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Thursday, April 27, 2006
flirt?i'm not!!!i love one and only one.and that is her*or maybe it's just infactuation.everyone thinks i'm flirting with mr lin.gosh.i was soooo not lahs!!!just plain striking a conversation.heard from e class tt he was in a terrible mood yest.i wasn't in skul.hahas.but today he is so jovial and smiley..hahas..he's super hotness=))hahas..well....enough abt him/wait one more thing.did i mention he looks so adorable when he slps.hahas...shall make him my motivator=))yuppps...exams is tomorrow.and i'm sooo not prepared for it..gosh..hahas...wish me lucks ppl..i'm missing you badly.
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
hot.superadorable.mesmerisingeyes.funny.reliefteacher.mr lin is his name.hahas..young and adorable.funny siahs..he calls me talkative gal.i'm like not lahs..gosh i was just answering your question..ish...fine.next tyme i keep quiet!!!urms...well..did i mention he has tt gorgeous eyes.those eyes tt once u look.you don't wish to look away.oh my...-melts-hahas...whatever..he's a guy.so too bad.hahas...i'll be nice if you were gay..hurhur...cos u're super mean to me.=PPPPPPbut its an undeniable fact tt u're HOT..hahas...she called me yest,oh gosh.like i said b4.each tyme i saw your name on my phone.my heart skidded a beat.gosh.infactuation?or sth real?gosh.i'm confused.but i am sure.it's a feeling tt is growing real fast,too deep to control.my loyalty will always be with you.if you just promise me.that you'll stay real just like you are.cos baby i love you e way you are.
Monday, April 24, 2006
weird.prince.sighs.drunk.complications.i think it's just me.i shall try my very best never to fall in loveanymore.for i'm so afraid of it.loyalty is my no one priority,i nd someone who's loyal.and someone who cn steal my heart away.someone who's there.is she out there?i THINK i've found her.but is it really her?orh is she taking me for some vacation.sighs....it's hard to say.you're full of contradictions....
Friday, April 21, 2006
sighs.i'vetried.butistillcnt.sighs.failureiam.unabletomiturneeds.i think we're better off as friends.nuthing more.i tried my best to love you.but i still ended up failing.sighs.i'm sorry.i wish u e best in whatever u do.i'm really2 sorry.sighs...
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
love.philophobics.afraid.fears.hurt?.moretears?.orhappines?.confusion.times gonna prove is all.maybe u'll get it.but gal.u've GOTTA earn it.cos i'm not gonna just throw my trust on u.make me believe it.don't just play it.cos gal.love is not a game 4 two.to me it's a test of loyalty and trust.never break my already broken heart.cos i promise this is e last tyme i'm mending my broken heart.i'm not doing it agn.that is def a promise.cos i'm SICK and TIRED to pick e broken pieces all by myself.i need a true one.who will love me.who will care for me.i don't need anymore one-minute flings.i've had enough.enough is enough.love me like u said u do.treasure me.tts all i'm asking 4.and i promise i'll love you one day.
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
gosh.newtemplate.paranoia.bored.love.confusion.needs time.all requires time.when cn i ever gif love a second try,urms.maybe i'll try it.guess she's waited long enough.patience is a virtue they say.hahas.shld i test her more?for i'm not yet convinced tt she's e one.gosh...hahas..a little more fun doesn't hurt.it is fun to test one's love for ya.but it can be hurting too.but well.at least assurance is best.wad goes around comes around.wad goes up must come down.god is always fair.i guess my vengeful feeling shld stop here.and i wanna be kind agn.i wanna be sincere.i wanna love all.and stop all this coldness and attitude i've bn having.gosh.my insecurities cn eat me alive balls..urms..yupps..nothing more to say.i am willing to G.I.V.E love another chance.but pls don't break it.hard to say i'm sorry-az yetEverybody needs a little time away
I heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
And after all that you've been through
I will make it up to you
I promise you, baby
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
Couldn't stand to be kept away
Not for a day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we've been through
I will make it up to you, I promise you
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
I can't let go
Thursday, April 13, 2006
CONTRADICTIONS.i may be your princess.but you may not be my prince.each tyme i see ur no on my phone.my heart skipped a beat.is it infactuation?or is it true?my heart is beating just 4 u?gosh.but sadly.there's nothing more to us.i'm just an ordinary gal.nothing special.yet your words stays strong on me.you said i am your special one.i thank u for tt.but i guess there's nothing more to it.its just gonna be left e way it is.cos i belong to someone else.though my heart is not 4 her.but i cnt bear to HURT her.i don't wanna repeat wad my ex did to me.i jut can't.i'm not cruel.i spare a tot for others.but i do appreciate ya.tt shld be made known to you.take care dude.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
mos.30thmay.mai'sburfdae.fun.joy.laughter.dance.clubmadness.oh my.can't wait 4 e 30th man..going clubbing..hahahas...only applies to e S.C.A.M.P.Swhoooopeeedooooodeeeee...and it's gonna be mysarah's burfday..whooooopeeeeee....cn celebrate also...arghhhh...gosh...cnt wait lahs...hehees...mel mel..i really cnt wait mans...gosh...hehes...but also must level our studies lahs siahs..nvm this sat airport agn peeps?study session togetha 4 e scamps?up to it peeps?msg me aites...take care my darling scamps..i heart u all to bits....su:stay strong aites my dear gurlfriend.i'm always here 4 u.
