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๑۩۞۩๑ todayyy is FUNN=)) ๑۩۞۩๑

went to AMK hub.
i tell u this.u want a
nice ambiance kinda cinema
tts e place to go..
serious seyy...
so effing nice lahhhs.
wheeeee...
we watched a horror movie
there..entitled "unrest" m18.
it was rather freaky arr.
e scariest part was tt
they used real DEAD bodies.
it's abt this groups consisting
of 3 guys and a girl arr.
then like they are student of
a medical school.where they learnt
to dissect e human body..so i spse
it's some anatomical studies lahhs.
then this girl has a very sensitive
senses..she cld feel everything.
and she felt tt e person she was
dissecting has a very wrong feeling lahhs.
so she like not sastified.she want to
noe more.so she pursued her
hunt to search 4 more info.
and true enuff e person she dissected
is a women who died a rather horrible
deaf.she was a prostitute b4 she died.
and she was pregnant @ e tyme..
she killed her baby to worship some
demonly god.and then she died lahhss.
then her spirit was still wondering ard.
as they say tt e spirits follow wherever
e body goes.so e spirit was rather evil.
it stsrt killing all e students tt dissect it.
as they had caused rage in tt it.
but e girl managed to like burn tt body
before it killed her and this other student
in e class who happened to be her love
also lahhs.this movie was rather freaky and
also disgusting.as it involves REAL dead
bodies.u dun like tt kinda stuff.i advise u
DON'T WATCH IT.
then e movie ended=))rather mysteriously.
hurhur.so i ain't surprise if there's e
unrest part 2.hahahas.
we went to bugis.and susu got nth better
to do..so we watch ANOTHER movie.
wheeee...this tyme we didn't wanna tke a
horror movie.so we watch "the game plan"
starring e ROCK.lols.and this cutesy lil girl.
hahas.this movie is rather hilarious and touching.
if i wasn't using my contacts.i wld def tear-ed.
lols.susu sayy i'm retarded.cry @ e slightest
thing..but it's touchingly sweet wadd.of crse
i'll cry one lahh.hurhur...so yeah e story goes
a bit like this.e ROCK is a famous & rich football
player[football as in e american's football NOT soccer]
yeahhhs.then he like have e "PURRFECT" life.
automated house.he basically lives in LUXURY lahhs.
then suddenly TOOFFF came this lil girl who
came to his doorstep.lols..so cute lahh this part..
e ROCK didn't even realise he has a daughter.
hahahahas.so he was like so full of himself.
thinking e kid wanted his signature.happily
go in took a pen and all.lols.then e lil girl came in.
and like played with his dogggyyy..hahas.
then he scolded e girl
ROCK:"hey girl.you shouldn't enter
a stranger's hse like tt.don't ur mama teach u?"
LILGIRL:"yes she did."
ROCK:"so why are u here?who u came with?"
LILGIRL:"my daddy."
ROCK:"where's your daddy?i don't see him"
LILGIRL:"how can you see him?when he's looking @ me?"
cute siahhhs.then like a lot of nonsense happened lahh.
cos this e ROCK arr is rather systematic abt EVERYTHING
@ his hse lahh.so he hates it when things goes wrong.
cos everything has detailed plannings.lols.so this
child came in and changed everything!his fav football ball
was bedazzled.and so is his favourite top.hahaas.e
daughter added spice to his life.he nvr realised it
till e girl went away with her aunty to stay..
only then he realised e importance and e impact
e child made in his life.cos ALL these while he's been
rather selfish self conceited and all arr.
but after e presence of this girl,he realised tt not ALL things
can be bought via cash.and he repented his wayys.
he won bck e trust of his daughter & also e dance teacher.
yahh e daughter was a gr8 ballet dancer.whheeee...
if u love some dance sneakyys.it's a NICE movie to watch.
seriously.i love both movies.i think they're
both WORTH the $$$$....lols.

