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Sunday, April 27, 2008
(: me and my life. absence makes the heart grows fonder. how true is tt. u're so far away from me. yet i'm still in love. very much with uu.. arghhhs.wo ai ni laa. hahas.kay kayy. he;s still in camp:( stuck there till forever. how sad cn it get? he's nt booking out till next next wk. booo: ( and worst part he's sick.haiyo poor thing laa.
GOD.please let him get well soon.. make him well before his field trip. so he has e energy and the strength to continue his days in camp. cheer him up a lil. so he won't need to suffer the rest of e days in camp. god.please answer my prayers. cos i'm very much worried abt him. thank you god(:
funny how it works.i got much closer to u after u booked into camp. we bonded more during clubbing sessions together. maybe cos both of us were too high to think or be shy.hahs. trust me.u're e first guy ever tt i felt comfortable hugging with. and first guy ever to actually make me feel secure to dance with u tt close. i never trusted myself to be in a guy's arm nor to be close enough to a guy's body till i cn hear his breathings. u're e first ever.tt i truly trust. but i noe.i cnt succumb to surroundings. i hve to stay strong.i promise u this. now and forever.tt i'll be here for u. i won't ask for anything. i'll wait patiently like wad all asked me to. and also my heart asked me to. anytyme u nd me.u noe i'm a msg or call away(: thanks for everything loves. e memories.e huggs.for letting me lie on ur shoulder.and u lying on mine. thanks 4 all e fond memories u carved in me.
a lil sth i got from somewhere(: e saddening truths: "Gals version: Cute guys are either attached or gay. Guys version: Cute girls are either attached or a lesbian."
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Your fingertips across my skin, the palm trees swaying in the wind images You sang me spanish lullabies, the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick
I'd never want to see you unhappy, I thought you'd want the same for me
Chorus: Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should have known you'd bring me heartache, almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me images And when you left you kissed my lips you told me you would never ever forget these images, no
I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me
Chorus
I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind So you're gone and i'm haunted and i'll bet you are just fine, Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?
Chorus
Friday, April 18, 2008
heartbroken. hurt. sadness. tears. anguished. disappointed. very disappointed.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Your fingertips across my skin, the palm trees swaying in the wind images You sang me spanish lullabies, the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick
I'd never want to see you unhappy, I thought you'd want the same for me
Chorus: Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should have known you'd bring me heartache, almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me images And when you left you kissed my lips you told me you would never ever forget these images, no
I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me
Chorus
I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind So you're gone and i'm haunted and i'll bet you are just fine, Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?
Chorus
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
So many times I was alone and couldn't sleep You left me drowning in the tears of memory And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe 'Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes But time's been healing me and I say good-bye...
'Cause I can breathe again, dream again I'll be on the road again Like it used to be the other day Now I feel free again, so innocent 'Cause someone makes me whole again For sure... I'll find another you
Could you imagine someone else is by my side? I've been afraid I couldn't keep myself from falling My heart was always searching for a place to hide Could not await the dawn to bring another day
You're not the only one so here me when I say The thoughts of you, they just fade away
'Cause I can breathe again, dream again I'll be on the road again Like it used to be the other day Now I feel free again, so innocent 'Cause someone makes me whole again For sure... I'll find another you
Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes (Oh~!) You're still a part of my life...
But I can breathe again, dream again I'll be on the road again Like it used to be the other day Now I feel free again, so innocent 'Cause someone makes me whole again For sure... I'll find another you, mm...
Oh, I'll find another you
Monday, April 14, 2008
So there you are Again, you're circling all around If you could only touch me now Stranger from the past Don't hesitate Now we're standing face to face If heaven is the only place Would you take my hand?
Just tell me, what do you want from me? This love in the first degree Tell me why, every time, I feel your eyes all over me...
Tell me, what do you want from me? Are you man enough to see That it's time to cross the line Come on now, set me free (What do you want from me?)
Gettin' closer now Softly whisper in my ear "Please take me away from here, Away from all my tears." It's not too late Now we're standing face to face And heaven is the only place Will you understand?
Just tell me, what do you want from me? This love in the first degree Tell me why, every time, I feel your eyes all over me...
Oh tell me, what do you want from me? Are you man enough to see That it's time to cross the line Come on now, set me free
And I know, if you give me this feeling I'll be there to hold you tight Oh, 'cause I show, your love is a hero We will run, run out of sight (What you want?)
What do you want from me? This love in the first degree Tell me why, every time, I feel your eyes all over me (What you want?)
