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Friday, August 10, 2007
mengapa harus cinta?Tatkala cinta berbunga dihatiku.engkau hilang entah ke mana.kembali lah ke dakapanku syg.
sighs.today had a mini fyte with my bestyy. mellie chua. wells.as i said to my other bestyy pilar. it's tyme 4 me to be mre mature. and think rationally. i think i've lost enough friendship and i dun wish 4 it to happen agn. i dunnoe why. losing a lover is tolerable. but losing a friendship is like hanging by a thread. after deliberate tots. i've decided tt the trivial matter tt is being a hindrance to our friendship if were to continue pursuing it. shld be left behind. and not to be reminisced @ all.. let's let bygones be bygones loves. maybe it's my fault or maybe u had a bad day and sth tt trivial got in btw us. well i've forgiven and so hve u. so put it all in our past and nw we shall grace the present aites?together e 3 of us still.. i dun want yet another butch gets on our way. or maybe [in ur perspective] a misundrstding kk? cos u shld know tt w/o u and pilar. life is a wrecked 4 me. esp nw.e only ppl i cn relate to is literally only you and pilar. sighs..wish i cld be less dependent. but seriously if pilar ever and u leaves me. i'll just succumb to yet another misery in life. and i think i've had enough of tt. all i want is a lil bit of happiness. i promise i'll be contented. i wun msg her* anymre. i wun do wad u despise me to do. i promise.i will hereby be obliged nvr to do things tt will get in e way of our fiendship.no way... it's too precious 4 me. i wun give it up till my last day thru.i promise u guys tt. esp 2 my dear pilar. and of crse this whole thing is written cos u noe wad happened mellie. i love u guys to bits and pieces and tt will nvr ever die. i hoped.i wish.i promise.i everything. for u guys shld really know. it's ur friendship tt truly maters. nth else in this worldother than my fam] matters as much as u guys do loves. i just hope this 5 coming 6 yrs of friendship will last till my very lastest last breath. seriously babes..i'll do anything to make it last...i'll..nth i wldnt do 4 our precious beloved friendship.. remember one thing babes.,, let's put e past bhind us and build a newer fresher friendship. just kno tt i simply LOVES u guys.fullstop!
setiap kali ku memandang potretmu. hatiku merintih bagai ditusuk sembilu. kenapa kau harus pergi tika cinta mula bersemi. namun aku pasrah dgn segalanya. pergilah engkau ke dakapan kekasih lamamu itu. biarknlah aku sendiri memujuk hatiku yg hancur dilukai ini. akan u panjatkn doa moga dirimu sentiasa di kelilingi kegembiraan. biar luka di hatiku aku yg merawat. tinggalkn lah aku bersama linangan airmata yg mungkin akan ku hiasi kolam kamarku. namun ku tetap berterima kasih atas segalanya cinta.
