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Saturday, April 03, 2004
well..haiz..i wonder wad she do siahz..wonder y she is angrie wif her..haiz..u all r making me feel like wad liddat..haiz...i dunnoe larhz..up 2 u all arhz..everyone is entitled 2 their own opinions..so i am nt gonna bother abt all these..haiz.. *sobs*..y siahz..wad she do..i am still wondering..haiz...y muz this kinda thang happen..haiz..i dunnoe wadelse 2 sae..why muz my life..alwaez be made wif tears???y do i alwaez cry??haiz..is it my choice?i dun think so..nt if the situation is nt 4 me 2 choose..haiz..but one thing is for sure..nuthing will change the wae i luv her..even if it means losing all my friends..haiz..i am so sorrie..i dunnoe..i am so confused..truthfully..i dun reallie wanna lose my friends..neither do i wanna lose her..haiz..life is so sucky siahz..i hate it whn it cums 2 this kinda choices in life..i am a selfish person..i want BOTH!!!i dun wanna lose her..neither do i wanna lose my friends..haiz..y do luv alwaez hv 2 hurt 4 me..haiz..was it my mistake tt i fell in luv wif her??haiz..y this much of enmity???haiz...is there in any wae..i contributed this whole mess in my life?? otha thn falling 4 her..which is so nt my choice..all the qualities i want in a bung is in her..excusing her exterior..i dun gif a fucking crap abt her looks...i look 4 wad is within her..wad i noe as the heart..the interior..the inner beauty.. i love her 4 the wae she is..sissy or nt..i dun care..abt the wae she toks nor the wae..she behaves..i wanna love 1 4 who she is..one love the person 4 who she is..nt wad she wants her 2 be..if one changes 2 wad she wants her 2 be thn tts nt luv but a compromise..n one does nt compromise in luv..haiz...i dunnoe wad's gonna happen in my life..haiz..*cries*..
