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todae..so fun..i juz came back..went to the river near my hse there..wif my godsis..haha so fun..she n her otha sister n kak yati..they bought beers n those drinks lah..still can offer me summore..thn i sae..no larhz..i tak main ni semua..dun ask me y..i can go n smoke for all i care..as it is nt reallie against my religion..but hopefully..i wun break those rulez which are serious..like comsuming alcohol or lose my virginity..or tt kinda shit..well..yeah..thn they drink n stuff..i juz took :"":..sat there..we chatted abt ghost stories..so fun..n scary..i planned to go off earlier..but in the end..i was so scared..tt i went hm wif kak kam..haha..so cute..at first she lied on my lap..thn after:"":..i gt headache n slept on hers..haha..thn listening to all the ghost stories..scary siahz..summore they sae..juz a few nitez b4..they saw pontianak at the place we were sitting..i was like..ermz..n y are we sitting herE???thn kak yati juz laugh..so fun..sitting wif this kinda ppl who r adults..eventhough i am onli 15.. they treat me like i am their age..n they respect every decision or things i made..like whn i tld kak kam i like abg goh..she was so supportive of me..nvr even scold me or make me feel bad..haiz..well..she's sucha sporting person i've known..well..SiStA 4eVa...tc ppl..study 4 ur ss exam k..Gd LuCk...

Well..juz came back frm skool..afta exams..whn to sit opp skool agn..study..but in the end..we all sit n chatted ard instead..thn we all..played true or dare..thn the bgs guys came..bashar n nasir was there..but mai also cldn't be bothered..thn we all played a few times..thn omar n this otha guy came..so funnie siah thm..we were all laughing like shit..thn we all played agn.. thn they dare idah to jump from 2nd floor but gt ppl..thn idah jump frm the hill there instead..quite high siahz..yeah..thn..mai n aishah went off..thn we also wanted to go off..thn omar n his comp..came agn..haha..thn we started toking abt stupid stuff...thn idah ask if omar mat tappered..thn omar sae yesh..thn i ask omar..y u scared ur balls fall out izzit..thn he juz laugh..he scary siahz..i tld him..he was scary..thn he ask me y..thn i sae cuz he gt this perfertic look...haha..thn sha idah n omar's friend started laughing..haha..oh yeah..thn gt tt shane presco or wadever his name is..came n do the hand thing larhz..thn went off..yeah..well..thn i went hm ard 4 sth..dad nvr sae nithing..lucky siahz..well..yeah...tt's all..wanna go kak kam's hse..buaiz..

Well..todae..went opp agn..haha..a lot bg guys were there..onli mai me n sha.. yeah..thn tt noorin gerl..i tink so..yeah..she damn cute siahz..very the sporting..haha..funnie also..well..ermz..exams todae nt tt bad larhz huh..oh yeah..after sitting wif mai n sha..ard 3sth i went off..thn i saw mr ng at the 17 bus-stop opp skool..thn i chatted wif him..n ask where he going all tt..thn he said he going bugis..thn he said if the bus gonna be very late..thn i mite take a cab..thn i sae..if u taking cab..thn can i tag along..i was juz kidding..skali he said..cum larhz..the bus so slow one..thn he took cab n send me rite to my hse..yeah..haha..so swit..thn i sae to him..he was the first teacher who send me hm..thn he sae i was also the first student he had sent hm..haha..thn we tok abt our life..thn i shwed him "+"photo...thn he was like..hmm..nt bad..blah blah blah..damn cute lorhz him...haha..well..thn he went off..i guess..thn i saw glamour..cldn't be bothered wif him also..i mean..i dun like him as in tt wae nimorez..haiz..he is so typical mat..tot he wasn't..but he seems to prove me wrg siahz..Well..tt's all..tc..can't wait for the chalet thing..oh yeah..todaez..i hug her..can't believe it siahz..muahahaha..but lucky thang..i am forgetting her
..i dun wanna be crooked liaoz..kk..i gtg..muakz..luv u ppls..good luck 4 exams k..*HuGz*

Todae..well..nt tt bad..well..i am so scared..tomoro exams siahz..wonder if i can pass or nt..haiz..shall pray tt all the teacher's teaching will be fresh in my head..tc..ppl..
GOOD LUCK PPL..MUAKZ...

well..i guess..it's nt tt bad afterall huh..followed sha n mai they all..haha..sha n me very happie..noe y larhz huh..hehe..well..kak kam search 4 me juz nw..it hv been 2 daez since i see her..haha..she missing me liaoz..haha..still confused.. shld i tell her i like glam?or abg faizal..haiz..confused siahz..i am still confused of my feelings..haiz...n there is still her...haiz..shld i like him him or her?..haiz.. why must i like so many ppl one...can mehz???haiz..well..i am reallie confused.. been cracking my head siahz..well..shld i forget her?n go for the either glam or abg faizal..haiz..i am so confused...i guesss..tt's all..muakz..luv u lots..

