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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
yeah it's my mistake...
i can't go out
and fulfill my job as a gf...
but is tt my choice?
no....
i nvr wanted life 2 be like a
prison like this...
haiz....
y are u blaming me?
is it
my choice?
i'm left wid no choice
serious...
i tried 2 go out....
whn u came over
to kallang...
i cldn't go out...
i had 2 take care of my siblings...
but i still left my siblings...
and went to u...
i did tt without regrets....
and i gt home...
gt hell from my mum...
she told my dad...
now i can't even go dwn to shop
alone....
my privacy is gone...
but i try 2 remain cool...
my dad look dwn on lesbian...
u noe rite hw much i hate
ppl who look dwn on les?
but i gt no choice...
i still hv 2 respect him...
cuz he's my dad...
my one n onli dad...
wun u be able 2 understand tt?
haiz...
i can't use the phone
much but i still
heck care n call u everynite...
until nw my mum
gt fed up....
and sae it's either i use less
of it...
or i wun use it at all....
i gt no otha choice
aitez?
life is like hell
here...
at least u can go out wid ur friends...
but i?
i can't even go out....
u noe?
i can't even leave the hse alone....
haiz....
u noe hw bored am i...
yes i do miss u....
but wad else can i do?
i hv 2 stay at hm...
whnever i had the chance...
don't i meet up wid u?
haiz...
whenever i get a chance to go out
alone...
dun i meet u?haiz......
i dunnoe...
nw it's all up 2 u...
u wanna time out...
ok i'll go ahead ok...it's all up 2 u....
u hv all the rights i dun...
-sobs-
