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Friday, August 31, 2007

You are an angel, you love just being loved and cared about by others and to others....you possibly like to hook up people with their lovers but you never find time to love for yourself.
hmmmms how true are these?i dun hve a clue.hahs...just plain bored.my back is aching.i need to rest.tke cre.
You're a Romantic Kisser.
When you and your partner kiss, they are overcome with passion. You use just the right speed and motion, and it takes no thought at all. Your partner will always feel wanted and loved when they kiss you. You make them feel things they've never felt before. You're romantic and passionate. You can say "I love you" by just looking into their eyes.
Your best quality is how passionate and loyal you are. Every time you lock lips with your partner, it's coming straight from your heart... and they know it.
A downside to this is that you can become easily hurt, and you probably have. You give so much to your partner that if you happen to kiss the wrong person, they'll have you crying yourself to sleep.
Your best match would be either a Tender Kisser or another Romantic Kisser. By locking lips with either of these two categories, you'll both find that the enormous amount of care and honesty that goes into your kisses makes for a beautiful kiss every time.
sedarkah kamu bahawa hati ini sedang berbicara.tertanya-tanya apakah kesudahan kisah cinta kita ini.bukan hanya di bibir tanpa sembarang noktah. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
tiap kali kutatap wajahmu.
hati ini diserbu rasa rindu.
sungguh hati ini sudah kemaruk.
kemaruk dgn segala janji kosongmu itu.
kini tercalar lagi hati kecilku.
untuk sekian kali nya aku bertanya.
adakah aku hanya seorang lagi watak
untuk panggung sandiwaramu.
cukuplah sayang hati ini kau sakiti.
kerana terlalu tinggi harapanku padamu.
tinggi hingga aku sendiri tidak tergapai.
jauh sungguh aku telah menerawang.
aku ingin kau tau bahawa kunci hatiku
ada di genggaman tanganmu.
izinkanlah kunci itu dikembalikn
kerna aku tidak ingin diikat tanpa tali.
aku jua ingin hidup bebas.
namun hingga ke saat ini aku tetap
menunggu kehadiran kunci hati itu.
kerana hanya dengannya lah pintu
hatiku ini akan terbuka luas terpampang.
kerinduan yang tk keruan ini akan kucuba
dgn segala upaya untuk menepisnya pergi.
namun akan ku tetap doa untukmu syg.
semoga kau bahgia disamping kekasih lamamu.
aku telah cuba sedaya upaya untuk menyelami
hingga ke lubuk hatimu.namun sia-sia.
berbahagialah kamu.kerna itulah kunci kebahagiaanku.
♥ desolation has induced incompetence felicity.bring back e smile to my face.
♥ keep ur loved one close.but ur enemy closer.
♥ ur bestfriend is your biggest enemy.[not anymore]
♥ nothing hurts more than realising she meant everything to u and u meant nth to her.
♥ one-sided love is unyielding.but to be two-tymed is worst.
♥ to have some to reciprocate ur love is e best feeling in e world.
♥ nothing compares to your smile on this perfect day.
