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Friday, November 30, 2007
updates for 28th nov:)
went to somewhere with nadira:D it was my FIRST tyme meeting her ehh. hahahas.well.it was gd i guess:D no awkward moments whatsoever. we just talk talk talk talk and talk. lols.get the picture? yeaps.so went to this place. supposedly to studyy. buttt.as usual.ended up e attention got totally diverted k.. mine was towards someone. nadira was TOTALLY distracted by tt huge mirror ryte next to us.lols. k my verdict for nadyyyra:D she's sweet. she's pretty. she's nice. she's pleasant:D she's a real switheart k. AND DY!!!we're NOT pl.TSK!
so after she teman me there. and waited 4 3 hrs ard there. hahahas.naddd.u noe i noe. noone noes abt what happen there okayy?it shall be our d.l.s aites?hehs. so ard 630 or so.we left tt place and headed to tamp.. pfft.tot we cld be on tyme to catch e movie @ 720pm. buttttt nooooo.lols.e bus ryde. maha long okayy.well. it's always like tt ain't it. when u're in rush 4 tyme. everything seems to be moving even slower than usual. hahahas.so ended up we only reach there @ 730pm ard there. sooooo...we missed e movies 4 enchanted.so had to watch another one.at first i didn't wanna go. but when it was 4 against one. errs.it was a bit scaryy k. so well i agreed to it. oh e ppl there was nadia,lydia izrul dy.other than nadira and myself lahs.hahas.so we watch e 940 pm movies.entitled 30 days of nyte. :(:(:(if given a choice. PLEASE DO NOT WATCH THAT MOVIE. thank uu.it's sooo gore and disgusting. EWWW!there's too much blood.gore. bytings.screamings.HIGH PITCH screaming. gosh.pain seyy my ears.pfft:( sickening.soo after e movies ended. we went home lahs:D nadd and me took train while e rest took bus.pffft.they stay lyk just A STATION away okay.hrmph.unfairness. yeaps..so i reached home @ 12 on e dot. pffft.lucky thing mummy and all asleep. so not much of questioning and answering involved.wheeee.hurhur....
updates for 29th nov:))) went out with suzana:Dshe accompanied me from skul back to tamp:Dswit ryte? of crse.if not she isn't my ptgf:D went out for another movie date:D this tyme with pilar,tobs,mervis,thurston, teo and ashley:D we watched "ENCHANTED":D:D:D:D:D:D it's SPLENDID i tell u. got tyme to spare?go watch it. seriously.it's on my e list of highly-recommended ones. really:Dit was just so AWWWW:D so utter sweetness.pfft:D cnt tahan.hehs.yeaps.. then arr..this teo,ashley and mervis sneaked long johns' food into e cinema.crazy-ness.lols.but i was too engrossed in e movie to rly lyk tke note and all.pfffft... kookoo.hahahas.and then after e movie ended:D we all went over pilar's place. then slack @ e park till 12 plus.lols. played swing.see-saw all.lols.so childhood deprivation waddd:DDDD took a bad with mervis and teo. they stop @ e nearby 7-11.while i went all e way str8.and i still hve to thank mervis 4 e cab fare.so sweet of her:D
e mr gayy is my course:Dhehs.really he's 24/7 gayy:Dhappy lahhs.he's very str8.
he is e mr PORN in class.pffft.he makes ppl watch porn.tskk.
this is my job when boredom strikes during lectures:D
this is prettyful syaza.wished i was in h3 instead.pfft.
maybe skul isn't tt bad afterall:Dhmmmms.it's nice to hve someone who at least shows tt they care.tt's all tt matters. thanks guys:Du guys make me laugh so much today. maybe agn.i cld try to make an effort to buck it up.. yeah:Dtrue suzana.i always look @ it with a negative touch. but nvr look forward to it.thanks babes 4 forcing me to skul. maybe it's a start of a new beginning:Dthanks once agn guys:D h3 is a fun class lahh k:D
there's this guy tt blew my mind. each tyme i think of him. all i wanna think abt is how to make us closer each day. yet i am afraid. very much afraid if i were to make one simplest mistake. i may ruined everything:( every single lovely things tt has been happening. this friendship i truly treasure.
if you only knew-patti labelle "I must have rehearsed my lines a thousand times, Until I had them memorized. But when I get up the nerve to tell you, the words just never seem to come out right.
Chorus: If only you knew how much I do, do love you. If only you knew, how much I do, I do need you.
I dream of moments we share but your not there, I'm living in a fantasy. Cause you don't even suspect, could probably care less, about the changes I been going through.
