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walau bunga kembang setaman,
bunga mawar masih dipuja,
walau ramai menjadi teman,
namun dalam hatiku engkaulah sahaja

kata-kata jgn dibuat main.
kerana kata badan binasa.
perasaanku jgn sekali dipermain.
kerana hati senang terasa.

Budak sekolah berbekalkan susu
Pergi berkelah mengutip lokan
Mengapa adik diam membisu
Kalau salah harap maafkan

bukan diam tanda membisu.
tetapi lidah menjadi kelu.
entah kemana arah harusku tuju.
kalau sudi tunjuk lah daku.

Matta - Ketahuan

Dari awal aku tak pernah
percaya kata-katamu
Karena ku hanya melihat
semua dari parasmu

Terakhir kau bilang padaku..
kau takkan pernah selingkuh
Tetapi ternyata dirimu..
bermain di belakangku

**

Saat ku melihatmu
kau sedang bermesraan
dengan seorang..
yang ku kenal…

O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..
pacaran lagi..
dengan dirinya..
teman baikku…

O ow.. Kamu ketahuan..
pacaran lagi..
dengan dirinya..
teman baikku…

Kembali ke **

Tapi tak mengapa..
Aku tak heran..
Karena dirimu..
Cinta sesaatku…

(O ow.. Aku ketahuan…
pacaran lagi…
dengan dirinya…
teman baikmu…) 2x

PILAR I MISS U SO BADLY!HRMPH.

today isn't one of my happiest day:D
faking is nvr easy 4 me.
sorry.i had to show my true self
to u yest.hahs.felt e cold shoulder?
maybe it's cos i dun fl like liking u.
sorryy.i dun fl like it ryte nw.
just nw met someone new.
but i'm sorry u.
u're not e type i'm looking 4.
u're utterly swit and nice.
but nt my cup of tea.
sorry dear:D you totally
deserve someone better.
much better.
i'm not e kinda girl.
who believes in love @ first syte.
i dun trust butches tt easily anymore.
i'm sorry.on e first date,
nvr try to hook me up,
it won't WORK!
i prefer my singlehood ryte now.
sorry.hmmmmms.
why is it always like this 4 me.
when someone likes me.
i chose to walk away.sighs..
i dunnoe lah.as i said b4.
i dun wish to cre anymore.

my dad is forever threatening me:(
fcuk him siahhh.
i am LEFT with not much of a choice.
but to continue this dumb course.
sighs.why does life do this to me.
maybe god has sth much better 4 me..
tts all i'm praying 4.
nora please do change.
change for e better.
rebelling isn't gonna give u much satisfaction.
but more destruction dear.
do wake up from ur own world of deceits.
STOP LYING TO URSELF NORA!
u noe deep dwn.not studying isn't ur thang.
dun try ur luck dear.
dun kp procrastinating till e very last minute.
and i tell u.dun regret if u get expelled.
it won't be good 4 u.
u noe tt nora.u jolly well noe tt.
appreciate e fcuking fact tt u got
enrolled into a damn poly.
a poly tts ranked one of e top poly.
stop ranting on ur life.
as if it's e end of e world.
stop being a bitch and start bucking up.
push urself nora.u cn do it.
rmbr.dun let others words bring u dwn.
they're not worth ur tyme
nor tears dear.WAKE UP:D
it's nvr to late if u try harder aites?
love shrug it aside.
if u noe he won't love u.let him go.
rs shldn't be close to priority ryte now.
let ur education lead u far love.
marriage n love is in e hands of god.
ur creator.so let fate bring u to e ryte one.
dun bother going all out to find for tt one.

i'm weak:(
seriously weak.
enough said.
enough done.
i got it now.
i was just plain dumb.
dumb and blind to see.
all these while.
ppl i called friends.
weren't friends afterall.
i fell in and out of love.
surprise?nahhh.
u ought not to be.
it's a normal thing seriously:)

she was sweet.
but sth she said
made my heart sank.
sighs.i dunnoe why.
who has her heart.
me or her?
i really dunnoe.
i seriously dunnoe
why am i even affected.
shldn't i be happy if
she likes her.
i mean what's best 4
her is best 4 me too?
sighs.i dunnoe.
i simply dun wish to cre nor
bother hurting myself anymore.
i hate love.
it's too complicated.
too bizarre.
too tormenting.
too heart-wrenching.
i love.
i hurt.
i love.
i cry.
is that all there is?
i think this is wad
an ugly girl like me deserve huh?
sighs.

kaulah kenangan yg terindah.terima kasih atas segala.mungkin aku harus pergi.meninggalkanmu bersama hatiku yg luka ini.

your voice is my sweet lullaby.it lures me to deep slumber.

