blog,
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
well..
being in love
hurts too
whn ur parents interfere
in ur r/s...
haiz..
so wad i'm wid a gal...
like i care...
haiz..
yeah i noe
our religion strongly oppose to
homosexuality..
well so wad?
i chose to be a lesbian..
and i love her alot..
if i dun love her
can lah..
u wanna seperate us
but nw i love her alot..
who cares anywae..
well..
i miss her..
eventhough i juz met her juz nw
haha..
i reallie love her a lot lehz..
and i noe i can't live
without her..
oklah i wanna go off...
call her..haha..miss her..
-jumps-
Sunday, September 12, 2004
hehe...
i'm so happie..
sorrie honey..i made
u cry yesterdae..
i ought to apologise..
i'll try my freaking best to
forget utt ok..
cuz it's recently i love utt..
ok..
of crse it's hard...
dun worrie i'll treasure u
definitely..
but i need the time to
forget utt..
ok..
well..thank u 4 undrsting
n sacrificing n stuff..i love the
wae u treat me..
u wanna noe sth..
nw i dun reallie care...
if ppl were to find out abt us...
cuz i do hv feelings 4 u
and yes i admit..
maybe my feelings
are nt as strong as urs towards me..
cuz i still love utt..
but i pushed myself..
to delete utt's msgs..
the more i read it..the more i love utt...
and yes i admit..
i love the wae utt calls me princess...
she made me fl nice...
special n beautiful..
dun ask me y...but i do..
yeah...
but pls..gimme
the time to forget utt..
but i can assure u..hopefully i'll learn to
love u more thn utt by our two mths..
by our two mths..
i'm pretty sure..i'll long forget utt...
unless she decided to
come back agn..
haiz..
wad makes u tink she loves me anywae...
she's juz being nice..
i guess..
can't be lah she loves me too...
if nt se sure can
sacrifice her uncle finding out wad...
she can alwaez msg me still..
though her uncle find out wad...
even nw..i'm wid
u my dad suspected u're my butch...
all i can assure u is..
i wun leave u cuz of my parents..
def nt....
cuz i'm willing to sacrifice tt...
i was stress...
i tld my aunt..nt i'm wid u lah..
but i sae..i befriend butches..
and my dad can't accept...
thn she tld me..
at least being wid a butch
is better thn stealing sumone's else
husband...
i noe wad she meant..
i guess she knew
tt my dad's mind been poisoned by
those slutty old saggy breast aunties who
spent all their idle time..
taking care of otha ppl hse affairs...
sucker..
i wld rather praise the prostitutes at geylang siahz..
stupid mad fuck..
go home n take care of ur children 1st lah ok..
thn u can go ard minding
otha ppl's bizz...
stupid ass...
so wad man..
i'm wid a butch...
do i use up ur money huh?
aku menyusahkan korang kepe?
org pakai duit korang..i ask my butch kiss u?
no ritez..
sape yg tanggung doser kau ke aku..
mad fuck..
own children like fuck dun wanna tc...
LESBIAN ARE ALSO HUMAN OK!!!!
SO JUST FUCKING HELL BACK OFF...DUN MAKE ME BOIL SIAHZ..
go home n suck ur husbands balls...
rather thn going ard n poison otha ppl's
parent's brain...
sucker...
or better go be a prostitute..at
least u earn money...
nt juz sit ard idly..n talk abt otha ppl's affair..
u earn nuthing but sins...
stupid sucker...
i believe even the prostitutes are better compared to
these foul mouth saggy breast women....
URGHHHHH....
sorrie my entry todae is kinda vulgur...
cuz i'm fucked up wid those aunties who sit ard doin nuthing
i can accept thm but
nt whn they toking abt me...
fuck ah...
yes i bought home my butch
y?gt problem?
stupid...
lalalalalalalalalala....
the one kissing is me...
the one having sins is me...
nt thm wad...y they sebok...
kkk i gtg...
Saturday, September 11, 2004
lalalala...
she loves my pressie..hehe
muackz..luv her loads...
hehe...
well...she found out
abt me liking the her_..
haiz..she
gt jealous..hehe..
alah..jealousy means love..hehe
well..
she very cute..
i love her a lot...
-hugs self-
hehe...
well...i love her loads...
well..
daddie suspected i'm wid her..
but i'm nt gonna break wid her..
nvr..
no waE!!!!i love her too much alreadie...
haiz...
well..i shall gif her her most favourite present..
hehe...i know she'll love it..
cuz it's me giving her..
hehe...
bhb...-rolls eyes-
haha.....
well ok lah i gtg
i love her* lots...
ppl pray 4 me tt she'll love me a lot too and
we'll last as long as
can be okay...hehe..
muarckz.....