Chorus
No, you don't even suspect, Could probably care less, about the changes I been going through.
Chorus (x2)
Oh, if, if.... in my.... love you..... Iife....You don't know, I say you don't know, how much I need you sugar, If only you knew, how much I do, I say you don't know that I love you, and I'm so fond of you...I love you baby."
song tt is very meaningful 4 me. maybe if one day i could pluck up enough courage and certainty. i'll let it out.abt how i fl and how much you mean to me. maybe just maybe.oh dear.if only you knew how much i'm fond of you:(
loves, nora.
Monday, November 26, 2007
PFFFTTT.kooooooookoooooooooobooooooooooohooooooo
TEO did that..pfftt.hahahas.
anyways watched dreamgirls just now @ teo's place.so cosy leyyy his place. i like.so nice to just relax and watch sth. k maybe cos i was spared from my noisy family. lols.so yeah.it was rather quiet and peaceful. maybe cos only me him and his helper is @ home.lols.anyways.bck to e dreamgirls. i cried seyyy.tskk.i noe i noe.i very emo. pffft.i suck:(i was just deeply affected by tt jennifer hudson's character:( like she had e most strongest vocals compared to e rest of e girls. butt just cos she's well VOLUPTUOUS. and does not hve purrfect figure:( she cnt be e lead singer. so saddd seyy.and her own bf ditched her to be with her own good friend to whom she considered as a family:((haiz.so saddd. then i guess i cld relate to it? i'm fat:(and i doubt anyone will sincerely love me.sighs. maybe he won't fall 4 me cos i'm not gd looking enough 4 him:( but one thing i definitely cnt relate to tt jennifer hudson is:her great sense of confidence gosh.if only i hve hve tt much confidence rush in me.haiz.butt sadly i don't:( sighs.really...i am easily affected:( ugly girls nvr get good guys:'(
BORED!!!
lalaalaalalaspffft.
Friday, November 23, 2007
PFFFTT!! why must u be so sweet?hurhur. and why must i be so easily tempt:( arghs.she's attached damnit.hello. babes.get tt in ur head!!! arghs.u crazy is it? why did u get urself into this soup?? spare a tot 4 her gf. put urself in her shoes. blah blah blah.. buttt.what abt me? ppl are all bothered abt what others sayy. but me.what abt me? my feelings 4 her? i hve to kill it just cos she's attached:( pffft.it's my fault? my fault my fault lahhs okayy. arghs.whatever.FULLSTOP!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
The Bottom Line
Hold off on accepting an invitation from anyone who's been coming on too strong.
In Detail
Today, someone's brilliant one-liner will do more than tickle your funny bone: It will ignite a tiny spark in your heart. Few people realize how having fun can lead to having a romance, although you have always understood the connection, haven't you? Your ideal mate is more likely to be someone who makes you smile than someone who makes you swoon.Remember this when you are considering which crushes to pursue.Hold off on accepting an invitation from anyone who's coming on too strong.
Monday, November 19, 2007
You are my everything Nothing your love won't bring My life is yours alone The only love I've ever known Your spirit pulls me through When nothing else will do Every night I pray On bended knee That you will always be My everything
today i get to see you. it brings smile to my face. i noe things are VERY wrong. yet i love u so.ilyso.
to suzana:yeah i noe love is e strangest thing. i'm aware dear.of e danger i'm putting myself thru. but it's okay.i'm willing to go thru it with her. i noe i shldn't get myself involved in other's rs. i didn't do anything nor hve i ask her to do anything. i'm just merely sharing e love.that's all. i will do my all to stop their rs from falling apart.i nvr wish 4 them to break up.i wldn't want to see her cry.that's e last thing i wld ever hve in mind.yes it'll hurt me rather badly.but i'm seriously willing.sorry tt i suck today. but i wanna thank u 4 skipping ur skul to be with me. and accompanying me all e wayy to tt kfc.thanks once agn. sorry i cried.i guess i'm just not willing to let her go.i'm sorry:)but i'm nvr sorry 4 falling in love with her.thanks once agn babes.i noe u hve my interests @ heart:D i appreciate it loads aites:D-huggs
The Bottom Line
Your relationships are not exclusive. You must share the people you love in life.
