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Monday, March 08, 2004
well..sumtimes
she makes me wonder..i mean..y shld u care whn i never tok 2 u..it doesn't make a difference wad..i am juz a mere acquintance..i am invisible..so y u wanna noe y i ignore u...n when u smile i wun smile back..y shld u even gif a damn..seriously..i am just an ugly invisible girl..so it doesn't make a difference even if i am nt present in ur life..haiz..so y care??girl..u gt too many darlings 2 take care of u..to be by ur side..to love u..to be friends wif u...even though..deep inside i care..i wanna tok 2 u..i wanna smile n sae hi.. but my instincts told me otherwise...it hurts to see u..tts y the smile is off my face..i dunnoe why..but i feel rite nw i needed u so much..i need u by my side.. so i can cry n cry all out..i wanted u to be by my side..be the shoulder 4 me to cry on..haiz..but reality sets in..nuthing of tt sort will ever happen..so yeah..mite as well just avoid u 4 the time being..till all these feelings totally died dwn..thn maybe..i may tok 2 u..i never dared 2 make eye contact wif u either..haiz..i guess tt's all...yeah..
