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well..i am so sorrie if i hurt u..or u were hurt by me..but pls..stop..stop consuming the pills..pls..sha..dun do these kinda thing..i begged u..yeah..n if u dun want me 2 reallie tell u tt i am sad..i'll try my best 2 hide my feelings k..n i am so sorrie..haiz..pls..dun do it anymore..i am still tinking abt tt thing..wadeva
numairah tld me..like wth..i hope she doesn't noe anything..haiz...she like so cheeky liddat..alwaez grinning..like as if she noes it all..quite freaky leh..thn suddenly she said gd luck yest..shock me man..yeah..i guess tts all 4 nw..bb peepz...

well..life is so painful..i can;t take it whenever i see her cry..it hurts me like hell..
haiz..hope..she isn't paining 2 much..i am so worried..cried like hell...haiz..i hope she's fine..joey..thnks k..u alwaez noe whn 2 approach me..haiz..

well..todae so fun..me n kak noorin..so fun siahz..we tok n tok..abt her skool life..well..yeah..thn gt these caterpillars..scare us onli..me n her start screaming..n she hit the thing n it died..muahaha..eeeww..i tell u..gross man.. yeah..thn..we were so caught up in our conversation..tt i didn't realise time was flying..yeah..thn had 2 go up cuz..its going 2 be 10pm liaoz..haiz..yeah here i am blogging..while mum is nagging awae..asking me 2 sleep..so better go off b4 she start 2 nag more..muakz..ppl..

haiz..sooner or later..my darling will be so bz wif her lovelife..haiz..it still leaves me the extraded one here..haiz..feel so jealous siahz..nw i can't alwaez follow thm..or else i'll be so lamp post..like wad liddat..haiz..thn..i wun be able 2 spend so much time wif my darling liaoz..haiz..i guess i juz mix ard wif wahidah larhz..haiz..wad 2 do..but wahidah also very bz wif hers..haiz..i feel so extra.. lala also so bz wif her darlz..mel..so drifted frm me..haiz..*sobs*..well..sha..
once u n her stead..thn i guess..me n u can break larhz..ok..haiz..*CrieS*..i dunnoe wad the hell 2 do siahz..i noe..shall juz tok 2 the ppl i noe online..ez.. thn in skul..juz be wif myself lorhz..haiz..or maybe can go out wif susu..or mariah..haiz..so boring..nvm..y do a lot of ppl noe abt me n her..i dun remember telling tt many ppl..i juz told..suzana n wahidah..yeah..n if i nt wrg shaheen..haiz..hw lala n the rest all noe...maybe i did tld lala but tt was long time ago one..thn i said i 4gt abt her..but i didn't remember telling her i had the feelings back..or maybe izzit i wrote 2 her in da letter???haiz..i am so confused..but hw the hell did mai find out???wth..i hope saedz nvr..cuz once she noes..i'll def feel scared..i dun want our friendship 2 be at stake..haiz.. even though me n her can nvr..u noe..but i still wanna kip our frienship..haiz.. so 4 those who already noes..i hope u all wun go n spread k..n lala pls dun make it so obvious..haiz..n i wanna forget her..haiz..she's attach..n she luvs her so much..i juz wanna kip it a low profile k..haiz..i guess tts all..

wad the fish..if i knew these kinda shit is gonna happen..i wld rathe follow wahidah siahz..wad the hell..they r keeping sth frm me..wad the fuck..fine larhz..if they so secretive and dun wanna tok abt it in front of me..thn mite as well..dun ask me cum rite..wad the fuck..ah go 2 hell larhz..sick man..i slashed agn..fed up man..wahliaoz..i cried like shit onli..wad did i do also i dunnoe..y muz exclude me..fine larhz..nw i noe..i nt trustworthy larhz..wad the fuck..fine..
PPL OUT THERE I AM NT TRUSTWORTHY..GET IT..SO DUN TELL ME NITHING..I DUN WANNA HEAR NO MORE..HAIZ..I FEEL LIKE SHIT..MAN..Y MUZ SHE sae tt..it hurts man..haiz..*sobs*haiz...i feel like killing myself...ahhhhhh.....wad the fuck!!!!

haiz..todae me sha n sum ppl..whn 2 numairah's..haha..sha..i happie siahz..haha..maybe can do it agn..sum time later..haha..and numairah nt bad..friendly..keep laughing like hell..haha..thn went hm wif ib..numairah sent sha hm..haha..yeah..enjoyed my dae 2dae..haha..yeah..ib..u want can ah..i also wanna see ur stead..haha..saw her pic onli..yeah..tc ppl..