In Detail
Your relationships are not all exclusive -- sometimes, like it or not, you have to share the people you love in life. You should have plenty of confidence in the value you bring to your closest friends. Do not worry that someone's new friend or partner could change that personal connection. If you get too possessive about your relationship, you send a message that the assurance you need is more important that the other person's independence. It's a clear power play, and it won't be well-received.
this is rather FREAKY!! likee..wthh???hahas. aren't i sharing e person i love in lifee.haiyoo. well it's okayy.. i told her so tt i'll be ryte here waiting 4 her. and tt i won't be pestering her 4 more. just 4 her to be there itself is enough 4 me. she's e antidote to my melancholy. without you. i spsed i'll still be sad and blue:( thanks loves.4 everything u are. to me now.and always will be. you're e sweetest of e sweet:D but i hope it ain't another sweet talker in actions:(
just remember this loves.even if we aren't meant to be.just noe tt i appreciate u being in my life once:Dsharing this love we shares.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
:( kesedihan tk terperih. engkau pergi tanpa mengucapkan selamat tinggal.namunku ingin kau tahu bahwa aku cintaknmu.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
"You.Dengan sepenuh hati I jujur sayang dan cintakan you k.. Tapi I dah berpunya.Harap you faham.Kalau kita dah putus. I akan jadi milik you.Itu pun kalau you setia menunggu dan masih ingin terima I lagi...."
those words. aren't they sweet. sighs. but what if like what suzana said. "words are cheap" what if she's one of them but sth in me that's saying she's not. she's different. but sighs.i dunnoe if i shld trust my hunches. or leave it as it is. temptation in my heart. i'm burning. i'm falling apart. when the night falls. and my heart calls. for another devotion. temptations. i want you. can you be my only one. when the night calls. my heart falls. for the touch of your hands.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
berakhir kah sudah cerita cinta kita? Terlalu singkat hubungan ini Belum pun sempat melakar rindu Baru semalam mimpi dicipta Mengapa mendung melanda sukma. Salah siapakah semua ini? Engkau akan tetap kusimpan di dalam hati. Terpaut kasih di dahanan yang rapuh. Adakah kau harus dipersalahkan? Namun hati ini telah tersangkut di pepohonan yang kau sandarkan padaku. Akan kukutip tiap dedaun kering yang bertaburan di lantai untuk dijadikan bahan bukti cintaku padamu. Mungkin diri ini tidak pernah dikurniakan cinta sejati yang akan senantiasa bersemi. Memang nasibku tersurat begitu. Engkau datang membawa cahaya. Namun kini harus pergi meninggalkan aku. Terlalu perih bagiku untuk menelan kegagalan cintaku untuk sekian kalinya. Namun apa lagi yang mampu aku buat? Aku tidak pernah dan tidak akan pernah menyalahi kamu sayang. Mungkin sudah terungkap di mana-mana bahawa kau bukan tercipta untukku. Saat-saat cintaku ingin diberi. Engkau terpaksa pergi. Aku redha atas segalanya. Walaupun aku pasrah. Namun akan ku gagahi jua. Terima kasih sayangku. Mungkin dikaulah persinggahan yang terindah di dalam hidupku.
i'll.cherish.you.as.long.as.i.live.loves.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
adakah lagu ini akan dijadikan lagu cinta kita?akukah kekasih gelapmu:(
dillll = pagallll
tatkala cinta kian bersemi. hatiku diulit keresahan. engkau sudah dimiliki. tapi aku? aku tiada ikatan bersamamu. atas nama cinta. akan kukorbankan segala. namun apakah ganjarannya? adakah aku akan menjadi permaisuri hatimu suatu hari nanti? ataupun sia-sia kah penantian ini kelak?jgn kini kau merayu. kelak kau berubah laku. sekeping hati ini. telah terlalu jenuh dilukai. adakah engkau juga bak sembilu tajam yg kian menikam? ohhh berikan daku pengharapan. kerna yg kupinta hanya secebis sinaran harapan. pancarkan cahaya mu sinaran. kerna kaulah penyeri hidupku. dikalaku kesepian. engkaulah yg akan menemani tiap lena ku.. dan kau juga lah yg akan di fikiranku ketika aku tersadar. oh tanpamu.kesunyianlah aku. mungkin masa terlalu singkat untukku berbicara. namun hati yg degil ini. menaburi cinta yg ku harap akan kian bersemi dihatimu. kuberikan ku segalanya. tapi aku tahu. aku sudah terlambat menakhluti hatimu. salah siapa kah itu?aku?kamu?atau dia? harus kah aku yg mengundur? ataupun menyerahkan segala kepada ketentuan Illahi & takdir? kini biarlah aku yg mengundur diri. kumohon ampun jika kau terluka. namun aku tidak mahu menghiris 2 keping hati yg suci hanya untuk kebahgiaanku. maaf syg.mungkin sampai ke sini kisah cinta kita. mungkin kalau dipertemukan lagi. dan kamu tiada yg punya dan juga diriku. mungkin kita dapat bersatu. maafkan nora okay?