Saturday, August 25, 2007

i'm sorry.i hve to touch on certain sensitive issues.firstly i wld like to apologise if this will hurt e minorities or e majorities.but it's just MY point of view.ok let's begin.urghhhs...what's HAPPENING to this world damnit.TUDONGS like HELLO...ohmygod.is all these education dimming ur religions values?like wth?please ehs...education is only world-wise.what abt ur after-death wise?ish...jgn kau fikir dunia ni milik kau selamanya.maaf tapi aku terpaksa mengungkit kenyataan.kenyataan ini ialah kau harus ingat bahawa duniaini hanya sekadar pinjaman.entah esok entah lusa kita tetap akan kembali ke rahmatullah.hehs.maybe their brains are too westernised..eeee..kalau gitu gi buka tudong.go wear bikini orsth...DON'T degrade ISLAM!pls..ohmygod..bt i hope god will forgive u for ur sins.i shall not persists this issue anymore.i pray hard tt i'll still be wary of my actions.even if i hve attained enough knowledge.but i def won't ever disregard my religious values.for e sake of accomplishing some education mission.pls.i rather not do it.seriously.it's too urghhhs.gosh.but nxt tyme seriously.i think they shld start to do sth bt this.i mean its nt funny know?and look@ those girls faces.so proud like what they justdid was sth absolutely normal.gosh....next issue is regarding e cpf thingy.i mean ppl.kk...i mean like hello..didn't they work hard on it?so i PERSONALLY think tt theydeserve to keep what they produced by the sweat of their brow.sighs.but it would be a funny syte.imagine u go to some grand restaurant.and u see old ah-peks and nyonyas start to serve u..like funny kn?i mean after they work sooo long.i still think they deserve to chillax and enjoy their fruits of labour lorrs.ishhh...and imagine this...u go into a pubor disco or maybe more specific.M.O.S..hahas.and u see aunties n uncles as e bartender and pole-dancers or sth.lols.like urghhhs...wad a syte...and like...i dunnoe larrs ehs..i mean imagine larrs.what if they don't live till e expectedtyme..mcm poor thing rytes?they don't even get to taste their own hardwork.unfair ain't it.sighs.but who are we to oppose?hahas.skali kena fyne 4 talking.sighs.everything here is money..money talk man..annoyance..sighs..whatever it is..it's just UNFAIR!!but who am i to to justify.sighs.love makes u do strange things u know
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hahas.this is my petpet.her name is shahislove=)so cute kn?hahahas..i know i know..u'll be saying."ohmygod nora!!tell me hw old areyou agn?Cn believe it u're still playing neopets?sheesh..."lols..ok lorrs..i mean.nth wrong ryteS?i love playing their games.it releases tension asi always win one mahhhs..lols..neopets is e loveeeee..lols=))))
Monday, August 20, 2007
The Bottom Line: A very cynical friend is going to do battle with your idealistic nature today. In Detail A very cynical friend is going to do battle with your idealistic nature today. They see the glass as half empty, and there is nothing you can say to change their mind. Be prepared for them to think you're silly for expecting the best out of people, but don't let them take away your hope. Keep your sunny outlook on life for as long as you can. Hoping for the best and being disappointed is usually better than expecting the worst and being right.hmmms.e horoscope says it all.well nw i'm @ least more optimistic=)i guess i do believe a lot in horoscope.hmmms.i mean hw cool.all they states hits bullseyes.too much of a coincidence rytes?and irony is.all capricorns experience e same thing.hahas.hw cool=)on e bryter note.i'm nt e only one=)so jiayou nora.u cn do it.nt just love is worth the wait.but everything else=))
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
What does ur eye colour tell abt u?BROWN EYESEither sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. EXTREMELY good kissers. also they can make ur pleasures perfect.by quizilla.
What does ur birth month tell abt u?JANUARY
Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. funny and can make you feel better. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. by quizilla.
Monday, August 13, 2007
♥In depth personality quiz♥(Pics!)(For girls!)
You are very sensitive which means you get your feelings hurt rather easily. You let your emotions show regardless of what others think. You can also be very funny at times but some might think you come off as a drama queen. You dont look down on others, you consider everyone to be equal. You love animals and you tend to treat them as you would a human.You like doing your part in relationships. You love showing him you care with everything you do. You are a very good listener and you enjoy being guided.You may flirt with other guys but you would never cheat on your significate other.You are very cheerful, but people often think you're a bit nosy. They may be wrong but try to stay as far away from gossip as possible it will just get you into trouble.