Subject: Hello

Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you
you will send this back

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends

Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and takecomfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and ............................ always will..

I care about YOU !!

Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care...send this back to the person who sent it to you if you consider them a friend.

7 years 50 daez..wif carcada remix..rocks my werld man..
Seven years and fifty days
The time is passing by
Nothing in this world could be
As nice as you and I

Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song

Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream

I’ll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you

Seven years and fifty days
Now just look at me
Another girl I used to be
So then what do you see

Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song

Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream

I’ll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you

haiz..todae i lazie 2 cum 4 tt lazy lum's tutorial shit..all she do is reteach the same old thing..boredom!!!haiz..yeah..thn stayed at hm..woke up at sae 12pm haha..yeah..thn i bathe n went dwn..thn..they all like going 2 jurong big pool there..so i was like ok..yeah..thn cik oyah ask me if i wanna follow..thn i sae maybe nt..cuz my dad was like..giving tt stupid look..yeah..thn..they went..haiz..he was also there..but nvm..thn i stayed..todae i stayed dwn the longest siahz..the whole dae..haha..usuallie afternoon...i'll already be up n get my head stuck 2 the comp..but todae i stayed dwm til 11.43pm liddat..haiz.. yeah..thn we sat n tok n tok..so fun..but cannot be like this alwaez..thn they came back..he gaf me tt fucked up look..but i heck care lah..i also dunnoe wad i do siahz..thn i salam him..he dunnoe y also..after i salam him..he went 2 hug his wife..thn i just shuffled my hurt by laughing..yeah..thn after tt..i sat dwn.. thn gt this grp of mats..haha..thn sumone make a joke..n i laughed damn loud..thn gt this nt bad looking mat turn n look..thn i covered my mouth..but i didn't stop laughing..thn they look at me..they also started laughing..thn i kept quiet n gif thm this very fierce stare..thn they all shut up n cycled awae siahz..haha..then gt this mat disturb my bro..i gaf him a killer stare he rushed off..haha..thn gt later..gt this stupid small mat kental..bully my sis..i went up to him..n shout he just look at me n walk awae..siahz..was i tt fierce..haha..
thn the ppl there gt a shock..todae i damn ap siahz..haha..yeah..thn i was also quite rude n stuff lah..thn i went up..but i still bored..i look dwn..thn i was looking dwn..gt this guy look up..n i just like oh mak kau..n pulled my head in.. thn i look agn..thn guy also look..thn i just went in..haha..todae i keep hugging amelia..she darn cute man..haha..so adorable..haiz..oh yeah..i 4gt.. wahliaoz..stay here..everytime gt police cum one man..haha..yeah..this guy went zonkas in some clinic..start screaming here n there..thn we all kepo2 went 2 see..thn police came..wahliaoz..the police damn fierce man..start scolding whn the guy screamed at him..thn tt guy shut up..haha..thn he was dragged 2 the hospital..haiz..lazie rite the whole storie larhz..yeah..haiz..

haiz..she came 2dae..went into skool..they sae eh..atlas she came..thn my mood went dwnhill i grabbed malina's hand..n we walk the other wae..but she came 2 me n ask where is another gal..thn i sae i dunnoe..thn she said sth tt touch me n i decided 2 talk 2 her..n i dedided 2 tell her wad was on my mind.. except 4 tt part where admitting i like her..yeah..i asked her to at least reduce her intake of stuff..haiz..i feel so scared siahz..well..she loves her stead so much...yeah..i hope..she is happie 2gether tts all..but i'll alwaez be there 4 her.. if she needs me tt is...haiz...guess tts all..