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
01] What's your mood now ?
guilt?
02] What are you thinking about ?
will she* like my pressie 4 her....
03] What do you think your character is ?
i can't sae sucks..cuz she'll kill me...
04] How many ex gf do you have ?
most probably onli her*
05] Are they all serious relationships ?
hmmmm.....
06] Are you always the one crying for the
relationship ?
dunnoe...
07] Any gal cried for you before ?
how i noe...i onli hv her..she's my first wad..
08] Wish to have a long term relationship or
just enjoying yourself ?
of crse long term...
09] Do you have a crush now ?
ermz..i dunnoe...
10] If one day your best friend and and your
beloved galfriend fall into the sea and both
can't swim, who would you save first ?
err..tough choice...
11] Do you think now is the age for you to start a
relationship ?
well..its all up 2 u wad....
12] What will you usually do when your gf breaks
up with you ?
can i sae slash?but she dun allow leh hw?hrmphh...
13] Can you tolerate gals who always stick with
u ?
hmmm..i dunnoe....
14] Are you willing to give in everything to your
partner ?
well..if she's willing to give in to me too..-winks-
15] Does looks matter ?
no~~
16] Lastly, if you have a relationship now, will you
treasure it ?
of crse like..stupid siahz...
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
well..been
2weeks 5 daez..
hehe..
am i happie?
duh~uh~~
hehehe..
i'm gt flu...
arghhhh...
my nose blocked..
n i gt fever 38 degrees
wth siahz...
-sobs-
hrmphh...
haha..
nw my poor darling also
gt flu
hehe...
poor thing..
lol..
i warned u..
but u went ahead..
lol..
kk i gtg..chiaoz..
i love her*....
and i'm forgetting her_
1)Starting time: 8.20pm
2)Full name: nuraminah bee bte khairudin
3)Nickname: nora,aminah and nor...
4)School: st anthony's canossian sec sch
5)e-mail: lonelygirl_needsyou@hotmail.com
6)starsign: capricorn
7)zodiac sign: snake i tink...or was it dragon??-confused-
8)Siblings: 2 irritating sis n 1 sickening bro
9)Gd frens: countable lah...
10)Ever go out late@nite:
yeapz..wid my godsis n her fiancee n my ex sis...
11)Ever missed school because it was raining?
think so..
12)how often u go out: whnever i'm allowed to go out..parents strict like fuck onlie..
13)Kept a secret from everyone?: duh~~`
14)Had an imaginary friend?: used to i tink...
15)religion: muslim duh~..
16)wish 4 sis or bro: wished i had an elder bro n no younger sibs..
17)Had a crush on a teacher?: tink so..ms masura..hehe..
19)Ever at anytime owned a 'New Kids on the
Block' tape?: ermz.wad is it?blue cds?no wae..lol...
20)Ever prank called someone: yeapz..had fun hehe...
21)Been on stage: once in awhile..nt a stage person..gt stage fright..hehe...
22)fav things: listening to my love ones voice whn i'm dwn..hehe.. of crse being wid her*...
23)Colors: green and turqoise...
25)Online: whn my modem decided nt to be mad 4 the dae..
26)Countries: nyc..aust..perth and sydney..my god..hehe..
27)Like anyone: i'm in love nw hehe..while trying to forget sumone else..haiz..
28)Who have you known the longest of your
friends: rachel?hehe...
29)Who's the loudest: ermz..myself?
30)Who's the shyest: gt meh?dun remember...
31)Who do you go to for advice: mostly my closest friend lah..
32)Who do you get along with best: pilar
----------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU-------
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33)Cried: yeah..yesterdae nite cuz i felt guilty..
34)Been mean: yeah juz nw to cheryl...
35)been sarcastic: duh~~
38)Talked to someone you nv talk b4: sort of lah..
39)Missed someone: yes..and i fl guilty..
40)Hugged someone: yeah pilar n my friens..like saedah..
41)Fought with your parent(s): sure..over lala's party...but in the end still cannot go..-sobs-
42)Wished upon a star: there's nt much stars in my area larh huh..so hw to wish..hehe...
43)Laughed until you've cried: yeah was stress haiz...
44)Played Truth or Dare: ermz..tink so..
45)watched a sunrise/sunset: no..hope she'll bring me though..haiz..so romantic aitez?hehe...
