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Friday, October 12, 2007
tell me why. why shld i look forward to this saddening hari raya? there's nth to look forward to.nth to rush abt.i woke up today looking @ my hse.my parents busy cleaning and all. i just stood there in daze. thinking still. wad is there to this hari raya?nothing. nothing @ all. used to look 4ward to it cos of my fav aunt. but now.she's no more here.no more in this world. god took her away. i wish god can take me away too.so it'll end all sufferings=((( my hearts aches so bad. how i just simply wish i can rest in peace.ryte this very minute. *sobs. oh my.how much this raya hurts me so bad. arghs.tears strained cheeks. heartaches moment. is tt wad raya is all abt? oh.i just cnt take this anymore. @ tymes i wish i cn just vanish from this earth. totally disappear or sth. i give up in e name of love. and everything in life. *sobbs.
but still i shld not be selfish. to those who are anticipating this year's raya.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! minal aidil walfaizin. maaf & ampun dipinta. doa restu kuiring buat sekalian yg menyambut nya.
