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heys..
urms..
guess wad.
i think i prefer e new s.c.a.m.s now=)))
hahas..
e suzana.cheryl.aminah.maisarah.saedah gang.
hahas..
we recruited a new member...
hahas...
saedah..everyone was agreeable with it=)))
hmmms..
and e policies of our gang.
basic trust btw each otha.
no HYPOCRITES ALLOWED.
no backstabbing of friends.
love each otha[duh as friends]
always be there 4 each otha.
and if u dare to do it.face and bear e consequences.

yupps...
friendship is FREAKING precious to me.
gurlfriends and unreasonable exes cn
go fuck off..
but my TRUE friends is always ard.
if i'm wrong.
noone will be there 4 me.

klahs..lazy blog....

i enjoyed myself with or without you.life still moves on.and i think i prefer it without u.

This is a letter from a "dear" friend to clear up her mind.she said.
i don't give a damn anymore if she'll be hurt.and e whole world will turn against her.
cos she didn't spare a tot 4 a friend.

To me only:

i know you know about the crush thing. That USED TO have a crush on me. And i know or feel that after you heard you wished wouldnt have told about that. You may think that i like . You may think of all the things you want that has anything that got to do with me. You may think i might or probably have a slightest bit crush on . I heard what you said that day to . I think i know what/who youre referring to. I'm seriously am not stupid. I may be blur but i heard every single word. I just wanted to make sure. To be frank, youre absolutely 100% wrong. I dont like . I dont never ever have a crush on . I seriously so god damn have any slightest feelings towards her. For god's sake. Shes a butch. God dammit. Shes a butch. Shes a fucking hell butch. Im straight. Dont you get it. I dont like girls. So what you may say. I used to like butches. I used to be a passive. Thats the past, isnt it? Why bring out the past. Just like you. You used to date guys. Out of a sudden, faisal made you not like guys. You hated them. But see how much you have mixed around with boy. Then they what, bapok to you. You mixed with them pretty god damn well. Especially boy. So tell me larh. If you hated guys so much, what is boy to you? Bapok? Butch in a guys' suit? Isnt the past is the past? So what, i can like whoever i want. I seriously dont like butches. They are friends they are. Same to . You can feel whatever you want to feel. You may think whatever you want to think. Whatever you think about me, youre so god damn wrong. Call me a bitch if you want, if you thought i like . Think again before you started saying the words. So what if disturb me? As long you dont think anything is going on, why bother? I also cant do anything if disturb. What am i suppose to do tell me? Her hands are so itchy, she just cant sit down quietly for once and not disturb me. Even if i ignore, she will carry on would she? I am so god damn sick feeling like this. I can sense you know. That you, down there feeling or thinking that something with me and . Im so sick of having to come home wondering what to say cause i think aminah is angry with. Finding things out from my good friend and . Im so so god damn sick of what you think. Im writing this letter to you to tell you off. I dont wanna fight. I dont want our friendship to be ... just cause of misunderstandings of the thoughts of you about me and . I so dislike lesbianism. I really so really do. Im trying my best here to say whatever is hurting deep inside my heart each time i go home see your SHITTY STUPID FACE to whatever youre thinking. Youre my friend. My best friend. Youre a lesbian. Im being kind here. If not i tell you i would have hated you because youre a lesbian. I like being friends with you cause youre fun to talk to, tell secrets to. I seriously would not care if youre lesbian and doesnt have all of this for me to be friends to. Im doing a good thing here cause i dont want to feel like how i feel when i see you. I feel like we're drifting apart and on the verge of fighting over some stupid thing of what you think. I dont want to end off not being friends with you. You can sometimes drive me insane on the verge of drowning myself with panadol because of how i feel how our friendship is going to be like. Im begging to you on my hands and knees to stop thinking of nonsense thing and making me feel shitty most of the time. And stop thinking that im some kind of a bitch that i would seriously ever steal your gf. If for so ever you don't trust me. You feel scared things might turn out bad. Then I seriously think we should not stay any closer. If thats how you sometimes feel why should we even stay closer. I hate always to feel this way towards you. I hate to ever fight over childish stuff of the things you think. I just sometimes dont know whats your problem. Because of you, youre making me crazy or even HATE YOU. You just love testing my patience want to see me turn into a tiger. I can you know. If you drag me into it. Just like how i sometimes want to do to my good friend. This is your last chance. Ive tolerated enough of your nonsense. You can go FUCKING HELL think whatever you want. SAY whatever YOU WANT. TRUST who ever YOU WANT. Just dont test patience and drive me even more insane. Now look at the mirror and see for yourself who's acting LIKE A BITCH NOW! It is nonetheless YOU. Seriously AMINAH! Ive tolerated enough. Kept secrets enough. And not standing up for myself when you feel uneasy or thoughts about me. You sometimes can be the death of me for when things go wrong between us. I so want to hate you but something stopping me not to. Youre such a STUPID ASSHOLE who would ever think i would ever have a thing towards . You are ONE BLOODY STUPID ASSHOLE. I dont think you even know me very much. Thanks for being such an ass friend you are. Its a good thing i write it down than saying it. I would have slap you by then. I could have slapped you till you even you bleed. You can go ahead trust someone more than me. I dont care. I dont. Having you as my friend is good enough. Why should i bother what others think? As long as it doesnt affect me, i dont feel affected by your words or your thoughts. I shouldnt care, should i? Even if i didnt care and there you are still carry on thinking of things which arent true bothers me. You there, thinking as if i LIKE . PLEASE LARH EH. It is seriously not true. Im not trying to create trouble here or fight with you. Im tired of feeling this way. Im here to stop you from thinking of STUPID THINGS. OF ME AND . OF WHATEVER is so god damn going through your little head of yours. It is seriously is hurting THE HELL OUT OF ME. Do whatever you want, think whatever you want. As long as it has in it, every single thing is not true. Sometimes i just feel like disappearing into the air and make your life feel much better when im not around. Im seriously sorry if i ever offended you, make you cry. Make you think i think dont want to be friends with me or whatsoever. Im not. I dont want to feel what i feel when im around you. I want this to be between you and me only. You want to tell others, go ahead larh. I wouldnt care. Wait, I wouldnt give A GOD DAMN CARE. Do forgive me for being vulgar in this letter. For making you feel shitty today. Im really am really am 101% sorry.