Monday, April 10, 2006
Lagu Untuk PersahabatanHidup tak lagi terasa sepi
Malam pun tak lagi terasa sunyi
Ketika ada teman yang peduli
Dan mau untuk berbagi
Kesedihan pun berganti tawa
Kebimbangan pun terhapus sirna
Jikalau ada sahabat setia
Yang mampu sembuhkan luka
Tiada yang abadi di dunia
Tiada yang kekal selamanya
Coba dengarkan petuah dari mereka semua
Kita hidup di dunia hanya sementara
Dan takkan ada yang sanggup untuk tetap bertahan
Kecuali cinta dan persahabatan
Karena memang hidup kita
Akan menjadi lebih indah
Semua karena cinta dan persahabatan
saturday.madness.airport.terminal1.burgerking.cousin.s.c.a.m.p.s day out=))whoahs..fun sehs..kecohrable 2 e max...went there study bio and physics..ended up tt lala had tricks up her sleeves..nothy2..hahas..cheryl and lala had e friendship test in mind.tt cheryl called my phone and saycheryl:nora nora faster.come here.come as fast as u cn.ok?faster.hurry.-hang up-cheryl:-called back-nora quickly.lala fainted.i dunnoe wad to do..me:cheryl whatever.shut up and tell me where u r..cheryl:delifrance.just walk str8 from burger king..quick.i rushed all e way there like a fool.ended up..lala:nora.here's a plate of tomatoes for ya.and u passed my friendship test.nora:WTF!!!!-strangled lala- lala i'm so gonna kill you.gosh tt gal gave me a fright mans...well..now tt i noe she's ok..its kinda unfair if e othas nvr kena e same thing.so we did e exact same thing to e othas..hahas...u shld see mel and nick siahs...hahahas...super ADORABLE....mel practically flopped at e chair and was panting hysterically siahs..hahahas..so cute...then came saedah and e rest.saedah had BAD BACKACHE.hahas..but my poor saedah rushed from b.k to delifrance too.she ran all e way.hahas...then reached and practically wished she cld strangle pilar.hahahas...so cute siahs...then dy izrul and mysarah came..hahas..mai,dy and izrul's conversation goes like,mai:eh dy kau from sjab kn?nanti kau leh buat cpu.dy and izrul:huh?!aper cpu.cpr lahs..hahahas..so from then on.mysarah is known as cpu.hahaahs...mai u're so cute lahs...after tt we went to orchard.walk2 ard.then saedah saw atik.yuppps..i didn't.can't wait 4 this weds.meeting cik mira..hehes..yupps..tts abt it..take care..and to an:sorry didn't mit up with u yeahs..do take care...hahas...
Friday, April 07, 2006
fun yest.nuthing much to say.u're sucha pest in my lyf.scram god dammit.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
DOING JUST FINE-BOYZMENThere was a time when I thought life was over and out
When you went away from me
My dying heart made it hard to breathe...
