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Friday, February 29, 2008
you don't know how much you mean to me.whenever you fall u noe tt u cn lean on me.no matter the situation.i'm gonna hold you dwn.
begitu cepat cintamu berpaling.
adakah salah diriku?
ataupun engkau yg sudah jemu.
mungkin diri ini sudah tidak
diperlukan lagi.
mungkin juga sudah digantikn
dgn yg lain):
apakah salahku.
sedaya upaya aku cuba
utk tidak menggores hatimu.
namun hatiku sendiri yg terguris.
apa salahku?salahkah aku
kerna mencintaimu?
salahkah aku kerna mempercayai
kata2mu yg manis bak madu?
salahkah diri ini mencintaimu
hanya kerna kita kaum sejenis?
terangkanlah kepadaku
wahai syg.apa salahku?
hingga diriku engkau singkirkn):
maafkan aku jika aku
telah melukaimu.dlm apa cara
sekalipun.aku hanya ingin
kau tahu bahwa aku
benar2 mencintaimu..
terima kasih nora ucapkan
atas segala rasa kasih & syg
yg u curahkan utk nora.
terima kasih.akan nora hargai
segala memori kita bersama.
selamat tinggal nora ucapkan
untuk u.maaf sekali lagi.
Besar kesilapanku besar lagi kesilapanmu
Hampa yang kau rasakan hampa lagi perasaanku
Kau cuba menyatakan aku
Menbuat kesilapan
Yang tak mungkin kau maafkan lagi
Ku tak mungkin kau perlu di sisi
Besar kesalahanku besar lagi keegoanmu
Berkali ku beri alasan berkali-kali kau menolaknya
Kau ingin ku menyatakan
Diri ini bagai lilin
Dan terbakar oleh perbuatanmu
Suasana sepi kini menambahkan bening
Di dalam hatiku
Mengadil silapmu biar di jiwamu aku telah tiada
Di waktu begini diusik kenangan silam
Yang bertandang
Lalu ku biarkan
Ia menabahkan hati ini
Kekasihku cukup engkau buat ku begini
Luka ini usah engkau berdarahkan kembali
Aku masih cinta padamu
Aku masih setia padamu
Kembalilah engkau padaku seperti dahulu
Di dalam rindu ku menangis
Di dalam kalbu ku terasa
Teringatmu di kala derita
Yang memisahkan kita
Di dalam sedu ku berseru
Yang terukir di dalam hatiku
Kekasih bukalah pintu
Untuk sekali ini
Aku cinta kepadamu
Sunday, February 24, 2008
to rul:
i'm really sorry to hear abt it.
do tke cre dear..
losing ur loved ones
is a real painful process.
trust me
i've gone thru it.
i totally undrstd.
but do kp in mind
tt god loves him more
than you do okay?
rest assured he's safer
and much happier at
the other side(:
do cheer up aites dear?
now all u cn do is
shower him with ur prayers.
-huggs.
u've tried ur best
to be there by him.
i'm sure he'll very
much appreciate it.
everything will hve to
go on as it is okay?
he's gone.let him live
up peace there.
let ur life here
continue and be happy too okay?
urghh i sucks @ this.
but tts my only
word of advise.
tiap yg kaya pastikn miskin.
tiap yg muda akan tua.
tiap yg hidup pasti mati.
tapi yg tetap hidup ni
harus meneruskan
perjalanan hidup kita.
jgn meratapi yg sudah pergi.
satu hari kita jugak kn
sampai ke tahap itu.
syg.bykkn bersabar okay?
panjatknlah doa kepada
insan yg tercinta
yg sudah tiada.
kerna itu ajelah cara utk
menyempurnakan tanggungjawab kita.
love isn't about being together by status.but by heart.a status is just a status if emotions and passion isn't put to the test.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Hembusan angin bagai membawa berita
Berita yang mengecewakan ku
Apa yang terjadi bukan yang ku impikan
Namun ku tabahkan hati ini
(Bridge)
Sayangku…ku tahu kau tak ingin begini
Tapi kau sanggup lakukannya
Betapa hatiku hancur musnah berderaian
Tidak seorang pun yang memahami
Hati dan perasaanku
(Korus)
Kerna cintaimu ku jadi begini
Kerna sayangkan mu ku telan semua
Betapa hebatnya kau di hati ini
Kenapa kau tak pernah fikirkan aku (hatiku)
Kenapa si dia jadi pilihanmu
Ku sedar siapa diriku di sisimu (hatimu)
Di sisimu…
Ku harap suatu hari kau kan mengerti kasih
Siapa diriku di sisimu
Pengorbananku bagai tak pernah dihargai
Ia bagai angin yang berlalu
(Ulang bridge & korus 2x)
Thursday, February 14, 2008
it's valentine's baby(:
thanks a lot suzana aka my ptgf.
she's e sweetest(:
well.sorry to start out terribly
wrong.i cme late.
agn):sorry suzana.sincere apology.
but u and i noe.tt
this will probably repeat itself.
hehes.i suck @ managing
my tyme.lols.
but whatever it is.
it was totally fine(:
the dinner @ thai's accent
was simply luscious..
tt divine taste of tomyam.
wheehoooo...lols...
and of crse...u and ur crazy
craves(: to go arcade-ing.
so we played silly games
just for the fun of it.