A gentle reminder:
Some contents have been corrected due to writer's atrocious FANTABULOUS english.
This is made specially by the new and corrected and more improved SCAMS.
However, do note, this letter is written by writer at her own free will, exact words, none changed.
It does not concern those who are alive nor dead.
Those who think of this as a similar situation, is coincidential.
:D

Love, Scams.

Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa
Biar kupaparkan apa yang terjadi
Moga engkau tak ulangi

Sungguh tak kusangka kau berpaling tadah
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya
Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia

Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana
Setakat di bibir saja sayang
Kau bina mahligai dari air mata

Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata
Terhumban rasa diriku
Oh aduhai ku masih ingati

Janji manis dan saat romantis
Kau pintaku supaya setia
Akhirnya kau yang berubah
Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku

Temukan ku dengan ketenangan
Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa dayaku
Kucuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena
Kerana ku masih teringat padamu
Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan oh sayang...
------

Sudah lama kumengenalinya
Dan daku menganggap dialah saudara
Walaupun apa saja yang aku mampu
Aku membantunya apa yang perlu

Sehingga daku tersisih
Berbalah dengan kekasih
Kau kata teman sejati
Lebih sukar dicari

Memang benar orng berkata
Harus awas dan waspada
Pada yang manis dibibir
Aku tersingkir

( korus )
Kawan yang ku benar harap-harapkan
Bukan jujur seperti yang kusangkakan
Kawan kini makan kawan
Ku dalam keadaan teraniaya

Kawan makan kawan
Kini hilang segala yang ku ada
Ku hilang harta, cinta, maruah, muka
Kau racunkan fikiranku dan nya

Kau ambil kesempatan merapatinya
Sehingga daku tersisih
Berbalah dengan kekasih
Kau kata teman sejati lebih sukar dicari

Memang benar orang berkata
Harus awas dan waspada
Pada yang manis di bibir
Aku tersingkir

( ulang korus )

