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Sunday, March 30, 2008
tantric was loved(:
thanks guys for ur
effort to cheer me up.
despite all e nonsense
things i've done.
theo darling.kakak and kidd(:
it was a great nyte indeed.
love u guys to e maxx..
thanks kak 4 all e drinks.
e 3 cups of lychee martinis.
and theo for tt whole jugg of
cranberry vodka(:
for e first tyme.i got a lil too tipsy.
haiyoo.bt okay lahh.
manage to regain my sense by e
end of e day(:when i reached hme.lols.
@ tantric was supeerrr
i danced with two gays i hardly noe.
haiz....nvm @ least they're gayy(:
cos it's a gay pubb.then we went to play.
hadd funn lahhs:))))
if u think i'm a nuisance then leave.
i nvr forced u to stay.
if u love me then tell me so.
if u dun then please leave.
and lead a happier life.
cos i wun give u much but troubles.
even ur bestfriend regard me as
a bitch.please stop it.
i don't wish to invite unnecessary
circumstances btw me n ur friends.
anyhooos.u tke cre.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
both my hands feels sore.
after all tt(:
but it sure feels gd.
fcuk myself.
i fcuking deserve to die.
for all i've done.
haiz.they(everyone ard me)
deserve much more
than this ugly fcuker like me.
arghhs.damn it.i'm such a bummer.
a useless one tt is.
Friday, March 21, 2008
well.let's talk abt yest cum today.
i just cme bck from PLAY..
first i went to sac to mit lala and mellie..
they had photoshoot.
so after tt ended.
lala went off to sweet home.
then off we go to mellie's place.
@ mellie's place..waited for her to
get rdy and all...
then off we went to meet vanvan.
after tt we went off to PLAY..
waited 4 nadd there.
once nadd reached.we went into
PLAY..vanvan helped us payyy.
sweett ryte she??
thanks VANVAN(:
so sweet of you.seriously..
then went into play.
walked out agn.
went to e pub next to it.
drank some jim beam thingyy..
i dunnnoe lahh..
mixed with green tea..
it was okay lahhh..
i dun quite fancy alcohol.
but i drink it anywayy..
after tt vanvan started to sing.
she cn sing(:
then this VERY cute butch
name MEOW..very cute..
loud and friendlyy...
like super super friendly.
she's from malaysia..
such a sweetheart lahhh she..
sooo after all e drinking and singing.
off we went to PLAY agnn..
kena queue agn..-rolls eyes-
totally nonsense..just cos it's a full hse.
like TOTAL WHATEVER~~~~
but anyhoooos.we went in.
maybe sayy 10-20 minutes after..
went in.nadd search 4 dy.
well.since me and dy weren't in
talking terms.i found it rather
akward lahhh..so i asked her to wait 4
mellie and vanvan cos they still stucked outside.
so once they're in..
we went to e dancefloor.
and looked for mai and dy...
but when saw them.
even worst.i totally wasn't in for it.
i was more afraid.
thinking dy would diao me for sure.
but opp happened.she
danced with me.crazy-ness.
but okayy lahhs.i guess e
nyte went pretty fyne.
and and and.e next TOTAL
awkward moment was
to dance with izrul aka mai.
haiyoo tt one.
YYES MAI!u're JUST an ex.
so stick to tt.
pfftt.kiss my cheeks forever..
sheeshh..and ur mulut maha laser lahh seyy.
must u tell theo???haiyo...
anyhoooos...i danced with meow and vanvan
dirtied-danced more like it..
hahahas.sorry mellie..
don't be angryy okayy??
then then dance dance e nyte awayyy..
then this nadddd.got drunk..
and a small squabble took place.
btw this indian girl.dy's friend arr.
and nadd..and theo was in it too..
so they started shouting and all.
well me as usual.started being emotional
and ran off crying.
then tt mai ran after me..
wahhhh...tt part totally annoyed e shit outta me.
cos i didn't wanna be there.
and she kp pulling me bck...
i was quite tempted to slap her seyy..