Haiz...same old empty promises..broken..agn n agn..promise to luv me n yet they broke tt promise..promised to buy me phone..thn in the end...arghhh... heck care larhz...i am sick n tired of everyone..WHY MUST IT END UP THIS WAE???WHY AM I SO SELFISH??WHY DO I ONLI TINK OF MYSELF?I NOE SHA WAS BEING CARING..BUT Y DID I BRUSH HER OFF...ISSIT CUZ I WAS JEALOUS?:'(..I REALLIE DUNNOE WAD ELSE TO DO...I AM SO TIRED...BEEN CRYING SO MUCH TODAE..THE TRUTH IS I AM AFRAID OF LOSING SHAHEEN.. WHICH TO ME NW IS MY ONLI BESTFRIEND I HV...BUT IT SEEMS..NW..I AM LOSING HER TOO..HAIZ...I AM SUCHA SELFISH BITCH!!!WILL DEATH SOLVE IT???HAIZ..

wEll..it hv been daez since i last blog..gonna change my bloggie template agn.. well..lots of things been happening..in skool..n at home..haiz..well..life is damn stressful nw..summore..exams are cumming..n i am so scared..scared of failing...or nt be in the top 10 category..haiz..it hv been 2 daez since i had my {}..haiz..i miz my guy so much..wished he can cum back nw itself...well..i shall alwaez pray for ur safety..haiz..juz hope he cum back safely...haiz..i am so confused..i like 2 guys..n..both is older thn me..one by a yr..the otha by 9 yrs..
but i dunnoe who to choose..as both of thm r nice..one is more to the S.N.A.G while the other is..juz a simple normal guy..haiz...i dunnoe larhz..i am so confused..nw one is gone 2 sum place 4 a month..miz him so much siahz...haiz..i dunnoe wad 2 do..been tinking a lot lately..tink abt lotsa stuff... like my skool stuff..me being a girl..is the same thing..

Wad for waste my parent's money nw..n study until i reach uni let's sae..but in the end..i'll juz end up being sumone's else wife..n cook in the kitchen..haiz..it's
like..true to certain circumstances...well..i reallie dunnoe..wad am i supposed to do siahz..haiz..so confused..haiz...maybe i shld quit skool nw..n start werking.. n get a husband n settle dwn..but will tt be it?thn wad abt my future?my dreams?my aims?my goal?my ambition?juz let it dwn the drain liddat??shld i pursue my goals n dreams..n ignore all this abt relationship n stuff like tt..haiz..
i am so confused rite nw..anyone can help???

well..haiz..i wonder wad she do siahz..wonder y she is angrie wif her..haiz..u all r making me feel like wad liddat..haiz...i dunnoe larhz..up 2 u all arhz..everyone is entitled 2 their own opinions..so i am nt gonna bother abt all these..haiz.. *sobs*..y siahz..wad she do..i am still wondering..haiz...y muz this kinda thang happen..haiz..i dunnoe wadelse 2 sae..why muz my life..alwaez be made wif tears???y do i alwaez cry??haiz..is it my choice?i dun think so..nt if the situation is nt 4 me 2 choose..haiz..but one thing is for sure..nuthing will change the wae i luv her..even if it means losing all my friends..haiz..i am so sorrie..i dunnoe..i am so confused..truthfully..i dun reallie wanna lose my friends..neither do i wanna lose her..haiz..life is so sucky siahz..i hate it whn it cums 2 this kinda choices in life..i am a selfish person..i want BOTH!!!i dun wanna lose her..neither do i wanna lose my friends..haiz..y do luv alwaez hv 2 hurt 4 me..haiz..was it my mistake tt i fell in luv wif her??haiz..y this much of enmity???haiz...is there in any wae..i contributed this whole mess in my life?? otha thn falling 4 her..which is so nt my choice..all the qualities i want in a bung is in her..excusing her exterior..i dun gif a fucking crap abt her looks...i look 4 wad is within her..wad i noe as the heart..the interior..the inner beauty.. i love her 4 the wae she is..sissy or nt..i dun care..abt the wae she toks nor the wae..she behaves..i wanna love 1 4 who she is..one love the person 4 who she is..nt wad she wants her 2 be..if one changes 2 wad she wants her 2 be thn tts nt luv but a compromise..n one does nt compromise in luv..haiz...i dunnoe wad's gonna happen in my life..haiz..*cries*..

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