Aku dah terkena dengan hasutannya
Dan rupa-rupanya ada agendanya
Kekasih ku pergi kerna batu api
Kawan ku sendiri membakar ku ini

Setelah ku berikan kepercayaan
Tak terlintas di fikiran kau buat bukan-bukan
Semua tipu helah tak akan terjadi lagi
Tanyalah diri apa yang sudah jadi

Kini kau tahu bagaimana kurasa
Menahan peritnya bisa
Semua ini tidak kuduga
Kawan makan kawan

( ulang korus )
-------

Sakit hati ini
Bagai dihiris sembilu
Sesak nafas ini
Bila ku mendapat tahu
Kasih yang diberi tak beharga

Sayang
Sesungguhnya aku tak menduga
Engkau insan
Yang tak boleh ku percaya

Rindu rinduan jadi kenang kenangan
Insan tersayang kini milik orang
Kasih dan sayang jadi benci dan dendam



these songs expressed my flgs..
sighs..
evrything is in e song.e
hurt e anger.
too bad if u cnt undrstd mly.
i DONT CARE!!!
forbidden world.
fuck care.

i hate everybody.my TRUE friends
are ONLY suzana pilar maisarah and cheryl.
eh gurl listen her!!even CHERYL PROVES TO BE A MUCH BETTER FRIEND THAN U.
so shut e fuck up abt cheryl being a bitch!!
she's not and nvr was 4 me.MAYBE you are.
i realise hw much i treasure her now.
so my dearest treasured friends.
thanks 4 being there and treasuring me too..
thanks 4 saying things and doing it.
thanks 4 appreciating me..
GOODBYE FUCKER!!!

Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa
Biar kupaparkan apa yang terjadi
Moga engkau tak ulangi

Sungguh tak kusangka kau berpaling tadah
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya
Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia

Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana
Setakat di bibir saja sayang
Kau bina mahligai dari air mata

Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata
Terhumban rasa diriku
Oh aduhai ku masih ingati

Janji manis dan saat romantis
Kau pintaku supaya setia
Akhirnya kau yang berubah
Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku

Temukan ku dengan ketenangan
Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa dayaku
Kucuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena
Kerana ku masih teringat padamu
Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan oh sayang...
------

Sudah lama kumengenalinya
Dan daku menganggap dialah saudara
Walaupun apa saja yang aku mampu
Aku membantunya apa yang perlu

Sehingga daku tersisih
Berbalah dengan kekasih
Kau kata teman sejati
Lebih sukar dicari

Memang benar orng berkata
Harus awas dan waspada
Pada yang manis dibibir
Aku tersingkir

( korus )
Kawan yang ku benar harap-harapkan
Bukan jujur seperti yang kusangkakan
Kawan kini makan kawan
Ku dalam keadaan teraniaya

Kawan makan kawan
Kini hilang segala yang ku ada
Ku hilang harta, cinta, maruah, muka
Kau racunkan fikiranku dan nya

Kau ambil kesempatan merapatinya
Sehingga daku tersisih
Berbalah dengan kekasih
Kau kata teman sejati lebih sukar dicari

Memang benar orang berkata
Harus awas dan waspada
Pada yang manis di bibir
Aku tersingkir

( ulang korus )

Aku dah terkena dengan hasutannya
Dan rupa-rupanya ada agendanya
Kekasih ku pergi kerna batu api
Kawan ku sendiri membakar ku ini

Setelah ku berikan kepercayaan
Tak terlintas di fikiran kau buat bukan-bukan
Semua tipu helah tak akan terjadi lagi
Tanyalah diri apa yang sudah jadi

Kini kau tahu bagaimana kurasa
Menahan peritnya bisa
Semua ini tidak kuduga
Kawan makan kawan

( ulang korus )
-------

Sakit hati ini
Bagai dihiris sembilu
Sesak nafas ini
Bila ku mendapat tahu
Kasih yang diberi tak beharga

Sayang
Sesungguhnya aku tak menduga
Engkau insan
Yang tak boleh ku percaya

Rindu rinduan jadi kenang kenangan
Insan tersayang kini milik orang
Kasih dan sayang jadi benci dan dendam



these songs expressed my flgs..
sighs..
evrything is in e song.e
hurt e anger.
too bad if u cnt undrstd mly.
i DONT CARE!!!
forbidden world.
fuck care.

