.i'm sorry dear.i hve lotsa
better things to do with my life.
and tt isn't included.i dun bother tagging
w/o a specific name.
and it's quite funny this line u say:
quoted:rul de costa from my-soul-confessions
so why must u blab bout it so much??just because she said ur a bitch..u tend to talk bout it.
then dear why did u cut n paste my entry.
and BLAB(as u used it) so much too?
aren't u just repeating my steps?
haiz.up to u lahh ehh....i dun wish to say mre.
leave it up to me lahh.i'll
make my way somehow.

i believe i hve quite enough of this
crooked-ism lifestyle...
i've made up my mind.
and this love of mine tt has always bn
there 4 me.will remain e love of life
in tymes to come.
he has bn there when i nd him.
he was ryte there being by me
to comfort me thru e pain i was going thru.
he didn't JUDGE me @ all.
sth that i TOTALLY DIDN'T nd @ this pt of tyme.
i'm so glad to hve him there.
he knew exactly how to cheer me up
when i'm @ my lowest point.
he didn't discriminate me.
neither did he let ANYONE else discriminate me.
he didn't call me names.or put
me in some mental cases.
like saying i hve depression.
instead he listened.tts all i needed.
a listening ear.a hug.and assurance
tt everything will be alryte.
he gives me hope tt things will
turn out bryte if i look @ it e ryte way.
and i'm thanking him for tt.
tt nyte tt i danced with him.
was a nyte to rmbr.
i'll nvr forget those very moments.
cos e warmth u give me.
was so real.ur body agnst mine.
gives me e sense of security.
nvr had i felt this secured b4.
other than when i'm in my ex-es arms.
but u.u gave me e meaning of trust.
e reason to live.e reason to start over new.
and e reason to rebel for my own happiness.
u're e reason for this very beating of my heart.
u define love in my heart.
pls don't ever go away.cos i nd u here.
cos u live ryte here.deep in my heart.
cn u fl it beating.calling ur very name.

please don't stop e music.

Do you know what you've started?
I just came here to party
But now we're rocking on the dancefloor, acting naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand
Chest to chest and now we're face to face

I wanna take you away
Let's escape into the music DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the, please don't stop the music
I wanna take you away
Let's escape into the music DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin to it
Please don't stop the, please don't stop the, please don't stop the music