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Monday, February 27, 2006
maine tumse pyaar kiya hei.dil hai tumhaara.hmmms...things is going smoothly so far.yuppps...well..i'm in skul.today me n su purposely came in late 4 skul..hahas.both skipped morning run..she lazy run.me forgot 2 bring my shirt..hahas..well..yupps...i'm super bored mans.k e bell lyk rang i thing 5 minutes ago..better start packing nw..aiyahs...hmmmms..shld i go town laters?hmmms...I'M STILL SICK!!!!!!!MY NOSE IS IRRITATING E HELL OUT OF ME!!!ISH....well...i miss her*hahahas...sorry2...urms....i'm in love with my new phone=)))))hehes....took a lot of pics of myself.some i delete.some i save..hahahas...aiyahs....i'm tired...klah really gtg...just realised i havent complete one of my assignment...oh god..someone pls DO remind me it's my o'levels not my n's anymore!!!!k tts all..i gtg...byes....thanks 4 tagging ppl...
Thursday, February 23, 2006
yest.didn't attend skul.fun.with her.hmmms..yest didn't attend skul.hahas.went out with her*daddy didnt noe i skipped skul.but mummy noes..she ask me go polyclinic get my mc first.thn morning i met up with her*pass her my dearest beloved precious ibook.then took same bus as her* to her* skul.hmmmms...but didn't stop with her* lahs...went on in e bus.stop at bdk inter.yuppps.went to polyclinic.mak kau..punya byk org.ish...irritating siahs...i punya bingit.i saw so many ppl.i just went fuck lahs..why all must be sick today.ish....sebok only..thn got my queue number.go sit at e doctor area.thn got this minah.jambu giler ar...hahas...thinks her bod is HOT!!!whooopsss...hehe..but i'm not a pl lahs..just tot maybe cn introduce her 2my abg angkat kepe...hahas...then i approached her lah...dh mendak sgt.fuck my queue number likeso freaking draggy ar...mak kau she surprised me siahs..friendly giler nyer...so we talked n talked..then she ask 4 my number..so we exchanged number and all..hahas...too bad lahs my abg angkat cnt get her..cos she dh attached lahs...mak kau jambu lahs tt gal.ok2.enough..hahas..nw i sound like a pl.but i'm not ar..pls...hahas...just thinks she's pretty tts all..urms...ok...well..after tt met up with her* agn...=)))))had fun with her*i love her*hahahaha...k no more mushy stuffs.ish..hahahas...adios ppl.need 2 rush back 2 class..havent finish my GRADED assignment!!
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
things were really terrible yest.sighs..i almost lost my dearest lovely friend.-sobs-but lucky thing she was DAMN str8forward..and i really thank her 4 tt.though it may seem to hurt at first.but i manage to cry a little and pull myself thru after tt.sighs..but thanks.really thanks a lot.if only i were as daring as u.maybe i wldn't hv lost my previous friends.sighs..well...i don't like to be doubted!esp whn it comes to my love for someone.i wont say "i love you"if it isn't really there.i noe wad tt 3 words sentence cn cause.it cn cause heart ache.hurt.bruised.disappointment.hw do i know it?i've bn thru it once.and i had 2 go thru shit just to get overe fact tt she din love me.and tt she didnt had flgs 4 me.that e "i love you" meant nothing 2 her.but thanks 2 tt "i love you"it had given me hope..a hope 2 high 2 be reached.e dumbest thing i did was willingly trust tt words.that FUCKING words.which meant e world 4 me at tt point of tyme.sighs.so if i myself was DEEPLY hurt by it once.why e hell would i want 2 do it to u???i dont believe in saying oh my "i love you"and tt shit if i doesnt even mean a thing 2 me!!and i wont say i'm over tt person UNLESS i am reallyOVER tt person!!!and trust me on tt..i dont gif a fuck on my exes anymore.they have moved on with their own life.so i am doing exactly tt!!why lahs.each tyme i say i moved on.ppl will think i am still not over e past.still brooding over it!!!i'm not a DESPERATE BITCH u noe!!once i say over.means over..not even a fraction of flg is left.and i've moved on.with my new.much more worthy of my love.so y brood over wad tt cn be never mine anymore?sighs...whn i brood over e past u all go.dhlah nora.wad is past is past.move on.thn i whn i really2 dh move on.u all think i'm bluffing.like wtf ryte??!!!??!!mak kau piss siahs....sighs...up 2 u lahs.nk believe if i'm over her or nots....things goes wrong.sighs.my fault.i'm sorry.