i hate everybody.my TRUE friends
are ONLY suzana pilar maisarah and cheryl.
eh gurl listen her!!even CHERYL PROVES TO BE A MUCH BETTER FRIEND THAN U.
so shut e fuck up abt cheryl being a bitch!!
she's not and nvr was 4 me.MAYBE you are.
i realise hw much i treasure her now.
so my dearest treasured friends.
thanks 4 being there and treasuring me too..
thanks 4 saying things and doing it.
thanks 4 appreciating me..
GOODBYE FUCKER!!!

weekend.maddness.fun.an.
heys..
weekend was ultra fun=)))
hahas...
had a "secret date"
haha...kidding...
just went out with an 4 fun..
hahas...
she went to make her passport.
but she so swit ar..
hahas...didn't wanna trouble me to wake up so early..
urms...wth....hahas...
so end up..i waited 4 her awhile at lavender mrt station..
so end up talking 2 lala on e phone while waiting 4 her..
tt lala tot i was waiting for shaheen..
hahas...
then an msg sehs ask me mit her at taxi stand..
wah tt b ar..really siahs....
so near still wanna take cab..hahas...
she's damn cute lahs..
hahas...
urms...thn at bugis we walk2 around..
skali e bugis village close siahs....
wahhh...bugis village is e LAZIEST shops i've ever come across..
ish...dh pukul 12 pun lum open..
ishh...urms....
so ended up we walk 2 and fro to bugis junction and bugis village...
tt an is a spendthrift siahs...
buy seluar lahs shade lahs watch lahs...
she also wanna belanja this blanja tt..
wth..i don't want also kena force..
ish e drink part...
hahahahs...
but fun ar...then i fl so sad 4 her
cos she wanted me 2 teman her badly to go to bedok mit
up with her other b friends...
but i can't dad din noe i went out..
so sad...then she gave me tt sad face..hahahas...
so cute..lyk bdk kecik...
hahahahs....
then we took neoprints before i hv 2 go off and
she off to bdk...
hahahas...
nice lahs going out with her=))))
really enjoyed e day spent with her...
hahas..k tts was wad i did during my weekend...
i'll try and upload e neo k...bye peepss...

weird.insane.complicated.single.sighs.
everything is soooopa weird.
sighs...
tired.
boredom.



Lying in your arms, so close together,
Didn't know just what I had.
Now I toss and turn, cause I'm without you,
How I'm missing you so bad.
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

CHORUS:
I lie awake I drive myself crazy,
Drive myself crazy, thinking of you.
Made a mistake when I let you go baby.
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do. (Wanting you the way that I do)

I was such a fool, I couldn't see it.
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion.
I confessed my need to be free.
And now I'm left with all this pain,
I've only got my self to blame.

Why didn't I know how much I loved you baby?
Why didn't I show it? If I had only showed you
When I had a chance!
Oh I had a chance!
Oh,Oh,wanting you the way that i doooo

I lie awake I drive myself crazy,
Drive myself crazy, thinkin' of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do

I drive myself (CRAZY,CRAZY,CRAZY,CRAZY,YEAH)
Made a mistake when I let you go baby I drive myself crazy,
(Wanting you the way that I do.)
Drive myself Crazy wanting you the way that I doooo

sighs.suspension.sobs.tired.n.u.m.b!!!
sighs..one more tyme and i'll be suspended.
sobs...
how sad cn it get?
haiz...
must wake up early liaos...
hmmms...
meeting her_ today?
she_ haven't msg..
so weird lahs....
i fl so different...aiyahs....
don't noe lahs...
i cnt tok much.recess over...
and too tired anyways..

it.will.nvr.be.the.same.agn.

too lazy to blog.
sorry peeps.
next tyme yeahs..
sighs..

things.are.so.different.now.that.you.are.gone.