I'd sit in my room, because I didn't want to have to go out
And see you walking by
One look and I'd break right down and cry, cry...Now you say that you made a big mistake
Never meant to take your love away
But you can save your tired apologies
'Coz it may seem hard to believe
Chorus
But I... I'm doin' just fine
Gettin' along very well without you in my life
I don't need you in my life
Ooh...but I, I'm doin' just fine
Time made me stronger
You're no longer on my mind...You were my earth, my number one priority
Gave my love to only you
Anything you'd ask of me I would do, hoo...Somewhere down the road
You felt a change in the weather and told
Me that you had to journey on...
A kiss in the wind and your love was gone, long gone...
Now you say you never meant to play your games
But girl don't you know it's far too late
Because you let our love just fall apart
You no longer have my heart...And I...
(repeat chorus)
I don't need you anymore...
When you said goodbye, I felt so all alone
There were times at night I couldn't sleep
My heart was much too weak to make it on my ownBut baby after all the misery and pain you put me through
So unfair to me girl, you're no longer my world
And I ain't missin' you...(repeat chorus to fade)
ROMANCE TEST....HOW ROMANTIC R U? 1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE?a) Dark b) Light 2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANTTO:a) Go to a party? b) Go out to eat?3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOROUT OF:a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue d) Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUTOF:a) Surfing b) Skate-Boarding c) Skiing5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUTOF THEFOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?a) Louis Vuitton b) coach c) againt all odds 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACEOUT OFTHE FOLLOWING?a) hawaii b) London c) florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOURATHER GOTO:a) The Beach? b) Somewhere Cooler?8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a) January b) Februaryc) March d) Aprile) May f) Juneg) July h) Augusti) Septemberj) Octoberk) November l) December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a) Chill at home b) Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITEINSTRUMENTOUT OF:a) Guitarb) Bass guitarc) Drumsd) The Triangle11.NAME A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEXurms.noone.hahas.too lazy lahs.**ANSWERS**1. a) dark= sexy [5points] b) light = sweet [2 points]2. a)go to a party = playful [2 points] b) go out to eat = romantic [5 points]3. a) baby-pink = cute [2] b) yellow = loud [3] c) baby-blue = cool [5] d) turquoise = sexy [5]4. a) surfing = active [2] b) skateboarding = determined [2] c) skiing = daring [5]5. a) Louie Vuitton = tasteful [7] b) coach = laid back [2] c) againt all odds = stylish [5]6. a) hawaii = you like being aroundpeople [2] b) London= You are quiet, and like thecold [2] c) florida = You like to party! [5]7. a) beach = tan, likes the sun [5] b) somewhere cooler = pale and original[2]8. a) January = popular [5] b) February = lovely [2] c) March = loud [2] d) April = playful [5] e) May = happy [5] f) june = chills a lot [5] g) July = smooth [2] h)August = fun [5] i) September = quiet [2] j) October = out-going [2] k) November = pimpin' it [5] l)December = warm [2]9. a) home = quiet, romantic [5] b) go out with friends =crazy [5]10. a) guitar = eye-catching [5] b) bass-guitar = mellow [2] c) Drums = loud [2] d) Triangle = crazy [5]11. This person will fall in love with you!SCORES!!!!UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN18-20=OKEY21-35 = Rather ROMANTIC36+ = SUPER ROMANTIC...
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
unexpected.msg.someone.sighs.reason?hmmmms...someone i didn't expect to msg.actually msg..nvm.shall not distress on this.too lazy..urms..i think i am really starting 2 fl e stress.e skul.i CAN'T BE COMPLACENT!!not now...i must start my revision.no i've started my revision.now i must start on my really2 serious mode.i cnt afford to lose anymore tyme.this sat.i'll be going 2 airport agn most prob.e scamps.gonna hv a grp study.help me with my combined science someone...i nd it so badly...urrghhhhsss.....it's ok.my scamps will be there.they cn help=)))ok..i am out of words so as to describe today.so i gtg.btw i skipped my pe.hahahas..just to play comp.errrs..nvm....at least its not an important o level subject..hey guess wad?i love e new me.hahas..i cnt be bothered abt wad ppl gt to say abt me.and i am pretty much blunt in my words.if i dun like u i tell u str8.hahas.i'm not a hypocrite anymore.hehes...and i'm glad i found this side of me.i dun give unnecessary comments unless i'm trying to cheer myfriends up.and i vow nvr to inflict pain on myself.thou i love myself now...muahahahahhaa....and i prioritise myself before anybody.of crse excluding e scamps.they are my no.1after my studies tt is...hahas...oklahs..i gtg..i love scamps always.....bayangkan bila ku tak lagiseperti yg kau inginkanbayangkan bila aku kinisudah tak ada arti lagimasihkah kau menyayangidan mencintai akumungkinkah aku bisamemberi yg terbaik untukmu
Monday, April 03, 2006
Teman Setiakubaru kusadari kini
kau teman setia untukku
teman berbagi ceritaku
kau memberi indah dalam hidupku
kini kumengerti
inginkan terbaik untuku
inginkan aku terlihat sempurna di dalam setiap langkahku
kau ajari aku menjadi dewasa
singkirkan emosi diri di dada
menjadi sosok yang bijaksana
kuingin engkau selalu ada dalam hidupku
walau tak slalu bersama setiap hari
jangan kau pergi tinggalkan aku sendiri
genggam erat tangan ini jangan kau lepas lagi
teman setia kuuu
sahabat karibku
teman sejati ku
kau sahabat terbaik untukku

hmmms..