I can see it in your eyes no more tears, no alibis, I'm still in love with you. There's so much I gotta show, I will never let you go, but will I know for sure... Come take me by the hand the summer never ends, And I wanna know
That you believe in love again, Please tell me now it's not the end 'cause this I promise you so true, The summer belongs to you. 'Cause you believe in love again, How can I make you understand? 'cause this I promise you so true, The summer belongs to you
The summer belongs to you...
Would you catch me if I fall? Crash and burn and lose it all? Tell me what to do. 'Cause I need you night and day, Will you ever run away? There's one more thing to say Come take me by the hand... The summer never ends And I wanna know
That you believe in love again, Please tell me now it's not the end 'cause this I promise you so true, The summer belongs to you 'cause you believe in love again, How can I make you understand? 'cause this I promise you so true, The summer belongs to you.
The summer belongs to you.
sighs.i'm hurting myself.e hurt.e aches.only god knows. sighs.what more do i hve to sacrifice? sighs.what more do i hve to succumb? sighs.what more do i stick by? sighs.I JUST FCUKING WISH u knew hw deep is this love!!
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
together,these two enjoy a loving relationship,learn the value of being a pair,and grow and mature as individuals. they might be cautious at first,but will discover a profound connection of friendship and loyalty.
lovescope:scorpio and capricorn(:
i think i've had quite enough for now. be it from u.ur friend.or whoever. i hve enough on my shoulders alrdy. quite enough.my parents.my messed up life.let me be.don't nd to cre lahh kayy? i am not suffering from depression. HAHAHS!big joke dear. when i slashed my hands. it's just my way of releasing my stress. just like how u drowned urself in alcohol and drugs.slashing just helps me sidetrack my mind from e hurt deep in my heart. it's just a temporary inflicted pains. it'll def go away(:nth permanent. just those stupid scars to remind me of my past and to also make me stronger. if i'm really tt depressed.i wld hve jumped dwn a 25-storey building. but i didn't ryte?tt shows i'm still in e ryte sane mind dear. don't nd to worry.i'll be fyne... wherever u're going on e 1st of april. just hve fun.rmbr to tke cre. and please..if u ever hve e tot tt it was me who tagged u as whatsoever nonsense.i'm sorry dear.i hve lotsa better things to do with my life. and tt isn't included.i dun bother tagging w/o a specific name. and it's quite funny this line u say: quoted:rul de costa from my-soul-confessions so why must u blab bout it so much??just because she said ur a bitch..u tend to talk bout it. then dear why did u cut n paste my entry. and BLAB(as u used it) so much too? aren't u just repeating my steps? haiz.up to u lahh ehh....i dun wish to say mre. leave it up to me lahh.i'll make my way somehow.
i believe i hve quite enough of this crooked-ism lifestyle... i've made up my mind. and this love of mine tt has always bn there 4 me.will remain e love of life in tymes to come. he has bn there when i nd him. he was ryte there being by me to comfort me thru e pain i was going thru. he didn't JUDGE me @ all. sth that i TOTALLY DIDN'T nd @ this pt of tyme. i'm so glad to hve him there. he knew exactly how to cheer me up when i'm @ my lowest point. he didn't discriminate me. neither did he let ANYONE else discriminate me. he didn't call me names.or put me in some mental cases. like saying i hve depression. instead he listened.tts all i needed. a listening ear.a hug.and assurance tt everything will be alryte. he gives me hope tt things will turn out bryte if i look @ it e ryte way. and i'm thanking him for tt. tt nyte tt i danced with him. was a nyte to rmbr. i'll nvr forget those very moments. cos e warmth u give me. was so real.ur body agnst mine. gives me e sense of security. nvr had i felt this secured b4. other than when i'm in my ex-es arms. but u.u gave me e meaning of trust. e reason to live.e reason to start over new. and e reason to rebel for my own happiness. u're e reason for this very beating of my heart. u define love in my heart. pls don't ever go away.cos i nd u here. cos u live ryte here.deep in my heart. cn u fl it beating.calling ur very name.
please don't stop e music.
Do you know what you've started? I just came here to party But now we're rocking on the dancefloor, acting naughty Your hands around my waist Just let the music play We're hand in hand Chest to chest and now we're face to face
I wanna take you away Let's escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rockin to it Please don't stop the, please don't stop the music I wanna take you away Let's escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rockin to it Please don't stop the, please don't stop the, please don't stop the music