firstly.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAYY TEO LOVES=))
hahahs.i enjoyed todayy
so e very much=))
i didn't go skul today though.
woke up late.when to bugis
bought his present=))
and that small cake..then
went off to meet pilar.
then went off to woodlands.
wheeeeee.then went to his hse.
lols.he still sleeping..so cute sehs.lols.
then when he woke up.hahas.
like one lione-ess..lols.then
played with tt cheeky nephew=))
cute-ness.then stayed over all.
went to e nearby shops and all.
then went to bugis.find 4 his jeans.
not nice then took bus to marina square=))
then went to topshop.they bought
their GAY ACCENT & IRISH ACCENT
mouthspray..lols.cute siahhs.tobs actually
tot it wld really work.u guys like wasted
ur $$$$ seyyys.lols.then he bought his
jeans and top.lols.went to cafe cartel and
eat=))hahahas.teo teo.always feeding me
food arr?funny lahhs u.thanks anyways=)
but really enjoyed it.lols...we shld do this
more often.lols=))Wheeeee...though
my dad 24/7 calling me.i was so happy lars.
didn't wanna bother bt him much.lols.
so yeahhs.i just had so much fun.lols.
kk maybe i'm crazy=))but rly arr.hehhes.

haiz.some annoying someone still has e link to
my blog.and i dun fl like letting her read.hrmph.
sorry.so it's privatised=))

I wanna let you know
That you dont have to go
Dont wonder no more
What I think about you

If it's lovin that you want
You should make me your girl, your girl
If it's lovin that you need
Baby come and share my world, come share my world
If it's lovin that you want
Come and take a walk with me, with me
Cause everything that you need
I got it right here baby, baby

Now it's obvious you need a friend to
Come hold you down
Be that one to share your everything when
No ones around
Baby come tell me your secrets and
Tell me all your dreams
Cause I can see you need someone to trust
You can trust in me

de de de de de da de de de da de day
So just call me whenever you'r lonely
de de de de de da de de de da de day
I'll be your friend I can be your homie

If it's lovin that you want
You should make me your girl, your girl
If it's lovin that you need
Baby come and share my world, share my world
If it's lovin that you want
Come and take a walk with me, with me
Anything that you need
I got it right here baby, baby

It's been so long i've had this feelin
That we could be
Everything you've ever wanted, your fantasy
I won't push too hard to break your heart
Cause my loves sincere
I'm not like any other girl you know
So let me erase your fears

de de de de de da de de de da de day
So just call me whenever you'r lonely
de de de de de da de de de da de day
I'll be your friend I can be your homie

I wanna let you know
That you don't have to go
Don't wonder no more
What I think about you





well.things all happens 4 a reason,i suppose.
anywayys.this song is DEDICATED to someone
actually.lols.but well.tt person will NVR noe
tt it's 4 tt person.=))anyways.todayy
rather toot day.lols.all i did was i dunnoe.
i cnt recall.gosh.skul like normal i spsed.
then after that i went to meet ROY KOR=))
goshh.i miss her soo BLARDY much cnn.
wheehooos.i cn bug her evrdy now=))
sth new to look forward to after skul.hehehes.
korrkorrr...here i am.i'll be back.wheehoos.
andd after meeting korkor.and hve e
hooheehaaas sessions.i went off to vivo.
then sit ard by myself awhile.lols.still had tyme
to sleep noe.sorry cnt help it.i was BLARDY
tired okayyy.so lala and tobs reach after tt.
hahas.prince of egypt.as usual.late.lols.
cute lahh e name pilar gaf teo.lols.prince of
egypt.anyways.it was like sooo short lahh.
haiz.after ate i had to rush back..cos daddy
called me up.hrmph.so yeahhs.rushed bck
in e cab.then like so tired lahs.slept in it.
reached home.ran up.then heard daddy naggg.
made myself deaf 4 tt moment.after awhile.
he noticed i nvr entertain him.he stopped.lols.
so yeah.went to bath and all.now i'm on my bed.
supposed to be sleeping.noo.i'm chatting with
everyone.lols.kk i shld stop this nonsense
and sleep.cos my head is literally KILLING me.
and my eyes is halfway there.it's like effing small.
and i dun quite fancy having small eyes.i love
them e way they are.but if i stay up any later.
i'll get swollen eyes by tmrw.and tt's not
gonna be good.i'll look ghostly.wheehoos.i dun
want to start screaming when i look @ my own
face in e mirror.lols..kk nytes EVERYONE=))



to mel:thanks 4 dropping by=)And yes thanks.i'll try my best to hang on.hahas
hard as it is.i'll still try.