oh yeah..thn todae gt tt learning style thing...so funny..had fun..but its quite boring also..yeah..ermz..thn me followed ib 2 sumwhere...yeah..thn after tt we went back 2 skool...thn ib went hm..cuz she sick..haiz..poor thing tt gerl..ib if u reading..just tc k...must try 2 change 4 the better k..haiz..pity u..ok..thn we went 2 mac..tt stupid suzana,sha n idah..is alwaez making me paiseh..so sickening can..wah liaoz..thn..lala n all of us esp me n shaheen making fun of lala..haha...we call her mrs bean..cuz she can immitate mr bean very well..wahliaoz..
ahaha..thn tt wahidah laugh damn loud..haha..thn we went to take our bus..haiz..yeah..i guess tts all...haiz...i feel like crying so much 2dae..even though i heard tt storie frm her..but i still dun like tt part i saw her in..i feel like crying siahz..haiz..

wad did i do??..he treats me like dirt..wad did i do??am i tt bad??izzit cuz i am so ugly tt he can't even accept me as a fwen??..or rather a sis..haiz..y wad did i do???summore my attitude these daez sucks like hell...slashed agn..suzana stop me by threathening..haiz...:'(been crying 4 so long...

This song describe exactly wad i am going thru' wif her

It Hurts To Be In Love
by Gene Pitney

It hurts to be in love, when the only one you love
turns out to be someone who´s not in love with you.
It hurts to love her so
when deep down inside you know,
she will never want you, no matter what you do.

and so you cry a little bit (hurts to be in love)
oh you die a little bit (hurts to be in love)
Day and night, night and day
it hurts to be in love this way.

how long can I exist?
wanting lips I´ve never kissed
she gives all her kisses, to somebody else.
She thinks I´m just a friend
though it hurts, I must pretend
the only way to keep her, is to keep it to myself.

And so I cry a little bit (hurts to be in love)
Oh I die a little bit (hurts to be in love)
Day and night, night and day
it hurts to be in love this way.

And so I cry a little bit (hurts to be in love)
Oh I die a little bit (hurts to be in love)
Day and night, night and day
it hurts to be in love this way.

It hurts to be in love, day and night, night and day
it hurts to be in love. night and day, day and night
it hurts to be in love, day and night, night and day......

well..todae supposed 2 go out wif ib,lala,sha,susu n idah..but in the end..onli me n susu can go out...wth..yeah..thn..she came 2 kallang..thn after tt..we went 2 tm..called tt ib 4 a few times..she sae later she cumming..but in the end..ended up..i waited 4 tt susu 2 get her hair cut..1 hr or so can..so long.. thn..after tt..we went walk2..called lala she sae she cumming after her cheerleading prac..so we decided 2 buy movie ticket..honey..yeah...thn saw tt syahidah n gang..wth siahz...gaf me n suzana tt look..like eh...like so jakon like tt..so i wanted 2 sae hi..decided 2 ignore n walk str8..suzana went bongkas after tt..n i pretend i dunnoe her..saw olivia but nvr sae hi 2 her..she dyed her hair red..like my god..siaow man tt gerl..haha..thn we walk2 agn..so suzana went 2 bugis 2 see if gt honey shw..but in the end..we went back 2 tm..thn yeah..saw lisa..thn after tt..lala came...thn we went 2 watch tt honey shw...so nice..jessica alba is one H.O.T babe man...seXy aSSss...hehe..yeah..i luv the wae she dance man...whoAh...hOt..hehe..the wae she shakes her booty..is just so sexy..she rocks man..haha..love her stomach damn flat..yeah..overall tt movie rocks man..yeah...ermz..thn we went hm..

todae..i went 2 malaysia..saw tt guy my dad wanted me 2 arranged my marriage wif..like whoah..quite yandao larhz..just tt his long hair irks me..haha no hard feelings..serious...yeah..thn..he do silat 4 his sis wedding thang..look so cute..thn kkk...shall start frm the very beginning..i went to jb..reached there..thn my dad 1st thing..sae..wheres my son-in-law..thn i dwn there like wad the heck..yeah..thn he saw tt guy..n thn..i was like so paiseh..so i didn't even look at him..thn he sae..wah sum ppl so proud larhz..thn i turn n salam him..thn he smiled..i blush n look awae..[dunnoe y also]..yeah..thn they chatted on 4 a few minutes..thn we went 2 eat the nasi minyak..thn my dad went 2 sing..i was like keep glancing at him..he look..i look awae..haha..thn quite a few times i stare n he also stared at the same time...haha..thn my dAD ask him 2 buy RM15 goreng pisang..so much can..yeah..thn he supposed 2 take motor..we didn't noe at first..thn my dad sae go together..thn he sae cannot larhz..i taking bike there..thn my dad sae ok..thn he sae can2..i take u first thn ur father..thn i was like wth..he's onli wad 16 or 17 n driving motorbike..scary can..thn my dad sae..nvm..u go there n cum back here..thn he sae oh ok...yeah..thn whn he came back..i had 2 go off..thn we went to holidae plaza..the chameleon there rocks siahz..so cheap summore..but tt stupid dad of mine..is rushing 4 time..so had 2 hurry here n there..sick...thn we took car back 2 spore..yeah..

