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There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse and so much deeper.
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
sighs @ tymes u shldn't listen to ur heart as
it myte mislead u.i think 4 us.i'll treasure
what we hve now.and be happy as it is.
u shall be a friend.a close friend.and i'll
learn to share this love 4 u thru our precious
friendship..i cnt believe i cld be this smitten
agnn..pls.i just ought not to.eversince my last
major breakdown.i tot my heart was already into
millions pieces.tts gonna tke forever to be replaced.
arghh.not this soon pls.e wound hasn't recovered
completely.my past still haunts me.how cn i just
open a new chapter now?dun u think it's way to
soon.i ain't desperate 4 love god.i'm nt in any
position to say no to u dear god.but i do hope
whatever path u're leading me to.is e path tt
u truly chose 4 me.for i am afraid.to afraid.to
lead a life filled with sadness & grief.i want
to taste e lyf of love as beautiful as it was before.
sighs.i believe karma had byte me real bad.i had
my experience.and i hope tt particular ex of my.
pls let it all go.let me breathe in peace.let me hve
e keys to my heart bck.and let me love someone
sincerely.so i cn experience e magic of love once agn.
pls do.don't let me suffer anymore.i believe i've suffered
enough.even u hve found a new one to replace me.
let me find one too?pls.sighs.i noe my ego had ALWAYS bn
high up.too high @ some moments.i admit.it cn be
worst than a guy's ego.but u cn't blame me.those tymes
i want to be e best.cos in tt skul.only e best cn stand out.
sorry u were included in my competitive game.pls do
forgive me.i know it's too late to apologise.but do forgive me.
if u EVER reads my blog tt is.to tt someone special.i hope
u'll nvr noe e existance of this crazy feeling.for i treasure
our friendship much more than to hve a r/s with uu.
but if it's fated 4 us to ever be together.i'll gladly accept with open
arms.who wouldn't ryte?u're perfect in terns of EVERYTHING=)
i dun wanna see e flaws tt u & me hve.it doesn't matter...
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