gosh.sorry i need to rant.
hrmph.=((
*sobs.
my dad is being a
pain in e arse.
life really feels more
and more like a prison
@ home.sighs.
i just wanna roam free.
is tt wrong??
gosh.k now i fl guilty.
guilty 4 shouting bck
@ my dad.for venting my
frustrations @ him.
haiz.but @ tymes he just
tends to abuse me with
too much of his vulgarities.
tt i rly cnt tke it and
blow it ryte bck @ him.
will tt then be considered as
my fault?i mean there's
a limit 2 everything.just cos
i forgot one effing thing.
tt don't give u e ryte to
start scolding me tt bad.
not as if tmrw will nvr come
agn or sth.haiz..it hurts to
be in this kinda situation.
i wanna apologise.but i noe
i already crash his ego.
cos i literally screamed @ his
face.haiz.if only i cn be
like those ppl who just surpress
their feelings deep within
and later on NOT fl a thing bt it.
i wish i cn be like tt.but haiz.
i'm too much on my emo side.
i get affected over simplest thing.
ppl call me cruel names.i may LOOK like i'm
e least bothered over it.but deep in
it bites.trust me.it goes.it's like tt bacteria
tt slowly eats into ur skin to turn
u ugly.but this one it's biting onto my
emotions and turning me ugly inside.
haiz.i tried my VERY best to be e best
tt i cld.but to u.it was nvr best.
i wish i cld be like other kids who
dun need to bother abt studies.
cos they had undrstding parents.
but noooo.i hve to do well in studies.
WHY?cos he always say i'm e only hope.
haiz.though i resent to this.but
i noe it's also 4 e best of myself.
i force myself to go thru this.
be it i like it or not.haiz.@ tymes i wonder.
why is god so unfair.so as to give me.
such a family.and look @ me.i am so ugly.
i hve no looks.fat.family like forever shouting
@ each other.my loved ones always go away
from my life...all there is to my life
is UGLY-ness.haiz.noone to love nor love myself.
haiz.look @ others.they are pretty outside.
slim.gorgeous bods lahhs.loved ones.attn.
everything lahhhs.haiz.i guess.it's just me
lahhs.i shld hve just surpress deep in
ignore him.but noooo.i just HAD to shout back.
TSK!i'm such a bitch lahhs.
nora U GO AND DIE CN!!!
stop being such a nuisance in so many ppl's
life.i'm so effing stress lahhs.i cnt tke it.
but nvm.i dun wish to care.maybe it's
best being left this way.i hate to cry.
yet people ALWAYS make me cry.
cn someone at least me happy 4 once.
make me laugh non-stop.and not think of
anything but myself 4 a moment.
maybe one of my ex-es or last-tyme-friend-now-not
curses really came true=((thanks guys.
it's really nice.i guess things will nvr change
4 me.i hate hate life.don't u??
haiz.i lost all tt i want in life.
i HATE to be a doctor.but why am i
trying my FUCKING best to pursue it.
DAD if u EVER read this.listen to my heart.
this isn't my field.i'm afraid of blood.
i'm afraid of stitches.i'm afraid of syringes.
i'm afraid of operating and putting someone's
life in my own barehands.but i still
persevered.i continued.as i said.parents noe
best and what is good 4 us.i made many
sacrifices.but u both see none of them.
it just hurt me too blardy much.i rly cnt
tke this.@ tymes i feel like urghs.resorting
to unpleasant and unthinkable measures.
like u noe wad arr.committing suicide and
all tt shits.but i noe it isn't ryte.
my tyme to die just isn't here yet.i dun wish
