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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
why do good things comes to an end? sighs...do friendship really ends? sighs...maybe she's ryte. i'm not a true friend.i'm not a good friend. sighs..maybe she's ryte. all this while maybe i've neglected her. maybe i took her 4 granted. sighs.but i don't noe. seeing her in skul. its so near yet so far. want to make it up.. but i guess i've made too many mistakes to make it up. each tyme i see her sad or hear her sobs. i truly wish i cld kill e one who caused tt precious tears on her face. but wad cn i do? she just don't open up 2 me... i don't noe wad is she going thru. i noe there is pain n agony.but wad's e cause? i just noe e basics.. i cnt help much with tt. otha friends.tells me all details. so i noe wad went wrg. and i also noe e cause and who they are. tt way of crse i cn analyse n get some advise 4 tt person. but if i don't even noe e cause nor who? how do i help? pls tell me!!! how do i help?!! sighs...i tried to advise her regarding tt "thing" she did... but i'm afraid if i do.she can always say it back 2 me. "u also got do b4.so y tok so much?!" that is e reason y i chose 2 remain silent when i saw wad i saw. sighs.but she mistook it as i didn't care. maybe i don't display it.yeah its true i'm emotional and all.but that don't always mean i displays my reactions well. i hid e hurt i felt whn i saw wad she did. but wad cn i do?she cn simply answer:"it's my life!" then wad am i supposed 2 say then? sighs...i do care and love all my friends. but i cnt always show all my affections wad?! sighs..i've tried to be the best i cld be for her. but i guess e best i am is not e best 4 her.. i do hope at the end of this friendship. you'll find a bud to a better friendship... do take care always... tend to your injured knees... don't let it get infected... and if u do find e ryte friend. one who is better than me in all aspect. just remember one thing..i cn nvr find one who will replace you. e gilerness in you.e funness it u.e frankness in u. e "evil twin sis" and e "i tok 2 myself" nonsense. e " love you and i miss you"..e sugarbuns. noone can replace you. i'll miss all e tymes we spent together... e laughter we shared.e tears we cried.e troubles we got in and out of. e stupid conversations.all e letters.both mushy and stupid and angry letters. all still kept in cupboard.i really do treasure e moments we spent together. without u in my lyf.it does hurt.but i hv 2 move on. friends comes and goes. everything in this world comes and goes. nothing stays for eternity. but i do hope one thing.pls concentrate and push urself all e way 4 n levels!!!and do study malay.pls.... sighs... you cn say i'm bullshitting or all tt crap. bt trust me.i say all this from e bottom of my heart. after this entry. all is gone.thus i wont be anymore bothered and all tt crap.. trust me.you go ur way.i go my way. gdbye my gd friend... so long.i believe in "if you love sth.set it free.if it comes back.its urs 4 kps.but if it don't it wasn't meant 2 b..."