thn cum back..i was in tt very glamified..dress..so i went up 2 change..thn i went dwn agn..amelia hunnie is there..i played wif her 4 awhile..thn he came..i asked him..wheres his wife..he sae on the wae..thn i just nod...thn we tok n stuff..thn his wife came..time flies...thn later onli me my mom rockey he n his wife..we tok 4 awhile..thn mum went up..thn i was wif her n her husband..so we tok abt stuff...thn i ask her..abt all this lezbianism shit..n we also tok abt hw he n her met n fall in luv n shit liddat..yeah..thn..she also tld me sth..they gt pregnant b4 they gt married..yeah..todae so fun..get 2 meet my old longest crush..thn i tok so many times wif him...but wad made me so happie was to meet my old longest crush ever..i dun mind if my dad wants me 2 get married 2 him..cuz he's nice..hahayeah..bb ppl...oh yeah..i 4gt to sae..one of my relative..far far one..he's engaged..whn he's onli 16 can...my god...pengz... actuallie i dun mind...haha...bb tc..muakz..

He looks at her, i look at him
shes looks away, i feel so grim
i love him but he loves her
why oh why its so unfair
why cant i be in her shoes?
but no i guess i always lose
shes so pretty shes so cool
i feel like drownin in a pool
why cant he love me like he loves her
OH MY GOD its so unfair!!!
she doest like him!
so why do i?
i feel like i am gonna cry
the frustration hurts
an so does pain
she got the guy
once again

Haiz...y oh y..do i tink of u every nite n dae..y do those gestures of urs make me moved..y do i take in ur kindness..y do i believe ur flirtations n get hurt..y do i alwaez get hurt over n over agn..y do i cry over little things..y do i cry whn i see u smile..y?y?..y do i feel like dying seeing u near her..y do i feel like committing suicide whnever u r concern abt me..y do i ignore u whn u tries 2 be friendly..y do i avoid ur stare..y do i feel afraid whenever i'm near u..n y do i feel sad n like so vunerable whnever u r a distance awae frm me..y do i get worried unnecessarily..y?..y?..y am i like this??..is it gonna be worth it if i turn crooked??will it do me any gd??haiz...so many tears..so many hurts...so much depression..haiz....all these 4 u..but u'll alwaez luv her all ur life..n flirt wif her.. all ur past time..

well..i cried n cried all nite long..i keep tinking of her n him..he's engaged..haiz.. its so sad..haiz...my eyes were so puffy..thn i keep tinking of her..she is making her life miserable by consuming those dangerous stuff..n i can't even do anything...haiz..i love you n yet hate u..i need u and yet i want u..y oh y..i dun wanna be crooked..but being str8 hurts..haiz...

ohmygod..sth happen..i tink the guy who kena bashed up is a drug dealer..my god..whn i saw tt..i tot of her siahz..wad if..she kena bashed up like tt..wad if she is the one tt is caught..i can never imagine..haiz..i'll cry for daez siahz..haiz..i luv her so much..ohmygosh..i just sae tt..haiz...HELP ME!!!I DUN WANNA BE CROOKED...