to die tt way.i wanna die e way god has
predestined 4 me.haiz.i guess they just
don't see it.how i hve to suffer in a skul
i dun fancy in e first place.how i hve to survive
day by day.minutes by minutes in skul.
e boredom.e irritating-ness.haiz.they just
don't know.their tyme ARE WAYYY to different.
and it's also rather unfair if they wanna
like control me just bcos some of my COUSINS all
didn't turn out ryte.that's to me.too bad so sad.
who ask them to be so stupid.so as to do such
lowdown things.sorry.but i believe i'm religiously
educated.and my parents give me enough education
to HAVE BRAINS to EFFING HELL THINK!!i do think
before i do tt kind of IMPT issues.hello.
if so i wld hve been e same years ago.
when i was in sec 2.pls lahhs.if i wanted to.
i wld hve done all that.but i think agn.how
will it benefit me in any way.NONE.yes.
pleasure 4 tt few effing hours.then???
misery 4 e rest of my life.is tt worth it?
nooo....dad.pls spare me.u cn def trust me
i SWEAR i won't resort to do anything tt will
hurt ur ego nor make u embarassed.tt just
aint me.sorry.but really.it pains me.each tyme
i come home.u hve to SHOUT @ me.u dunnoe
wad i go thru in skul.maybe i had a bad day..
nooo.e moment i came home.TOOFFF.u start
shouting.@ tymes i think u not being home @ ALL,
is better than to hve u @ home.seriously.
and i noe.i'm NOT e only one who feels tt ways.haiz.
but well.wad cn i sayy.u always tot skul is
SUPER DUPER FUN~~ yea~~yeapy FUN kind.
but u nvr once saw i had to struggle thru.
how i was so fcuked up with myself
when i failed and had to repeat a module.
you just don't see it.gosh.@ tymes i wish u cn
get my cousins as ur daughter.those effing
dumbster.misused e freedom tt e parents gaf them.
such a waste.if 4 me.u let me go out to club.
to sleep over and all.i'll happily do all tt
but UP TO A LIMIT.i won't misuse ur trust.
haiz.i won't go sleep ard and get myself into
deep shits tt will hurt ur ego and to hve ppl
to question ur responsibility.i won't.haiz.
but u making me fl all cooped up @ home.
is like worst off.make me fl so stress.
i cnt tahan.skul is already enuff.
but u.u just HAD to add to it.haiz.nvm.
i shld be gr8ful tt god has given me sth.
sth to think abt.and maybe i shld be gr8ful
tt i hve somewhat a bliss life to think off.
rather than those out there who are suffering
more than me.but agn.i'm sorry i just needed to
rant it all out.4 if i keep it inside 4 too long.
it'll hurt me so bad.and ppl nt involve will also
get involve.and tt's not a gd thing.
DAD:i just wanna say i'm sorry 4 everything.haiz.i didn't mean to shout @ u.
but still u had no ryte to say all those mean things.it hurts.i unintentionally
did it.not say.i purposely forget.haiz.it happened.and i apologised.cnt u just forgive me?and let it go.haiz.but still i had no ryte 2 shout back @ u like tt.
sighs.i wish i cn say this to ur face.that i'm sorry.and pls do tke notice of things i do.and stop just picking my mistakes..haiz.it won't hurt u noe.if once in awhile u thank me 4 lil things i do 4 u.@ least it makes me feel appreciated.rather than just being asked to do this.do that.in e end.i still had to tolerate all these abuses. haiz.maybe it all lies in me.but whatever it is dad.pls forgive me.i shldn't be hurting u during raya.but well.haiz.so shld u not be hurting me during this period.

