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Sunday, May 02, 2004
haiz..why must all this happen..i am so confused..haiz..now whn i chose to like him..he disappeared..as in he had to go sumwhere..nw he keep on appearing in my life..he treat me agn sweetly..both in front n behind his wife..why is it like this..but he doesn't tok 2 me much whn his wife is there..but whn his wife nt there..he alwaez smile or rather grin like one small boy..haiz..n nw..he keep on looking at me...whn our eyes meet..he seems to be saying he needs help..or maybe it's juz me???am i paranoid??haiz..help me..i am so confused siahz..haiz
...life is so terrible..i am so confused..do i reallie love him..n nt him...am i still having feelings for him..haiz...why must ppl fall in love..haiz..why must i fall in love so easily???where did this feeling cum frm..who was the first to feel it..haiz
..hrmpphhh....i dun like 2 fall in love..cuz i noe..i'll def end up getting hurt..haiz probably bcuz i am too uglie..haiz..n becouse i am fat..:'(