Friday, February 17, 2006
B.O.R.E.DI damn bored can..sighs...stuck in connection agn...wallet still not found..sighs....aiyahs...got lit test...nvr even study...lazy lahs..ish...urms...nvm just hope come out thosestupid text based kind..thn cn anyhw do...haha...nvr even red e freaking book...damn lazy...sighs.....fl so lethargic...maybe due to insufficient slp...ishhhh......urms....well....tired tired tired...after skul gt physics tutorial...hmmmms...hw man!!!!!welll.....one thing i totally forgot 2 bring mytextbook..aiyahs...hope tt yippy won't scold...sighs....later gt bio..hope aznah nvr come....aiyahs...dunnoe lahs...dunnoe wad to ryte ready.....ok lahs..to those reading my blog...do take care...byes.....L.O.V.E S.U.C.K.S A.T .T.Y.M.E.S
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
hello!!!muahahaha.. mel is here to love you and rawk yourworld.pssst....she sucks..haha.....big tyme!!!!hmmmmms...well...yest nyte.for my urms.u noe who...well...i'm sorry ok...i'll try my best 2 mend my ways..sighs...bn single 2 long maybe..sighs...i don't noe y...but yeahs...sighs...hmmmms...i really don't know..but nw tt i noe ur flgs.i'll def makean effort 2 not hurt it agn yeahs....forgive me...hmmmms....but i am sure i don't hv flg for tt guy...ok....sighs....yuppps...tts all i gt 2 say...dunnoe wad else 2 says....its bn a day where my wallet went missing..sighs..i miss it lk fuck can!!i miss it so much!!!!whoever seen my wallet pls return it back 2 me...sighs...-sobs-love may hurt at tymes.but i hope things will turn out better for us.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
today sucks=(((((-sobs-fuck...had e worst start of e day...lost my freaking wallet..sighs...was crying like mad woman at bdk inter...in e train area...lyk wth...sighs....irritating lahs...sighs...i fl so lost without my wallet..oh my...sobs...precious thing siahs inside..got her* pics...thn got my ezlink n all..aiyahs...but my most precious pictures are inside..ish.....-sobs-daddy 4 e first tyme didn't scold me whn i lost my wallet...so weird..he just ask me 2 stop crying like a mad women...ish...sighs.....start of e v.day sucks 2 e core..hope it ends good...kalau tk dunnoe wad 2 say..yest was a gd day....thanks swits 4 e treat yeahs....well..i don't know wad 2 say ready..btw got japs gals ard in my skul..though i'm in sucha miserable state..i notice some hot gals..hahahahahaha....wth...I'M NOT A PL!!!but it's a fact tt they're HOT!!!!hahahahas....klahs..gtg...i have 2 learn 2 cheer up...all my friends complained tt i look so dull n dead n gloomy..eh guess wad?ms tan gave me daisy=)))so swit of her..hahas...i just loves flowers n adores teddies...hahahas...buti still think my darling* is sweeter..hahahahas...i love her* loads lahs....my other her_is slowly creeping out of my heart...i guess its good..i cnt forever be thinking bt her_ rytes..she_ got a new lyf 2 lead...and she_'s happy i guess...so if she_ can be happy..why can't i??so to her_ goodbye darling...my heart has close for..starting from today.i won't bother you_ anymore...you_ lead your lyf.and i lead mine...but i do still thank you_ for those precious memories when we were once together...well..thank you.and take care...may you_ achieve wad you_want in life...all e best....