haiz.it's okayy.i guess i'll fl better after i wake up tmrw.i'm gonna cry myself to sleep.haiz.like usual.just today 4 a diff reason.haiz.gdbye.if u don't like rants.pls
kindly get lost.haiz.it may hurt ur eyes.and annoy ur ears and hinders everything else.kk i shld stop.b4 i electrocute myself or sth.haiz.tears all over my lap.TSK.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 63% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

how true e last part.when i love.i love 4 a long tyme.even if tt person may not reciprocate.
dun u think i'm rather dumb?and when i fall.i fall hard.too hard tt i think it made my brain cells just burst or sth.urghs.it just depleted lahh ehs.when it comes to love.i think i am a total failure. yet i still love.funny lahhhhs.grrrrs..ANYWAYs.
HAPPY RAYA TO ALL=))



btw pics from yesterday.went to vivo.with lala tobs & teos.i shall call them e usuals.=))

it's really random.hahas.we were talking.and lala snapped it.


ms giggles[as teo calls me] poking mr stoney[teo] while tobs ghostly hand came in view.hahs.


we just wanna hve fun=))and i love them to bits.[psst.i'm very modest.hahas.e offshoulders dun look like an offshoulders afterall=))]


so emo ehhs..well.tt's FATTY me.hrmph.


he looks his best.while i look my worst=((


lala so lame.i was snapping a pic of her.while she snapped a pic of me.hrmph.

tell me why.
why shld i look
forward to this
saddening hari raya?
there's nth to look
forward to.nth to
rush abt.i woke up
today looking @ my
hse.my parents busy
cleaning and all.
i just stood there in daze.
thinking still.
wad is there to this
hari raya?nothing.
nothing @ all.
used to look 4ward to
it cos of my fav aunt.
but now.she's no more
here.no more in this world.
god took her away.
i wish god can take me
away too.so it'll end
all sufferings=(((
my hearts aches so bad.
how i just simply wish
i can rest in peace.ryte
this very minute.
*sobs.
oh my.how much this
raya hurts me so bad.
arghs.tears strained cheeks.
heartaches moment.
is tt wad raya is all abt?
oh.i just cnt take this anymore.
@ tymes i wish i cn just
vanish from this earth.
totally disappear or sth.
i give up in e name of love.
and everything in life.
*sobbs.



but still i shld not be selfish.
to those who are anticipating
this year's raya.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
minal aidil walfaizin.
maaf & ampun dipinta.
doa restu kuiring buat sekalian
yg menyambut nya.

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Your Envy Quotient: 41%

You are an envious person, but only at times. Perhaps certain situations trigger your envy. Or maybe you're especially jealous when you're feeling insecure. Instead of letting that green monster out, work on making your own life better. And then maybe people will be envious of you.

You Can Make 76% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Hmmm... Maybe He's Interested!

He seems to be giving you mixed or muted signals Which may mean you've been giving him the wrong messages When he pauses to notice you, give him a little more attention. A little encouragement may go a long way with this guy!

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together. But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure. Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually. So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

You are Not Ready to Date Again

And deep down you probably know it. Your ex is the number one thing on your brain. And you're still suffering from the post break-up blues. This is when you need to take care of yourself - And take a break from men (especially your ex) It's time for you to pamper yourself! Warm bath, plenty of essential oils, and a good book.

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

Your Vibe Is Secretly Sexy

Sexy isn't exactly a word you'd use to describe yourself But you have a quite allure that certain men feel appealing You don't need to flaunt your stuff to be sexier A little more confidence in yourself, and you'll really light up a room!

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content. Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while. But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

today was funn.

hahas.played pretend=)

teo became my pretended

bf.hahahs.tsk.sorry lahs.

i very e awkward.first

tyme after so long mahh.

hahas.i cnt act too well u noe.

anyways.it was utter

fun-ness lahh ok.

and teo.get well soon.

ur eyes.poor thing u.

and i still hope i wasn't

too rough 4 all e tymes

i applied e eyedrops on 4 u.

hurhur.u arr mr forgetful.

ur lens.ur solution.ur food.ur drink.

all in my bag.clever lah u.

hahahas.so we just lepaks2.

first @ kallang river.

then walk all e way to

city hall.sorry guys.i tot it

was well near.hahas.

but @ least yeahh.had funn rytes?

so we bought some stuffs to buker

@ suntec city.then went to find

4 stuff @ toys r us.

hahahas.cute lahhhs.

and thanks eh teo and tobs.

u made me scream so hella loud.

hrmph.mean people.thanks lahh.

hurhur.anyways...went to mit

an yan they all.well.i was

with teo all e way lahhs...

hahahas.thanks teo=))it helps.

and e rest of e dayy was fine.

hahas.sorry teo like u said.it

was too early too leave.

wish i cld stay.but i cnt=(

and sorry lala and tobs.

i had to rush off like rather

early=)dad's already angry yes?

we shall meet agn some dayy..

meanwhile.missing all of u=)


some prettyful pics to be shared.
love them to bits.seriously.
they kept me smiling=)





tobs & lala.