and i suck @ arcade-ing.
lols...i kp losing.hurhurhur.
it's bn so long since i last step
into arcade okkaayyy...lols.
so had fun with e car games.
and shooting games.lols.(:
so since movie was cancelled due
to overwhelming amt of ppl
who wanna watch movies.
so after arcade.went to see
rul and fifi.together with su..
but su went off fisrt.
so only me rul and fifi left(:
all i did was laughed all nyte long.
thanks guys(:
for being so sweet so as to
send me ryte to my block(:
thanks a lot.
rul:u're sweet(: i'm still shy uu.sorryy...hehs.and thanks 4 e chocs(:
Saturday, February 09, 2008
cny was great i guess.
went over theo's,tobias's and mervis's
place.hahahahas.all same place lahhs.
lols.wheeeeeee.......
their father cn cook gr8 dish(:
had fun watching him cook.lols.
and their lil kidd is sooo cute.
lols...tt lil baby(:
forever running ard.
hehs.so adorable...
i love baby's language(:
like let's go bye bye.
translate: let's go out.
play ball play ball
translate: let's go play ball.
hahahs.really adoring lah seyy..
everyone in e family is gr8(:
i mean seriously.
they treat me rather warmly(:
the cousins.hehs.everyone lahhs.
e aunts also(:
hehs.sorry granny.
i dun comprehend tamil(:
look like it.but dun speak a word of it.
lols.but u're sweet(:
everyone is.lols.
theo!!u're an idiot!
forever scaring me.hurhurhur...
but overall.i love my tyme there.
had lotsa fun(:
quote of the day:from theo's father: don't kp going hme late.as ur place isn't good.dun let urself stumble upon it. cos once u do.u'll rmbr it 4 e rest of ur life.it won't be gd.tt totally freaks me out.if u noe what it means.hurhurhur..unclee...i'm scared lahh seyy.):
Thursday, February 07, 2008
my dinner @ pastamania.
his drink.
our foood.lols.
he pushed all to one side.cos i wanted to play with it..hurhur....
he makes fun of me cos i tke pics of everything i find cute.hurhur.
this is him lah.hahas.gack teo.kookoo.
today went to accompany teo go shopping(:
shop 4 his cny stuffs.@ vivo.
but only managed to get jeans.
hahas..then lepaks lahhh...
tt kookoo.but i had fun with him(:
he didn't manage to get everything.
so tmrw another day of shopping.
@ bugis.he hve to be early today.
cos like it's cny eve.
so majority shops will close by 6 or so.
haiyo.i cme home.
and guess wad dad's @ hme.ppfffttt.
sickening.boohoooo..
i reached hme @ 1150pm.
ohhh..got a story to share.
i saw sth or someone.doubt it's someone.
k maybe USED TO be someone.
sitting under e tree nearby my place.
ohmygod.i tell u.my heart LITERALLY
stop beating.and i made a detour to
e other side.not facing e tree.
i quickly dialled a number.
first number on call list.
teo.so called him.
thank god he answered.
so made him accompany me
all e way hme...on e phone lahs.
scary shitts.
reached hme.i cld still fl hw
fast my heart was beating.
scaryy....everything's fyne now.
HOPEFULLY!!!please.....
they say loves tt's rejected is not as hurting as love unrevealed.
it's better to hve loved and lost.rather than not love at all.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
i don't know if it's me u're talking abt.if it is.then i'm sorry.i haven't bn a gr8 of a friend lately.
and don't worry.i won't bother u anymore.i'll let myself drown in my own sorrows.i won't disturb u.i'll try,gdbye.i won't tke u 4 granted.
Monday, February 04, 2008
you can't make someone love you.all you cn do is be someone who cn be loved.the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.
hmmmms.life's bn complicated.
today i worked.
got a lil too pissed over
trivials shiiittts.
i fl bad 4 shouting @ aunty.
i'm sorry.i didn't mean to.
haiz.but there were too
many customers...
and i got a lil too cranky.
cos i hate customers.
sighhh.cos i fl so plastic in
front of them..
when i'm not in e ryte mood tt is.sorrt ns hyper(:
wasn't in any mood 4 a friendly
over e counter chat today.
perhaps next tyme aites ms hyper(:
Result Quiz
What Kind of Boyfriend/ Girlfriend are you?
Your Quiz Result:
Truly Amazing
Anyone would die over you. You date people you love and will always care for, your there for long term commitments.
Result Quiz
What kind of Date are you?
Your Quiz Result:
Watching the Stars
You are a very loving lover! you like to just be withe the one you love. your date will be just you and them on a blanket in a field looking at the stars and just talking and kissing.
Friday, February 01, 2008
Boy when I first met you
I thought you were the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it all through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That give from you
You made me feel
Unappreciated
show me dear.
show me that you love me.
gimme the meaning to what
life and love shld be.
don't simply pamper with
mere sweet words.
for actions speaks louder than words.
warm me with your hugs.
shut me with your kisses.
hold me tyte and
kiss me on my forehead.
and assure me tt u'll nvr leave..
only then cn u see e purest of
lyte of love thru my eyes.
deepen it.and u'll see stars
amongst the shades of e nytes.
my life has bn revolve with nth
much but tears and failures and grief.
show me love n concern baby.
and i promise i'm urs faithfully..