Monday, February 13, 2006
friendster is FREAKING s.l.o.w!!!bored mans....ishhhh.....wanna read my testi also cnt!!ish..irritating...yuppps...today skul ends at 10.15...aiyahs...after skul meeting juz..i think is so gonna kill me lahs...i forgot her slpg bag agn...ish...irritating sehs...i particularly put e slpg bag inside e paper bagand it was already ob my freaking bed...skali reached skul..saedah mentioned abt my meeting with juz.skali i teringat.fuck i left e thing at hm...hw juz???!!!she's gonna be angry...aiyahs...shitlahs..me n my forgetfulness...hmmms....well...but i still hv 2 mit mr juz.coz saedah ask me pass herher v day gift...yuppps....thn after tt..gonna mit up with mira and leena i think..yuppps....aiyahs....i'm freaking B.O.R.E.D!!!!i miss some people...hahahahas.....she should know who she is....hahahahas.....
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Janji Pada Mu Tiada kusangka sejak detik ituKau membuka pintu kamar dihatikuCinta yang terhampar satu tika duluBersinar kembaliPandainya dikau mencuri hatikuDengan kejujuran dan tingkah lakumuMemberikan aku satu keyakinanMendungkan berlaluAkan kupertahankan cinta iniDemi kesetiaan kupadamuAkan kutempuhi onak duriDemi untukmu bidadariPercayalah janjiku iniAndainya kau jauh darikuDekat dihatikuAndainya kau yang pergi duluHampalah cintakuJangan tinggalkan kuJangan persiakan cinta yang murniAkan kupertahankan cinta iniDemi kesetiaan kupadamuAkan kutempuhi onak duriDemi untukmu bidadariPercayalah janjiku iniAndainya kau jauh darikuDekat dihatikuAndainya kau yang pergi duluHampalah cintakuJangan tinggalkan kuJangan persiakan cinta yang murniAndainya kau jauh darikuDekat dihatikuAndainya kau yang pergi duluDEDICATED 2 SOME PEOPLE!!sighs....why are some bungs so selfish..all this while i was cheated lahs..sighs.tot she cared..but all she care abt is her bro..fuck siahs...sighs..nvm...i am really2 disappointed in her.crap all e "i miss u".fuck all e "i'll always love you"i dont give a damn anymore.just know this butch!!!!each time u need someone by u...i wont be there anymore!enough is enough=(((i'm hurt too much by u...u toyed with my flgs too many times.i hate u for tt!!!hell with all your "i nd u in my life"!!its all BULLSHIT!!!!and get this in your head!!i am not a toy where u seek whn u nd revenge!!!you hurt me damn bad gal...nvm.i believe is karma!!!wad goes around will come around ard butch!just watch YOUR back!!!!well..things changed after she* entered my life.and i wanna thank her* for it.she* help thru lots of things...she*'s there whn i nd her*...and i love her* for tt.she*'s e one who was there whn i was crying.she*'s also there whn i have my happy moments.and just know this for her* i really love you.i hope she* won't hurt me like they did once.
Friday, February 03, 2006
bored!!!!!!stuck in connection agn..sighs...but susu not here..means i dun get bullied by tt meany..hurhur...hmmms...lalalalalla.....i'm bored...i dunnoe wad to do..blog hopping...aiyahs...dunnoe wad to sayliaos...shall go off...bb...
Thursday, February 02, 2006
dil hai tumhaarady!!!hates you lahs..i'm hooked to ur blog song.dont wanna lose you now.that song is soopa nice 2 me..hmmmms...i'm bored.stucked in skul.study.study.study.study.go skul study.go home study.ish....suzana kps saying i'm a NERD!!!!!!i'm not lahs!!!!!hurhur.....just hardworking...muahahahahaha.....aiyahs....i study also thanks to her*hehes..thank u ye saper2 yg berkenaan 2.u noe who u are...hahahas....urms...i dont wanna be a nerd sehs....sobs....suzana is sucha meany!!!she bullies me....shes nice.[pssst..she made me say it..]aiyahs...but i still love her lahs....hehes=)))but i love my hm-hm more=))))hahahahas...i miss her**