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life's a living hell

atrocious..
haiz..skul is
starting hope its
gonna be a better yr
for my academics..
haiz...
hope i wun be sucha
disappointment agn...
-sobs-
well...

troubled.alone.isolated.stress.terrible
noone is gonna know abt me..
i mean..all this while...
do ppl actuallie know me?
know the real me?
nahhh...
dun tink so...
haiz...
guess i've neem a bad gf..
haiz...
wad to do...
i need my parents juz
as much as i needs u*
but haiz..
i dunnoe why i find it so hard
to respect ppl my age..
when they dun earn my respect
haiz..
arghhhhhh...
i dunnoe...
saw him str8 this few daez...
wun he juz leave me alone...
haiz...
bringing his new gf home..
think wad i gif a fuck ar?
no ok...
i'm so fucking hell over u.ass.
hah..
lucky thang my parents didn't
allow my butch to be brought to my hse..
coz i wld love to sneer at
u the same wae u did to me...
fuck ass....
heh....
eh guy..look here man...
i hv no regrets in leaving u aitez..
absolutely no regrets...
fuck offf.....
i wldn't have fuck care less if u brought the
bitch home..
but hey dun gif me tt fucked up sneering look
aitez...
heh...tt look isn't gonna make
me cry and begged u to take me back...
coz hey u wun triumph...
trust me...
the gal will leave u sooner or later

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am i being too cruel?haiz..
i know i shld be more nicer
and at the very least hope he'll be happier
wid whoever he is wid...
arghhhh heck care ar...
his leading his own life..
and i'm happie wid my own life..
maybe aminah is juz meant to be a lesbian all her life...
coz she'll nvr trust guy...
it will be tough 4 any guy to be mine..
set my expectations high...
hopefully the level will be toooo high
for bastards ass...
heh...
and i sae i wun mind being a les all my life too...
coz guys sucks...
boo....
if any guy can make me feel in heaven
nt thru sexual fantasies...
but the true meaning of love..
it wld be a miracle...hah...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

family dun feel like one.

my family dun even feel like a family
anymore..i slashed agn...
haiz..
sorrie dear
broke our promise...
i was emotional haiz...
had my pms...
so yeah...
i've been staying at home
this whole holz...
spent quality time wid family?
hah...
nooooo.....
juz bored out at home...
haiz..
mom is alwaez going dwn...
come back late at nite..
coz of tt we will alwaez quarrel...
coz i dun want my
mom to alwaez go out like tt...
eventhough she onli went downstairs..
haiz...
the bond in my family dun seemed
to be there anymore..
haiz..
the only time we spent together as a whole family
was the dae at indonesia...
we went for a holz together...
and i've been going out wid my aunt all the wae..
at times i feel like as if
my aunt seems to be more like a mother
rather than my mom...
haiz...
-sobs-
why am i bothered wid this kinda little things?
why shld i bother?
haiz....
love?is there reallie love in this c.r.u.e.l world?
haiz...

Nora
Simpleton
Love-less
21 to be!

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