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Thursday, May 20, 2004
well..he's coming back 2moro..can't believe it..arghhhh...i am so happie...his mum keep on toking abt him..thn kak kam juz look at me n hid a smile..sickening u noe..haha..i miz him like fuck..i wun be shock if i were 2 hug him siahz..haiz...my syg is coming back:D...i can't wait..it's abt 18hrs b4 he comes back:D..but it's still long..
oh yeah..btw...todae was wear-wad-u-want dae..so funnie..i wore my crossback black top n my bell botts...thn i put on make up..tied my hair halfwae up..n wore tt normal earrings i like 2 wear..thn idah said i almost look like a minah..i was like..juz smile..haha..nvr see glam 2dae...ARGHHHH...i jux can't take it..he's gonna be back 2moro..i dun tink i can't slp in peace siahz...haiz..
i dun care..tomoro i'm gonna rush hm frm skool...thn i'm gonna dress my best..haha..thn i shall go dwn..hmmm...haha..i hope he still rememba me though...haha..well..i'm scared lehz..wad if he discover the truth..abt me liking him..n he doesn't like it..i mean look larhz..
our age gap..n he's cute..whereas i'm so ugly here..haiz..he gt the looks while me??i've gt nuthing..n i dun even hv sum admirable character either..haiz..there's nuthing abt me which can make guys like me..nor even gif me a 2nd look..haiz..
and summore i so fat..he'll like me mehz???i'm seriously so confused.. haiz..well..as i said lotsa times b4..i hope i wun get hurt nimorez..i dun wanna hurt like i did b4..i'm nt going 2 take any chances of getting hurt agn n agn..if he were 2 hurt me 2..thn..i shall juz hv crushes but i'll nvr..love nione..cuz it hurts so much more..haiz..i am so confused..why muz life be full of mystery n unanswered questions
..haiz..wished there's an answer 2 everything...guess tts all..muakz..
