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well....
todae..had 2.4 run..
ohmygod...scarie..i lost a bit
of hope lah..haiz..but at
least i managed to finish my runs
pheww..
ermz..thn i saw sumone helpless at the corner
thn i look agn..and saw it was suzana..
my god..my heart beat damn fast
siahz...i was like..wad happen
to her...she looked breathless..
she is lah..so i went over..
and pushed her hair awae frm her face...
my god..she's sweating profusely and
summore she's out of breath..
haiz...i look at her..i wanted to cry siahz..
stop myself..thn cikgu ask me take tissue..but i can't
find any..so i juz
take my towel and wipe her head...
and face..i was rough..so sorrie...
thn..
cikgu asked me to let her
lie on my back
so i did lohz..
thn they all keep shouting
"wake up"
thn..i gt nervous and turn ard
and ask cikgu if she can lie on my
shoulders instead...
cikgu nod..
so i let..and keep shaking her face
my god..haiz...
thn..she was carried by the ambulance
and i cried like fuck..
haiz...
i hate to see my friends
getting hurt...my tears juz came rolling dwn..
i cld see lots of others..
crying too...
mygod...haiz...
well..i reallie can't slp...
i need 2 noe if she's ok...haiz..but if
i dun slp tomoro i can't wake up
early..
and if i dun wake up early..
mom will get angry
and start to nag...
so in the end..i took slping pills..
and went to slp...
haiz...
hope 2hear her voice soon....
*missing susu...

thn after 2.4 went to nadz
hse 2 take my stuff
i left it there b4 2.4..haiz...
thn ryann also followed...
haiz...felt so lamp post-ey...
nadz toking 2 yan on the phone...thn
saedah and ryann in the room talking...
dun need to noe wad they
doing..haha
haiz..
all of a sudden..i missed
sumone..
whom is craziely..
shldn't be in my mind...
out of the blue..
i missed *her..
i wanted 2 cry..but i stopped myself...
haiz..thn i switched
my mindset..
and think of suzana instead...
haiz...
gt home..
and gt hell frm my dad..
haiz...cried agn..
thn ryann called me twice
but i dun wanna pick up or i'll hang up the
phone...i was damn pissed..
thn she called my hse..i shouted at
her..and slammed dwn the
phone...
haiz..
sorrie..i was sick n tired
irritated..
haiz..
i'm so useless..
haiz..i hate MYSELF!!

Nora
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