JANUARY=SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try newthings. Boy/girls LOVE you.You are very hott. Secretive.Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited ortensed.Takes pride in oneself. Hasreputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned aboutpeople'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly.Approachable.Emotional temperamental andunpredictable.Moody and easily hurt. Witty andsparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful.Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessarythings.Guides others physically and mentally.Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully.Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strongsense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. Nodifficultiesin studying. Loves to be alone. Alwaysbroodsabout the past and the old friends.Waits forfriends. Never looks for friends. Notaggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved.Easily hurtbut takes long to recover. Repost thisin the next 5mins and your reputation will boostsomeway inthe next 12 days
Friday, August 10, 2007
no school.nafa.tcc.bestyys.fun.chillax.lib.annoyed.no skul:yupps it's true.no MORE skul tilllike 22 or 23 i think=)well..but as USUAL my parentsdon't know abt this=)=)=)hahas.so here i am @ my bestyy's skul.NAFA=)visited and to hang out with them.reached bugis @ 1145.tookso long 2 reach NAFA cn.had to ask 4 directions andeverything b4 i finally found my way there.lols.yupps.then...TCC:we lepaks @ tcc after mel ate hernasi @ some coffee shop[she cnt live w/o nasi sehs dumb gal]and of crse.e menu of tcc nvr goeswithout my lovely oreo cheesy cake=)me and lala shared peppermint hot tea.[trust me i'd prefer e one in skul 100x more]then mellie had her macha samba i think.lols.its this green tea milkshake=)sedap i tell u...nt bedek-ing.lols.so yeahs..we just CHILLAX=)pilar was searching 4 her chalet bookings.hahas.so poor thing tau tt loves of mine.all e other days are free EXCEPT 4 e day ofher birthday..like wth???lols..chill ehs syg...worst come to worst wejust hve sleepover @ beach ar..camping or sth...cool wads...hehes...so we lepaks there all e way till 245.then their break ended so we went separate ways.they went bck to skul and i went to National Library:gosh.cn i tell u sth?i hate this DUMB library.seriously...it's like stupid tau..i was sitting dwn @ thefloor area outside e study lounge.then e librarian come and say "i'm sorry but u arent allowedto sit here.pls proceed to e study lounge."like wtf???and like there's soooo many pplin e study lounge sehs..wanna sit where?on top of their face or sth???ishhh ANNOYING!!! buggers...i still LOVEEEE my esp lib..but in terms of toilet i stillchoose my geylang east lib.so clean and convenient=)and now:i'm still stucked in this dope library..ishhhh...wells..i gt no where else to go but to...u know stick here.and wait 4 my bestyys to end lesson @ 5pm...hmmmms..there's this DOPEY
group of guys making hell of a noise.ishhh...eh bdk2..dun u likecomprehend simple el.like??errrs...please keep quiet.gosh..library is e place where ppl seeksilence sehs....ishhhhh....BUZZZ OFFFF!!!!!~~~~~kkk..i'm going of..meeting e lovelies=)))
mengapa harus cinta?Tatkala cinta berbunga dihatiku.engkau hilang entah ke mana.kembali lah ke dakapanku syg.sighs.today had a mini fyte with my bestyy.mellie chua.wells.as i said to my other bestyy pilar.it's tyme 4 me to be mre mature.and think rationally.i think i've lost enough friendship and i dun wish 4 it to happen agn.i dunnoe why.losing a lover is tolerable.but losing a friendship is likehanging by a thread.after deliberate tots.i've decided tt the trivial mattertt is being a hindrance to our friendshipif were to continue pursuing it.shld be left behind.and not to be reminisced @ all..let's let bygones be bygones loves.maybe it's my fault or maybeu had a bad day and sth tttrivial got in btw us.well i've forgiven and so hve u.so put it all in our past and nw we shall grace the presentaites?together e 3 of us still..i dun want yet another butch getson our way.or maybe [in ur perspective]a misundrstding kk?cos u shld know tt w/o u and pilar.life is a wrecked 4 me.esp nw.e only ppl i cn relate tois literally only you and pilar.sighs..wish i cld be less dependent.but seriously if pilar ever and u leaves me.i'll just succumb to yet another misery in life.and i think i've had enough of tt.all i want is a lil bit of happiness.i promise i'll be contented.i wun msg her* anymre.i wun do wad u despise me to do.i promise.i will hereby be obliged nvrto do things tt will get in e way ofour fiendship.no way...it's too precious 4 me.i wun give it up till my last day thru.i promise u guys tt.esp 2 my dear pilar.and of crse this whole thing is written cos u noe wad happened mellie.i love u guys to bits and pieces and tt will nvr ever die.i hoped.i wish.i promise.i everything.for u guys shld really know.it's ur friendship tt truly maters.nth else in this worldother than my fam]matters as much as u guys do loves.i just hope this 5 coming 6 yrs of friendship will last till my very lastest last breath.seriously babes..i'll do anythingto make it last...i'll..nth i wldnt do 4our precious beloved friendship..remember one thing babes.,,let's put e past bhind us andbuild a newer fresher friendship.just kno tt i simply LOVES u guys.fullstop!setiap kali ku memandang potretmu.