I Have No Choice Now (No Me Queda Mas)
by Selena

I have no choice now but lose myself
In an abyss of sadness and tears
I have no choice now but to bear my loss
And wish you happiness
I have no choice now if today
Your return would be impossible
And this that wasn't love. this that you deny today
What you say never happened
It's the sweetest memory in my life

I had hoped from the bottom of my soul
That one day you would stay with me
And I even maintained the illusion
That fed my heart, my heart that today
Has to see you only as a friend

And even though I lived in love
And I was totally wrong I don't care,
Because this really was love
For me, the loveliest, the greatest love
ANd even though you will forever turn your back on it,
It was the most beautiful

todae supposed 2 hv our heats..but it was cancelled as it was raining heavily.. so we r dismissed early..yeah..lots of things happen..in skool..during recess.. idah gaf the letter to him..n he returned it 2 idah..saying he's engaged..mine..i heard tt..n my heart just shattered rite there..i went thru the daez in daze..wanted 2 cry but no tears came..thn maths..ms masura look at me..thn i look at her..she look awae..wat a woman..haha..thn after skool..i cldn't take it..
i cried..i hugged idah..n cried..haiz..dunnoe whether she saw..cuz she was looking at my direction..haiz..thn dunnoe larhz..yeah..thn i cried agn at the stadium cuz of my hp..tot it was lost..haiz..yeah..thn she was there..n she is onli wif those chiobus..haiz..feels envious..but its normal isn't it..4 sumone like her 2 go 4 looks..cuz her reputation more important..haiz...

called tt najjad..haha..so cute can her voice..like whoah..haha..ok ok..her name sound guyish..nt sure of her character..haha..skali she one minah..havoc siahz..haha..hope she nt minah..yeah..fun man..haiz..yeah..i guess..i so shy shy...but she damn open can..she started wif a joke..haha..thn me as easy as tt continued..thn we had 2 go..too bad..haha..guess tts all..

whoah..first time..i asked 4 sumone's number..4 my ownself...haha..summore she so yandao..my god..**pengz**..tomoro shall get my hp..thn can sms her..ahhh...hehe..wahliaoz..suzana..wad if i turn crooked..n life goes zonkas agn..wah liaoz..isucks man..haiz...yeah..n i hope the other she..isn't angrie at me being so distant frm her..i scared she'll hate me..

todaez..so fun..i keep hugging his wife...haha..she's pregnant..can't believe it..haha..yeah..thn todae..he was like looking at my baby photo n sae i very cute..haha..look like my sis..haha..thn todaez..we had many conversation..hehe..yeah..thn..raining..gt very little drops of rain..so i didn't exactly feel it..thn he sae gt raindrops..thn i sae where gt..thn he was like this gerl ah..where gt where gt..thn he smiled..haha..so swit his smile..yeah..thn i tak sengaje terperanjatkan his wife..thn my dad scolded me..thn i keep apologising 2 her..thn she sae nvm..so yeah..thn i hugged her n stuff..nw i feel like she's my older sis liddat..she very huggable..n nice 2 me..hehe..yeah.. thn also gt cik misha's daugher-in-law..so nice..she asking me 2 werk at macdonald there..during my holz..so i agreed..hehe..:Dyeah..ermz..well..he like me liddat..gt moodswings..haha...but he's still swit..haha..oh yeah..todae i saw the other him agn..haha..he was so cute n funny can..wahidah shld noe who i am toking abt..she summore can want 2 gif him the letter..like wad shit..haha.. i guess tt's all..muakz..

P.S.:JOey..i'll def replie ur email k..but it mite take sumtime..ok..u tc..n i miz u too..
LAtiff:Rest n stop going online if u r sick..stop making me worried!!!
WahidAh:Well..i tink i want u 2 gif him tt letter 2moro kk..

HAPPY BURFDAE DARLING!!!!

well..sumtimes she makes me wonder..i mean..y shld u care whn i never tok 2 u..it doesn't make a difference wad..i am juz a mere acquintance..i am invisible..so y u wanna noe y i ignore u...n when u smile i wun smile back..y shld u even gif a damn..seriously..i am just an ugly invisible girl..so it doesn't make a difference even if i am nt present in ur life..haiz..so y care??girl..u gt too many darlings 2 take care of u..to be by ur side..to love u..to be friends wif u...even though..deep inside i care..i wanna tok 2 u..i wanna smile n sae hi.. but my instincts told me otherwise...it hurts to see u..tts y the smile is off my face..i dunnoe why..but i feel rite nw i needed u so much..i need u by my side.. so i can cry n cry all out..i wanted u to be by my side..be the shoulder 4 me to cry on..haiz..but reality sets in..nuthing of tt sort will ever happen..so yeah..mite as well just avoid u 4 the time being..till all these feelings totally died dwn..thn maybe..i may tok 2 u..i never dared 2 make eye contact wif u either..haiz..i guess tt's all...yeah..