I gave my heart to you
I set my standards high
I laid my eyes on you,
I laughed and cried with you,
I told you my hopes and dreams,
My Love and Fears.

My tears I shed all over your shoulder.
In the end,
I came to see that you were
the only guy I could ever trust.
When I see you,
my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.
When we talk, I can feel the load unload
with soothing words from you.

I have the feeling of love in my heart.
In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. "
In my words, I say "You are just a friend. "
But in the deep end of my heart,
I think of only you

When I tell you my expectations of a guy,
You tell me never to fall short of what I want.
But only one thing stands in the way -
You are a friend.

Can I still love you the way that I do?

to a certain someone...i wish i cld say this is 4 u.
ohhowmuchithurts.tokpitdeepinside.notwantingutonoemre.

sometimes people say one thing but means another.
i'm sick and tired of butches who are plain players.
first say one.then another.hrmph.
and sometymes bestfriends cn be ur worst enemies.
why am i even affected seriously???
goshh.but why is it ALWAYS her????
arghhh.dun wish to cre anymore.
i'm going with e flow.
i hate myself 4 falling so fcuking easily:(
sorry put e blame on me.
wish u all e best...

MY BIRTHDAY LIST:
`all i want for my birthday is you.
just you.that's all.

here's some of the pics i owe:D


mudpie from HARD ROCK CAFE:D


you soooo know who baked this:D


teo's 2nd gf.e hot hot thurston arlando:D


christmasyyy @ lala's place.


my pretty bestyyyy:D


mellie wellie.


i merge two pics.go figure it out XD


the two child.lying in e middle of e road.ashley loves.and firdaus loves.


we're vain:D clubbing tyme:Dwheee.



hungry hungry teo.eating:Doutside ZOUK.lols.


e front desk girl tot teo is a butch.lols.cute lahh seyy XD




kk when i hve more pics.i'll upload more aites?:D
tt's all 4 now.wheee..

today is NEW YEARS DAY:D
i had tremendous fun this yr.
4 e first tyme i didn't spend my tyme
rotting @ home while watching tv.
and counting dwn:D
i was out with e loves.
wheee:D
supposed to go out with mellie2.
but stupid dad HAD to spoil e plan.
pffftt.
so i cld only go out AFTER he left
for work.
so i met my other bestyy after tt..
lols.guess wadd??
i had my FIRST ALCOHOL XD
boo...i noe i noe.tell me abt it.
blueks...i tot it tasted like
medicine.ewwww.
hahahahas.cranberry vodka..
but okayy larr.not too bad.
i drank a lot siahhhh..
crazy-ness.teo happy now??
ur intention of making me drink
came thru...gundu uu.lols...
i was very2 tipsy lahhhs.
cldn't walk str8.lols.
after my 7th cup i thinkk.
then i was awoke by TEO's fyte:((((
like from tipsy sleepy drunkyy fella.
to wide awake teary girl.
he from e window ledge shouting @
some stupid fcuks dwnstairs..
shout until like crazy lahhhs.
and he almost fell off e ledge:((
k maybe i'm e one overreacting..pfft.
but it was really tt freaky lahhh seyy.
i was actually very scared rdy lahhh.
but i made myself daring enuff and
tried to pull him in..but tt skinny bones
literally pulled me offguard.strong lahh
seyy tt guy.like seriously..totally..
goshhh...when he's sweet and everything...
is like a total opposite when someone
pushed e wrong buttons:(((
goshh..he turned out into some hideous
vulgar monster:(((
after it all ended.my fear took over.
and i cried..cried so badly...
hahahas..i noe.retarded ryte...
then b4 all tt happen...we played some
truth or dare game all.
funny arr.i had to do shots.lols:D
i think tts why i maha tipsy.not drunk.
cos i cn undrstd wadd ppl were saying.
but it was just splendid new yr:D
apart from some hurting truth..e sneak in thingy
and e fyte thingyy.everything
else was divine:Dplain lovely.


new years resolution:
~turn str8
~be numb
~earn his love
~enjoy myself
~be happy
~go to skul EVERYDAY!!!


i'll upload pics real soonXD

HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEEETYYYY!!!:d

Nora
Simpleton
Love-less
21 to be!

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