QUE SERA SERA.
You are a Great Girlfriend
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!
this is bad..real badd.. pls dun do this. i'm hanging by a thread agn. just my luck huh? u're really sweet lahs. but i think i love this guy. but now.u seem to make my heart go flip-flopping. this is CRAZY okay? mera dill..hurhur.. Meri jaan, meri jaan, meri jaan Duniya yeh kaisi duniya Jhoote takraar ki duniya Chaahat ko kahan samjhegi Dushman yeh pyaar ki duniya yes.what is there to my life? where i think only deceits and falsehood exists.i dun even noe what why when how this all these feelings started.pls don't lead me. unless u're certain tt this is wad u want. dear.it's all in ur hands. i live it up to fate to decide. i am tired of playing pull e string. cos in e end when it snap. i fl e pain.i've had enuff of tt game 4 now.so if u do like me. tell me so.if not i'll let e matter rest.
Your Kissing Grade: A
You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing.
Whether you're naturally a good kisser or not, you've taken the time learn how to be the best kisser possible.
me and lala's bestyy mummy.i love u auntyy.2nd mummy.hahas.
so baby spot e difference:D
WHEEE:D had lotsa funn. hehes.thanks teo mervis tobias and ur family 4 inviting me too:D it was great funn.seriously. like i had wheehuuu funn. lols..went over lala's hse firsttt.then took cab over to e yeo's grandma's place. then like when we reached. i saw teo..-wavesss. lols.hahahas. then sat down with lala's mummy.. then went to eattt.hahas:) after all e normal come to partyykindathing ended:)E food and all arr. we went to talk2 in e room. lols.LULU he's hilarious lahhhs. hahhas.funny guyy.. this teo
pedophile
siahhhhs.hahahahs.really2... hahahas.think he'll kill me if he noes i'm blogging abt this. hahahahhahas.anywayys. sooo e nyte wass e funn part. e granny's house transformed itself into a MINI CLUB:D i lykkkkk.lols. then like so funn.teo's mummy's family soo sporting.dancing alll.wheee. hehs.then i like dun wanna dance arr. shyyy seyy..lols.i noe i noe. UNBELIEVABLE KNNNN?? lala was lyk trying her BEST to make me tobias and lulu to dance.lols. she standard arr.hear song onlyy. her feet start to groove to e beat readyyy.. hahahahas.u cnt separate a dancer from music.lols.did i mention tt TEO & MERVIS are like gr8 dancers. lols.andddd...oh yeahh.i remember being introduced to teo's friends. then tt girl sayy "oh you're nora ryteS?" and i went "ehhh how u noe??!!" then she said " ohhh he talked alot abt u. i mean they.." and i was like "TSK!-stares @ teo wadd did u bitch bt me bhind my back..." teo went " no no.nthh like tt..i nvr lahhs. "then he start with "*TOOT* dun listen to them. or they'll come HAUNT u." TSK!!thanks ehh.hurhur.then he ask me along for their smoke break. hahahas.he offered me.butt it's okayy:) i'd rather skipped it. lols.lala's there.and i also dun fl like smokingg..nyeahhh. then this teo!!!!keep SCARING me.hrmph.u arrr. hahhas.then his friend alsooo scare me:(thanks TEO.thanks. thennn..this gundu was hugging his friend. then outta blue ask me if i wanna hugg him. then i lyk huh???!!then he just come here.gimme a hug.. hahahahs.then my face lyk cn see this:???? lols. then it's like me him opp each other.his 2 friends like also opp each other. but bside us..get it?then they twoo like devil like tt. keep saying no u shldn't hugg him.he pasting sth @ ur back.blah blah blah. then teo went:u trust them or me? so i was like:yeah i trust u i trust u.hahhas.so i hugged himm. hahahs.it took me some tyme though.lols.then when we came in... continued dancing.they not me.. but when last song played.i also started dancing.hahahas. lols.nice waddd.i like e song. so i dance lorrs.:D then after last song..not long after tt had to leavee. it's already 1am:Dyeah yeah. my daddy not home mahhs. lols.so cn go back late:D:D:D wheee..lols. hahahas..i still remember teo's face when i said to pilar this: "ehhh my cheeks smells of alcohol. thanks to this teo 4 kissing my cheek.hurhur" whooopps.lols.hahahahahas. teo:-smallen his eyes.. hahahs....sorry uuu. so off we went:Dthanks LALA 4 dropping me off @ my place. lovee uuu.hehes...tke cre peeps. wheee....i love love todayy. oh oh..i forgot!!!ASHLEY lost his first kiss.thanks 2 tt pedophile.. hahahahaahahahas..okayy whatever nora...lols..