sighs.wishes fucking hell don't come true.
fuck care abt all those ard me.
i can't be bothered anymore man.
i can slash for all i care.
i can smoke for all i want.
it's a carefree lyf whn
noone is there=))
how fucking happy can i be?
fuck all e one who promised 2 be by me till my o's over.
fuck.promises are meant to be broken.fuck tt phrase.
wish i can fucking hell kill e person who ever started tt phrase.
all cn be like it used 2 be.
pretend nothing happen.
fucking rubbish..
what e FUCK!!!!!!


ok2.i'm sorry.
just had 2 be vulgar.
i'm just freaking PISSED OVER STH!!!!

well..to an..
thanks 4 being there 4 me always.
i really appreciate it.
thanks 4 tolerating me.
thank you for appreciating me for who i am.
i really am thankful=)))

and for her*
thanks 4 being part of my lyf once.
we had our fair share of ups and downs.
and thanks 4 being there during my downs.
i appreciate it.
those hurts and pains just leave it in e past.
i'm sorry i can't be good enough for you.
but still.thanks.
thanks 4 changing me to who i am today.
thanks for all e reminiscence we shared.
e swit memories will linger on.
but i'll force it away.
i thank god for making our path crossed.
sighs.
all.happy.things.comes.to.an.end.
i'm sorry if i start 2 avoid you more often.
i just can't bear to see you anymore.
it hurts..sighs..
and i dislike flg hurt!!!!
so sayonara.

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you It's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last, need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static and everytime we kiss i reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times we've been through them all,
you make me rise when i fall.

Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last, need you by my side.

Cause everytime we touch,
I feel the static and everytime we kiss i reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go. Want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling and everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I wan't this to last, need you by my side.




the previous entry is a contradiction of wad u
see me and her*.
haha..we were SUPPOSED to end.
but we rekindled e friendship..
hahas..
i'm glad she's back in my lyf.
i promise to treat u better.
and appreciate u more aites..
thanks once agn.




yeah.....=))))
its my anni...
hahas...
beh excited.
sorry ar.
niari nora giler..
hahahas...
forgive her k peeps...
i hope today me and her_
won't fyte...
eh u noe wad???
i miss my dear...
haha..
padehal just yest i met her..
giler kn???
ok2..
i'm lyk toking 2 myself..
hahahas...
and i've learnt sth new.
never ask if u really don't wanna
know.
thou ignorance is BLISS!!!!
now i've learnt e meaning of tt caption..
ok take care..bye...

sighs.tired.slash.bored.sick.emotionless.

i don't wanna care.
i don't wanna be bothered.
i don't wanna fl anymore.
i just wanna be N.U.M.B!
sighs...
i'm fucked up over my studies.
sighs..LOTSA things to catch up with.
i'm fucking lagging behind.
and it FUCKING helps to be in 5/1!!!
-rolls eyes-
everything is SOOPA fast...
esp 4 maths...

and friendship with someone is
i guess really meant to be broken!!!
GAL LISTEN HERE!!!!
IT'S OVER!!!!!!
i give up.
i don't wanna lose u.
but i think its 4 ebest..
so now we are STRANGERS UNDRSTD????

but 4 e last tyme...
HAPPY BURFDAE!!!
MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE...
ALL E BEST IN UR STUDIES...

tired.restless.stupid.lame.
whoahs...
shall update abt yest.
hahahahahaha....
had HELLA fun...
was getting ready 4 skul...
thn -beep beep- my phone beeped.
checks it..priya:wanna go late 4 skul?i wanna skip morning run!
me:-ponders and reply-anything.i ask su first.
su said up 2 me.
so e decision lies in my hands..
of crse i cld just say.
y skip.let's go 2 skul..
but noooooo....
i persisted in NOT going to skul on tyme.
so we went 2 mit at bdk mrt control station..
su was already there waiting.
so we wandered off 2 bdk macs[princess] after priya came.
and me being e pampered fella i am[only with friends]
i persistently insist tt we go to a place with swing...
hahaha...
and priya n su being sucha lovely friends,
brought me 2 pasir ris park.
but fuck it! they decided 2 demolish e swings...
-sobs-
so...priya took a cab 2 elias rd=)))
hehehe....e deeper part of paris ris park....
just to get me to e swing=)))
yippy...
e moment i saw e swing.i RAN to it...
hahahhaha...
su called me a spoilt kid...
so mean she...
but nvm i still LOVE her...
hehehes....
saw a CUTE kid from iman kindergarden.
and an ADORABLE baby at e swing.
took picture of him and her..
hahahas..so cute...
tt baby threw su's phone away..
hahahas...
lazy tok abt today....
gdbye...
2 her*=>>i love you a lot..and i miss u...
2her_=>>its all up 2 u.i dun cre anymore.