so i ran off to mellie.
and started crying..
then ayu all saww me crying.
so embarassing lahh seyy..
but after tt kakak came to pujuk me..
and she kept hugging me.
so tt totally made me fl better.
so i went out agn.
and theo apologised to me..
hehes.but he scolded me for crying though.
say i so cacat other ppl fyting.
i'm e one crying..
sorry i cnt help it.
when i love someone.i hate
them to get into fytes.
totally sucks to e core okayy?
so dun do tt anymore.
wanna fyte.make sure i'm nt there.
pfffttt...so i guess.e nyte ended pretty
well.both nadd and dy's friend
was okayy i guess.
dy's friend talked to me.
she apologised and explain things to me.
hehes.thanks babes(:
sweet of you.but i cried cos i'm scared.
hehees.so maluu lahhhh...
haiyooo..
anyhoos..i better go sleep...
tmrw wanna go over woodlands.
theo's place agnn..
cos e day after he has to go
off to ns agnnn..
BOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~
soo saddd lerrrr.....
Sunday, March 16, 2008
"Your words may have broken me,But I still stand tall...Hoping you'll realise how much you mean to me,And that someday you'll hold my hand through it all..."
quoted from some diary of someone i dun exactly noe(:
but it's a nice saying ryte?i think it's nice.simple yet sweet.
and it totally describe what i'm going thru somewhatt.
to be uncertain abt things is sucha sucky feeling.
and to always be there for tt person.
but not knowing what things will turn out to be,
tt feeling too is rather dejecting.
Friday, March 07, 2008
sighs i tend to over react i guess):
i'm sorry.haiz...
tts my major weakness.
i over-think.
and i over-react too much.
YOU SUCK NORA!
BIG TYME!
well.things went pretty well todayy..
met lala and su and mellie @ bugis todayy.
it was okayy..theyy hadd lunch @ bugis
soup spoon..think tts e new hangout place.
hotness.great food(:
then went to send them to skul.
after tt went to kallang leisure park.
quite okayy lahh e place.
rather ulu and boring.
cos nt many shops were openn.
so su went to play ARCADE
agnn..surprisinglyy i won for e
shooting game.wkakakaks.
and i cld at least control my car
better this tyme.lols.rather than
forever overturning.wakakakas.
butt i SUCKS @ para2.lols.
wasted 2 tokens on it.
step on e thing.put 2 tokens.
and e first round.i DIED!
like whatever knn??TOTALLY sey..
but loving it arr.all other than
tt part abt para2.nonsense to e core.
wakakakakas...
after tt watch movie.
entitled the leap years.
it's said tt on feb 29
if a girl asked a guy out.
they cnt reject(:
cool ryte?lols.
ohh whatever.anywayy
i annoyed my darling to e core.
hahahas.typical student as i am.
i literally COPIED notes thru out the movies.
hahahahas.sorry suu.cnt help it.
e words are damn.ohmygodd.
tmrw or later on i update abt this
quotes thingyy lahh kk??hahas.
then after movies.
we waited 4 FREE shuttle bus
bck to kallang.
then took e mrt and we sat @ e
mrt stn there
from 945 to 1200am.
crazyy knn???
hahahaas...mmg punn..
but we had fun just talking and talking.
thanks girl..u made me fl better.
but u always abuse me seyy..
sakit tau tkkkk..
my hands hurtt lorr..thanks 2 uu.
pfffftt..but i had fun todayy.
thanks 4 e movies(:sometymes we wait too long for another.while the ryte one for us were ryte in front of us all along.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
FCUK LOVE!
tts my final say.
u proved tt u're e same
as the rest of those fcuking butches!
thanks.don't bother anymore.
cos i won't.thanks 4 e memories.
it was sweet.
but now to u it meant nth anymore.
sighs.cldn't i be blinder.
to not see u thru.
to actually believed in ur love.
and waited ryte here.
while u said u needed sometyme alone.
HAHS!FCUK IT!
-roll eyes
