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Saturday, July 17, 2004
at times i question god..why..why me?why must it always be me tt loses someone or sth i loved or adored...haiz..y is it so hard 2 let her go?whn i onli sae noe her 4 ermz..2 or 5 days at least..y is it hard?no..i can't love her..she barely noe me..n i barely noe her.. but y do i fl like as if i've known her forever??haiz..y?is it cuz of her real easy going attitude tt gt me so attracted 2 her?sth in her tt stops me frm losing grip on her..haiz..i missed the times i spent wid her tt dae..haiz...she was so swit n kind...haiz..but y muz we end it this waE?but i guess..i gt 2 undrstd..it's her uncle.. they're so close..haiz..but being friends is wrg?haiz..i dunnoe lah..
and wad hurt me more was tt sms..i tink i deleted it off..u called me princess n stuff..haiz..i kept all her smses...i can't let go at all..seriously..wad's wid me?haiz..why dun i fl this wae whn i'm wid faizal?haiz...yyy???y i can delete most of faizal's smses..but nt hers???...haiz....is it reallie infactuation???and it came in shocking 2 myself..i cried whn she sae..we can't contact nimorez.. the tears juz came rolling dwn..i fl like sum trash...haiz...maybe we aren't meant 2 be..but..y the hell did god make me meet u in the first place..if he's gonna separate me frm u???haiz...y muz god alwaez take awae tings tt i like???haiz...y is he so bias 2wards me??
why alwaez me??haiz.......why can't i hold on to sth i adore 4ever? haiz.....i reallie fl like slashing..haiz........
Don't want you back
See, I don't.. know why.. I liked you so much,
I gave you all of my trust..
I told you.. I loved you..
Now that's all down the drain..
You put me through pain..
I wanna let you know how I feel..
::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, lthey didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
You thought.. you could.. Keep this shit from me..
Yeah, you burned bitch.. I heard the story..
You played me.. You even gave him head..
Now you're asking for me back..
You're just another hag..
Look elsewhere 'cause you're done with me..
::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
You questioned.. Did I care?
You can ask anyone.. I even said you were my great one..
Now it's.. over..
But I do admit I'm sad..
It hurts real bad..
I can't sweat that cos I loved a hoe..
::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