RADJA - Tulus

Kekasih aku tak mengerti
Apa yang ada didalam hatimu
Kau diam kau tersenyum pada aku
Disaat aku salah

Jangan pernah dustai hati
Bila dirimu sudah tak cinta lagi
Percuma bila terus bersama
Pastikan terpisah

Tuluskan hatimu mencintai aku
Bila aku pernah menyakiti hatimu
Maafkan aku, lupakan aku
Bila itu maumu

Tuluskah hatimu mencintai aku
Bila aku pernah melakukan salah
Maafkan aku lupakanlah aku
Namun jangan tinggalkan cintaku

Kembali ke
Kembali ke
Tuluskah hatimu mencintai aku

L.O.V.E.M.E.S.I.N.C.E.R.E.L.Y

why do good things comes to an end?

sighs...do friendship really ends?
sighs...maybe she's ryte.
i'm not a true friend.i'm not a good friend.
sighs..maybe she's ryte.
all this while maybe i've neglected her.
maybe i took her 4 granted.
sighs.but i don't noe.
seeing her in skul.
its so near yet so far.
want to make it up..
but i guess i've made too many mistakes to make it up.
each tyme i see her sad or hear her sobs.
i truly wish i cld kill e one who caused tt precious tears on her face.
but wad cn i do?
she just don't open up 2 me...
i don't noe wad is she going thru.
i noe there is pain n agony.but wad's e cause?
i just noe e basics..
i cnt help much with tt.
otha friends.tells me all details.
so i noe wad went wrg.
and i also noe e cause and who they are.
tt way of crse i cn analyse n get some advise 4 tt person.
but if i don't even noe e cause nor who?
how do i help?
pls tell me!!!
how do i help?!!
sighs...i tried to advise her regarding tt "thing"
she did...
but i'm afraid if i do.she can always say it back 2 me.
"u also got do b4.so y tok so much?!"
that is e reason y i chose 2 remain silent when i saw wad i saw.
sighs.but she mistook it as i didn't care.
maybe i don't display it.yeah its true i'm emotional and all.but
that don't always mean i displays my reactions well.
i hid e hurt i felt whn i saw wad she did.
but wad cn i do?she cn simply answer:"it's my life!"
then wad am i supposed 2 say then?
sighs...i do care and love all my friends.
but i cnt always show all my affections wad?!
sighs..i've tried to be the best i cld be for her.
but i guess e best i am is not e best 4 her..
i do hope at the end of this friendship.
you'll find a bud to a better friendship...
do take care always...
tend to your injured knees...
don't let it get infected...
and if u do find e ryte friend.
one who is better than me in all aspect.
just remember one thing..i cn
nvr find one who will replace you.
e gilerness in you.e funness it u.e frankness in u.
e "evil twin sis" and e "i tok 2 myself" nonsense.
e " love you and i miss you"..e sugarbuns.
noone can replace you.
i'll miss all e tymes we spent together...
e laughter we shared.e tears we cried.e troubles we got in and out of.
e stupid conversations.all e letters.both mushy and stupid and angry letters.
all still kept in cupboard.i really do treasure e moments we spent together.
without u in my lyf.it does hurt.but i hv 2 move on.
friends comes and goes.
everything in this world comes and goes.
nothing stays for eternity.
but i do hope one thing.pls concentrate and push urself all e way
4 n levels!!!and do study malay.pls....
sighs...
you cn say i'm bullshitting or all tt crap.
bt trust me.i say all this from e bottom of my heart.
after this entry.
all is gone.thus i wont be anymore bothered and all tt crap..
trust me.you go ur way.i go my way.
gdbye my gd friend...
so long.i believe in "if you love sth.set it free.if it comes back.its urs 4 kps.but if it don't it wasn't meant 2 b..."

Nora
Simpleton
Love-less
21 to be!

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