hatiku merintih bagai ditusuk sembilu.
kenapa kau harus pergi tika cinta
mula bersemi.
namun aku pasrah dgn segalanya.
pergilah engkau ke dakapan kekasih lamamu itu.
biarknlah aku sendiri memujuk
hatiku yg hancur dilukai ini.
akan u panjatkn doa
moga dirimu sentiasa di kelilingi kegembiraan.
biar luka di hatiku aku yg merawat.
tinggalkn lah aku bersama linangan airmata
yg mungkin akan ku hiasi kolam kamarku.
namun ku tetap berterima kasih atas segalanya cinta.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
bestyyys reunion.sentosa.pahlawan and siloso beach.soccer.volleyball.monkey.everything.grrrs...we started it quite bad lorrs.i woke up late.then spsed 2 be @lala's place @ 9am.but ended upreaching there onlyy @ 11.ouhs boy...tt sucks.sorry lala.hmmmms.then waited 4lala and tobias to get ready.went shing sheong[hwever u spell it]buy lemon chicken.and blah blah blah.went bck lala's plce.cook them.half microwaved.[SME ppl is health-conscious or is it fat-conscious]half deep fried.boiled hotdogs.and all larrs.then off we went to the bdk interchange.waited 4 tt gundu mel.lucky she wasn't tt late.although she supposed to also be @ lala's plce.[i think]she took a cab from tamp to simei.thn took mrt andmet us along e way.she was with my hubby!who is gonna study @ bugisthen off we go to harbourfront.took e monorail tt cost 3 bucks.irregardless if u're a kid or an adult.hmmms.[pssst it was green:e monorail]then we reached siloso beach.lepak there with them[them:tobias,pilar,me and mellie]we ate first.then me and mellie went to change first.hahas.me and mellie in e samecubicle horrs[e handicapped toilet].then played soccer.then lala and tobias went of to find 4 7 eleven if i'm nt mistaken.then this mel arr..4ever making me laugh lorrs.first it was e dumb MATS.they were afraid of a damn hornet.lols.so cute larrs...hahahahahas.then after tt.gt this dog larrs.with its owner.mellie was pestering dog to come closer.and i'm there as usual.screaming n hitting melissa.lols.then e owner just laugh it off.e dog ran away..and DUMB mellie mademe laugh so hard.when she went "jiggle jiggle"when e dog's *erhems*went swinging from left to ryte.lols.not a lovely sight mind u..funny larrs.[well ppl say i'm easily amused]ouhs wells..after tt pilar cme bck andwe packed out stuff to go overto pahlawan beachas siloso beach is wayyyy tooinconvenient larrs...lyk e 7 eleven is sooopa far larrs..and there's nth much tt's nearby larrs.other than e gorgeous beach.lols.so off we go taking e bus to e beach stopthen took another bus to the pahlawan beach.then when we reach e pahlawan beachwe just had a rest...i and mellie was lying dwn reading our books.pilar was tired so she took a lil nap...tobs was beside pilar....so we went tt way till this STUPID grp of ppl who were playing soccer kick sand into our face...i got a lil pissed off so i dawdled off to the sand anddoodled names of someone*then while i was making my lovesandcastle pilar cme andscold me "what did i say?don't go too far ryte???"so cute ryte she...lols...like as if i'm 18 mths old kid.but i love her alwys.hehes...then she said she wanna play soccer agn..so we played.....hahahahas...then tobias bro[teo]his sister[merves] andtheir cousin lulu...hahas..reminded me of soccer lulu...sighs i rly do miss soccer trainings..but wad to do...sighs..anyways..yeahs...so when they all cme..we continued with soccer.it