hahas..
wad a stupid thing to do.
a vow i make.
starting from today.
there won't be any day where
i'll inflict pain on myself.
for it doesn't give me any gain.
just more loss.
hahas..
well..these days.
i'm progressing well.
real good.
i love myself for tt.
i managed 2 complete all my assignments
on tyme.
no more PROCRASTINATING.
well..hmmms..
today is over.[not reallyy]
urms...let's talk abt e wonderful
weekend i had=))
on saturday.me and e scams [except suzana] made a study date at changi airport..
hahas...e venue was of course my ideas -winks-
hahas...main purpose of going there is to duh study.
but of crse.there's an ulterior motive..
hehehees...
two of my dear butch friends works there..
hahas...
so just tot of giving them a surprise visit..
hahahs...
but sad thing.they start work late..
hahas...
urms...
so ended up e scams and nadzirah.yan.dy and izrul
just stayed in eburger king terminal 1 to study.
shocking as it may seems.
but we really2 did studied.
i finished my maths paper.
before me and my darling gf pilar got bored and went to e
ladies..hahas...then we walk2 ard airport..
then dy.izrul and saedah had 2 go off.cos saedah got tuition..
hahas...so we said goodbye 2 them and lala started her NONSENSE..
hahas...we went off since gt nuthing else 2 do.
lala took e luggage trolley and sat on it..
hahas.and tt maisarah still cn push her ard..
so cute mans...
hahahas...lala was acting lyk a statue and all tt shits...
hahas...but overall it was funny and cute..
hehehes...i noe lala is lyk SOOO gonna kill me for blogging all this..
hahahas...but yeahs..
thn we took e train to lavender.
and went to beach road 2 eat.
hahahas...i ate kway teow goreng[it was GOOD=))]
maisarah ate seafood fried rice.
hahas..take note of this[her fish cake was contaminated.]
ewww...tt was super gross..
and funny thing is.
tt gal continued eating her food eventhough she tot it
tasted bad..hahahahas...so cute man tt gal..
after eating we walked to bugis.
hehes..
met up with mel and nick there.
tt melsa my god!!!
she so need a strangle from..
she just run from a distance and she
practically jumped on me and hug me...
hahas...she shld hv given me some warning cos
i almost toppled over.
my god.
imagine e scene[ine middle of bugis junction taxi stand]
two girls rolling on e floor..
my god..
so embarrassing.
thank god it didn't happen!!
ish...so we went to take neoprints together..
hahas..it was quite a good photo eventhough everyone was
squashed into one small pathetic space..hahahas..
then me and mai and cheryl decided 2 go home.
hahahahas...we all had loads of laughter.
hahas..it was superb mans...
guys maybe we should do it agn...
i mean its quite benifittial.
everyone did studied meaning.
we did benefit from it.
=)))))go out agn k?
btw airport is a real gd place 2 study.
fun place to play 2..
hahahas...aites..tts all..
i enjoyed my tymes with all my wonderful friends=)))
heys did i mention it was april fool and i got trick twice..
hrmphhh...
so mean..saedah n dy fooled me.
then syah also..
syah u sooooo meann....
hrmphhhh....
hahas...
but i love you guys still=)))
do take care peeps.
esp e S.C.A.M.P.S you're my top priority in everything k?