46)Went to the beach at night: wid my godsis,my ex sis n godsis fiancee..also tt time gt chalet so sleepover so yeah..
47)Read a book for fun: isn't tt the whole point of reading..4 the fun of it?..-rolls eyes-
48)Ate a meal: duh~~which idiot dun eat a meal 4 two whole wks?
49)Are you lonely?: am i?nt too sure lah...wid her* dun tink so...
50)Are you happy?: nw?okoklah..nt bad...
51)Are you talking to someone online?: joey juz nw...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------
52)God/Devil: def god..hehe..
53)Love:i'm in love nw juz hope she wun break my heart...
54)The closest fren: pilar arlando..tinks she's the one tt undrstds me best..
55)In curse: sort of..hehe..
56)Heaven/hell: yeah..muslims believe strongly in heaven n hell..hope i get into heaven though..-cross fingers-
57)superstitions?: sort of also..
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59)Who named you?: grandparents i tink...
60)Backstreets or N'sync: rather backstreets i tink...
61)When was the last time you went out?:yesterdae?or was it todae..lol..does it count going to skul...muahahahaha..hehe...
62)When was the last time you were online: just nw..morning..
63)What is right next to you?: a bed..
64)What is your computer desk made of?: wood
65)What was the last thing that you ate : bread wid curry my mom cook..yumm..hehe..
66)where would you want to go on ur
honeymoon?: hmm...can i go to paris?cuz very romantic lah..hehe...or sydney..cuz the surroundings very calm n swit..
67)Who do you want to spend the rest of your life
ith?: her* if possible...but everyone knows..lesbianism nvr last.. but i hope me n her* can last as long as possible..
68)How's the weather right now?: hot...-sobs-
69)What did you do last night?: dream of her* and her_
70)Thing that you find attractive about the
opposite sex?: hmm..nuthing?same sex?def attitude..hehe...
71)How do YOU eat an Oreo?: bite the whole thing...
72)All time favorite tv show: the late 70s..haha..crazie show..
73)Dream car?: hmm..porsche[hw u spell ah?i 4gt] or a sportscar wld be a nice one..hehe..
74)What do you want to be when you grow up:
still confused leh..haiz...
75)Favorite music?: techno?or nithing nice lah...
76)Favorite days of the week?:fridae?cuz tomoro no skul..lol...
77)Favourite food?: mummy's n mine cooking..ermz..a lot lah...nt fussy i guess...
78)If you could change your name,what would it
e?: norazliana..dun ask me why..it juz came into my mind...lol..
79)Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : yeapz..the pooh bear my darl shaheen bought 4 me..
80)the most stupid thing you have ever done?:
cry over guys and onli realising hw worthless they were after my tears were wasted..haiyo..stupid aitez?..yeah...
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
well...
jus wanna sae
lala my bestest bestfriend..
thank u 4 alwaez being there
for me
and undrstding me ok...
well..hope
u love ur burfdae
cuz ur hubbie was the one
who planned it all..
she took so much time....
so yeah...
happy burfdae ok
-hugs-
sorrie i cldn't make it
to ur party..
my parents gt pms i tink..hehe
but remember i'll alwaez luv u ok...
and reallie..thank u so much
for being there 4 me..
muackz...
hope u luv everything...
the pressies..
and the whole plan of ur surprise
party..
well..happy being 15 ok...
hey nxt yr..whn we turn 16..
we go watch nc-16 ok;)
hehe...
shld hv a bit more freedom...
well...
luv ya to bits gal...
agn i wanna thank u 4 everything..
well..
to joey...
i believe lala appreciate
ur thoughtfulness...
and well..
i'll try my best to help
in the return of u to sg ok...
chiaoz...
muackz....
lalala...
todae teacher's dae:D
so nice siahz...
the concept was
the 70s n 80s...
so retro siahz...
all the teacher's had
either accessories or sth
tt is retro...
hehe...
thn i tink..ms thanabal
is the hottest..
my gosh...
she's so sexy in tt retro clothes of hers..
phewwittt....
hehe...
kk..
ermz...
thn todae...azlin and kritel..
oh yeah...
saw cheryl leong also..
haha..
well..i love the groovy
dance moves..
and melissa reallie rocks...
melissa rozzario izzit?
she hv a gr8 voice..
and she dance well too...
well...
thn after skul lepak
wid azlin n kristel and sham..
haha...
fun siahz...
well..i guess tts all..
errr....
chiaoz....
missing her*