was me-tobias vs pilar-mellie @ first.lols..then it was me-pilar-mellie-merves vs tobias-teo-lulu..hehes....it was utterly fun...hahas..played volleyball..well 4 me i played after constantadvises and nagging and scolds..lols..hahahas...well e balls went all direction but to e person it meant to be passed to..lols..only tobias knows hw 2 play,,,e rest of us know nuts abt it...hehes..then e dumb ball forever going to this chinese grps of ppl..thank god they wre cool abt it..i think e ball hit them more than 10 tymes larrs..but wells...it was still sooooppaaaa fun...lols..then we just played more ball games..then we sat ard....then me lala and mellie went to bath...lols..we took so long cn..lols...we bath outside e toilet..but duhhhh we're still in e gurl's toilet..just nt in e cubicle...we were in our "bikini" and shorts...lols..then merves was like saying in a very sarcastic way larrs tt we're late...lols..wellls overall it was superbly fun..though e starting weren't tt fantastic u know?hehes..e best antidote to my ailment is a day fully spent with my bestyys...i hearts you guys to bits remember tt aites???ok ok ok ok...
Friday, August 03, 2007
i'm not spsd to care.
i'm not spsd to bother.
yet it bugs me.
it gets under my skin.
sighs.i fl outta place.
forsaken in world
filled with ppl who
i believe regard me
as insignificant.
sighs.where did my
mistake lies?
where was my mistake?
please let me.
let me apprehend
my own stand in ur
world ppl.
am i outcast?
sighs.it hurts to fl
this way.but tts hw it
feels.its like each tyme
i'm hre.ryte hre.
yet noone acknowledge me.
or rather myb.
they're being ignorant.
everyone's laughter
is my devastation.
sighs @ tymes i fl
like screaming as loudly
as i cld.
to let my presence be known.
but better nt.
i dun fancy ppl
thinking tt i'm absurd
or sth.
i dun wanna be
ridiculed 4 sth i myself
cnt justify.
wun it be so laughable.
oh wells.
i shall call it quits aites.
i shall let my fate
take over.
hahas.it sounded like dooms day or sth.
ouhs.maybe huh?
i loveeee my bestyyyy...muarcks.
gosh!!!!!
i'm in skul @ 8.30 am...
wake up early 4 nth.
sighs.nobody tld me
tt there's no a & p lesson today.
thanks lorrrs.. and to add to it.i took a cab lorrs.ish..wasted my $$ only.12 bucks lorrs.sighs.
nw i'm super cranky.
slept @ 4 am yest.
if i knew gt no skul.
i cld hve slept in larrs.
4 another 2-3 hrs.
sighs..
nw i'm @ e cafe hotshot[tts e name of e cafe].
having my *cheesy* moment.
having blueberry cheesecke + peppermint hot t.
and to pass tyme.
i'm chatting with my hubby and kai.
ish...
they arr...
want to kill ppl only.
gamer larrr katekn...
anyways.its onlie 9.42am.
i stil hve say up 2 11 to spare.
hurhur...
-sobs-
so sad larr...tsk...
hmmms.myb i shld study..
but e prob is i tk bwk my
lecture notes.
all of it..
tot of just copying all
my notes into my laptop.
easier.
and lighter also.mls larr..
wanna carry so much stuff.
so yeahs.
nvm i shall do my elearning.
chill...
and guess wad?
skul 2day ends @ 6pm.
damn it.
arghhhhs....
so blardy long hrs in skul.
nora cn survive.
cn cn.must survive.
jiayo!!!
you cn do it.
ok larrs..
i wannna study...
adios.sayonaro.salom.gdbye.
who's her?guess urself larrs..
i love her since i met her.
i love her.
i rly do.
but do i ever ever std a chance?
sighs.i rly do hate hate love.
yet i tend to love over and over agn.
sighs~HELP!!!
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