brotherly love.




she & cacat me.hahas.




theophilus yeo & tobias yeo.



brothers in love.hahas.


and up till today i shall be happy
and contented with what i
already possessed.
i shall not be selfish.
and learn to sacrifice.
you're e reason why i smile
without you.i don't fl as special as i am now.
and i don't wish to ask 4 more.
but this is enough.enough for me to survive.
these days.it's only you & me.
i promise to be there when u nd me.
but i won't ask for anything more
than wad u wld be willing to give me.
but trust me.i wld give e world
to see u smile.cos it's gorgeous on you.
but not off you.so love keep smiling.
cos i'm falling 4 it.but i won't say anything
for i've said.it's 4 me to love.for u to nvr noe.
it's better this way.i thank u 4 everything.

today is the day.
e day i just dun
feel like doing
anthing @ all.
well.i shall updates
abt e few days..
i just feel so toot agn.

on e 5th of october.
swensen last minute date.
hahas.lala came over.
asked permission from
my dad.so then left hse.
reached swensens rather late=)
so mervis.teo.lulu.another cousin
sorry i ain't got a clue.wad's his name=)
and tobs was there.
hahahas..so we had dinner.
i dun fl like eating lahhs.
cos b4 tt i was from cousin's place.
she literally STUFFED me with
food lahhs.hurhur.so me
and lala shared food.
hahas.she fed me as usual=))
then this teo bside me.
GRRR.i fl like cekik-ing him lahs.
aiyohs.i nvr eat.he went u better
eat b4..lalallaalalalalalas.tts all
i cld hear.hahas..my own
voice going lalallas.
hahas=))
then e cake.so nice lahhs.
chocs ice cream cake=))
splendid.poor toby.
hahas.had e remainings of
e cakes to himself.hahahahas.
ohkayy.then after dinner.
went out to walk2.
then mervis had to go.
so lulu also went along.
he cnt go home late mahhs.
so yeahs।so left with me.lala.tobs.
their cousin and theo.
then we just lepaks @ town..
hahas.went home ard 11 plus.
it was like nott so fun.to fun.
hahas.oh wells.i got a song
dedicated 4 someone.but
tt someone shall nvr noe.

I must have rehearsed my lines a thousand times,
Until I had them memorized.
But when I get up the nerve to tell you,
the words just never seem to come out right.

Chorus:
If only you knew how much I do,
do love you. If only you knew,
how much I do, I do need you.

I dream of moments we share but your not there,
I'm living in a fantasy.
Cause you don't even suspect,
could probably care less,
about the changes I been going through.

Chorus

No, you don't even suspect,
Could probably care less,
about the changes I been going through.

Chorus (x2)

Oh, if, if....
in my....
love you.....
Iife....You don't know,
I say you don't know,
how much I need you sugar,
If only you knew,
how much I do,
I say you don't know that I love you,
and I'm so fond of you...I love you baby.

Love wondered inside
Stronger than you
Stronger than I
And now that it has begun
We cannot turn back
We can only turn into one

I won't ever be too
Far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call

And I'm truly inspired
Finding my soul there in your eyes
And you have opened my heart
And lifted me inside
By showing me yourself, undisguised

And I will breathe for you each day
Comfort you through all the pain
Gently kiss your fears away
You can turn to me and cry
Always understand that I
Give you all I have inside



todayyy i had soo much fun=))
hahas.went to geylang with teo
lulu and the couple lahhs.hahas
had to wait 4 teo sooo long.
hrmph.u arr.hahas.nvm i wasn't
rly angry=)anyways.we walked to
banquet & i ate chicken porridge=)
hahas.though tonyte's one like nt
so nice like tt.hurhur.but i ate it.
thanks 2 tt teo lahhs.hrmph."if u dun
eat later u'll see something.."
hurhur.scared so i eat..then yeahs..
then we walk2 ard geylang lorrs.hahas.
teo very stone leiss.hahas.lulu so
poor thing.tried his best to talk to
teo but tt guy nt even listening..
anywayyys.all i cn say is it's funn.
but urghh.tyme travels too FAST!!!
each tyme ppl hve fun it seems tt
e tyme ticks wayyy too fast.but when
i'm boring myself out @ hme.tyme
seems to tke like forever lahhs.hurhur.
haiz.anyways.yes i shld cherish things
as it is=))i'm doing exactly tt...