i won't give u hope unless i'm certain.but ryte now.i rly dunnoe.u're attached dear.and i fancy this guy.we let fate decide our path k sweets:D u're my sunshine though.u brighten up my everydayy..with ur morning.afternoon.nytes msges=))he's special.and so are u dear..i dunnoe which wayy shld i go.haiz...but we shall only talk abt this if u're EVER gonna be single okay? but whatever it is.just bear in my mind.tt i'm here now and always to back u upp k.-promise.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
i'm questioning my sexuality.
arrghhs.. am i in love with guys? or girls? tskkk.i hate it when this kinda thing start to feel my mind. hurhur.it annoys me. i think i fancy this guy. but also this b who entered my life seems rather nice. hrmph. i shall talk abt e guy,
he's my definition of mr purrfect. ♥sweet ♥friendly ♥caring ♥observant ♥sensitive ♥non-egoistic ♥truthful
welll now abt the butch. ♥sweet ♥caring ♥sensitive ♥honest
i know mr purrfect before butch. but they say u shldn't compare love thru time but e quality. arghhs.nvm i shall not confuse myself. i shall let fate decide it 4 me. if mr purrfect asked me to be his str8 i'll be..buttttt if.. butch is e one who asked. then crook i'll be..wheee. tskkk.i love him but i like her too. lols.cn i be greedy and hve both?? hehs.nahhh.i hve to make a choice. shall let them make e choice 4 me. wheeee..i miss her already. and him too...kk i nd to go sleep. goshhh..time check:1153pm. tskkk.tmrw i got skul lahh seyy.. haiyoo.dhh lahhs.nytes everybodyy. ohh btw did i mention tt i saw mira pretty yest @ town? wheee got a hug from uu.i miss u lahh girl...i met a few of others too.hehes... now i wanna meet mr theophilus.hurhur. u're DEARLY missed by me okayyy.like dearly of dearly of dearly.hahas.get it???like sooo long lahhs. tskkk..my mr volleyball aka duet partner.i miss uu... to rul:just remember to stay strong and hve faith in urself okayy?things will be good in no time. but u gotta hve faith aites?tke cre uuu.
let me be the one to give u e meaning of love.
Saturday, November 03, 2007
worked as usual=)) but todayyy.sth special happened.lols=)) hahahas.well.as usual i was @ e counter arr.serving.. then this butch came to buy her food.i actually took no notice of her.until it's her turn to buy food...she look @ me and smile untill. so cute lahh..lols. so i being FRIENDLY as i am. smiled bckk..hahhas. i am friendly kkk.. hahahas.then shortly after tt i had my lunch break. i noticed she sat @ some corner. then she and her friends finish eating readyy. and she like walking off. but while walking..i caught her looking @ my work area.lols.then when she saw me looking @ her searching eyes.she smiled. lols.and i just giggled arr. hahas.as usual=) then e stupid thing is tt.. when i look @ her.she look bck @ me.and @ e same tyme i look away so did she.lols. then i turn bck to look @ her. she was also turning ard to look @ me.hahahs.cute seyy. then all e way she look and smiling.and i did e same thing. hahahas.she until turn her head literally 360 degrees.lols=)) cute lahhhh.. *mysterious b.come bck often yes. lols.customers like u make my day=))* and usuallyy i'm rather quiet @ work. but todayy thanks 2 tt mysterious butch i was rather chirpy.lols. until tt stupid annoying guy next door disturb me also i cn entertain.lols.funyy lahh... but seriously.nice ehh.hahahas.=)) okayy okayy. i am so cacat. hrmph.ohhh and alsoo i had a nice surprise. lols.i met mishairati aka TITI=)) hahas.prettyy lahh she... kk after tt game over 4 work. took bus ryde home. kai called me.so we talk2 till i reached home. then when i came home. it's e hidden bliss=))) daddy NOT home. he's @ work..whheeee. lols..TEOOOO!!! now we cn go kallang river... to sing sing sing.lols. in e middle of e nyte=))) wheeeee..hahahahas..
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