shld i tke things to my stride?
or let it tke it's own pace?
i'm living in confusion..
but all i noe is tt i dun want
to lose this beauutiful feeling
tt i surpress deep in me...but
a smile on ur face lights up my day.
seriously=)thanks once agn.

to mel:i'm sorry ok?haiz.things bck as normal??pls...

well..today i just had
so much much funn=))
love love teo.hahas.
ehhh.i shyy lahhs...
nvm.i practise okk.
then i try duet-ing with u.
i had funn.hope u had urs 2.
i nvr had so much laughter
in my recents dayys..
u made me laugh soo much.
=))thanks yes.hahahs.
more singing sessions..

to define love & marriages.

A student asks a teacher, 'What is love?'
The teacher said, 'in order to answer your question, go to the wheatfield and choose the biggest wheat and come back.But the rule is you can go through them only once & cannot turn back to pick.' The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big wheat, but he wonders may be there is a bigger one later.Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is aneven bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the wheat field,he starts to realise that the wheat is not as big as the previousone he saw, he knew he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him,'This is love. you keep looking for better ones,but when later you realise, you havealready missed the person.

''What is marriage then?'
the student asked. The teacher said, 'in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.'The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not torepeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium sized corn that he felt satisfied, and came back to the teacher.The teacher told him, 'This time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believethis is the best one you get.... this is marriage.




a lil sth stolen from hafeeza's bloggy=))
sorry babes.jgn marahh.hehes..
anyways..today life is rather ok lahhs.
i gave up on e love i hve.but give in
to e friendship we share.for i love u
thru this friendship.i shld appreciate
things as it is.and not keep asking 4 more.
ryte now.if anyone say they love me.
i'll learn to love them.we shldn't keep
wanting 4 better.or wait 4 e one whom
we may nvr noe e answer.so i rather just
let it happen.if u love me.tell me so.or else
i'll be gone by e tyme u realise.and now
my heart shld be empty.as empty as cn be.
i ain't turning str8.i'm staying crook.4 nw.
haiz.as much as i wld want to hve u by me.
i rather not.too afraid to lose this beautiful
trusting friendship tt we share.though u
may nvr realise.but i noe deep dwn.
this friendship somehow matters..and i
will try my very best to by u no matter wad.
stick by u when e sun won't shine.and e
storm comes pouring in.i'll be ur umbrella.
i promise.but i definitely won't hurt our
friendship.i dun want it too hurt @ all.

ryte now.my heart shall be open to anything.
if u rly do love me.let me noe.we'll work from
thereafter.i'll be urs.if u show u're worthy of it.


btw mel.it was u who pushed urself away to one side.how are we @ fault?but u noe.no matter wad.
we'll be here if u came to realise tt.we've lost u as u're sooo far away..so now u claims all is our fault to say.hve u ever tot of this.tt our friendship was slowly draining.pairs it is.u & me.pilar & u.pilar & me.aren't tt pairs?u're funny aren't u.u dun even realise u chuck us aside e same too.i hven't heard a word from u since tt incident.when u ask to go out.when i cldn't make it and make another day.u just aren't there babes.haiz.u literally disappeared.and when i ask u to join 4 chalet.u nvr even bother leaving me an answer.if u cn or cnt.so yes we chuck u aside. haiz.u're different.maybe to u.u hve matured.so i say. then we're e childish one.i cherish memories.and i hope u're nt a memory to say.to me if u EVER need me.& funny it is.how'd u just throw ur bestfriends aside like tt.so now i see.what is ur definition of bestfriends love.if i was @ ur position.i wld hve tried my very VERY best to save e friendship.not just let it blow into air.so tt's how much u cherish our 6 yrs of friendship huh? thanks dear.all i cn say now is thanks.thanks 4 all e fond memories i shared with u.seriously.i want u to be bck with us.but well.it's ur choice.ur life.ur say.not mine.all i cn say or do is.this "come bck when u fl we're still a meaning in ur life." that's all.

Nora
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