wat the fuck!!!!arghhhh....so fucked up man..am i still too young 4 stuff???wad the fuck!!!!!!!!just fuck off...urghh...why can't they just treat me like one of them..must he esp..spoil my mood..like..watever..shw me tt fucked up look pls larhz k...u stop acting so fucking big!!!ur wife also nt tt fucked up like u..go to hell larhz..act so tao..my arse man..u treat me like wad man..whn ur wife is there..u treat me so like shit..whn ur wife nt there..u treat me ever so nicely..so which is u..tt fucked up guy or tt gentlemenly guy..or are all guys the same..their ego r wae too sucky..urghhh....watever man...guys sucks man..all they can tink abt is their ego...wATEVER!~~..men are all incosiderate bunch of fools...fucked up..esteem too high..n too egoistic..fuck off man..get a fucking life..wad..being an egoist is so fantastic izzit???WATEVER!!!!GUYS JUST RUINS MY DAE N MY LIFE...WAD THE FUCK MAN!!!!GO N FUCK EVERYONE 4 ALL I CARE..U SUCH AN INCOINCEITED FOOL!!!!ARHGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH........MAN.. DUN RULEZ MY WERLD..ANY GUYS OUT THERE WHO CAN CHANGE THE WAE I TINK ABT GUYS..U'LL BE LUCKY!!!!!CUZ I TINK ALL GUYS OUTTHERE SUCKS..
MAYBE LIFE ISN'T TT HARD BEING A CROOKED!!!!**HMMZZ....**MAYBE SO HUH..SUZANA..MAYBE BEING A CROOKED IS BETTER???CUZ GUYS ARE ALL IMPOTENT FAGGOTS!!!ALL THEY CARE ABT R LOOKS N LETS SAE A CHIOBU WALK IN FRONT OF THEM..THEY'LL WHISTLE N ASK FOR NUMBERS..BUT IF PPL LIKE ME..WALKS..LOOK ALSO NT INTERESTED...WATEVER..ACTUALLIE EVEN BUTCHES R LIDDAT..SO WAD I'M SUPPOSED 2 TURN 2 BEING A PURE LEZ???EWW...*cross-fingers*DUN EVER DARE 2 TINK OF TT...URGHHH......I FEEL LIKE SLASHING..OR MAYBE I CAN SWALLOW 12 PANADOLS LIKE WAD THE OTHERS R DOING NW..HMMM....CAN AH..THN PPL SHLD BE HAPPIE SEEING ME DEAD!!!

wat the fuck!!!!arghhhh....so fucked up man..am i still too young 4 stuff???wad the fuck!!!!!!!!

My gurl..tt shw made me cry..so much pain and grief in tt shw..used 2 be tt close 2 a guy..but our friendship just parts along in life..must move on...they sae..but did i ever moved on???haha..physically maybe..emotionally never..haiz,
still miz him like madfuck..haiz..nvm....yeah..just imagine..there's onli 2 person u look up on in ur life...thn one left without saying gdbye..and will never cum back..in otha werds died..and the other..u love...u confessed n he said he is getting married..man..miserable..bit like mine..just tt he is married..n my otha bestfwen isn't dead or nithing..haiz..life is a miserable wreck..bro is sick..life is terrible i tell u..haiz..n i missed my darling's burfdae party..such a gr8 darling i am man...i SUCK!!!haiz...sorrie darling..cldn't make it..my mood is totally a dwnfall..dun wanna make ur party a flood wif ma tears..larhz huh..let ur party be a gr8 one without me k...cuz i hv very bad moodswings..n i dun wanna spoil ur party larhz...either by getting angry or sad n cry..kk..i guess tts all ah..

A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity..




What kind of girl are you?
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haiz...well..i called her..thn whn she picked up..i put dwn..wah liaoz..i am so scared 2 call her n ask her if she can go out..thn
missed the chance..bitch man me..tried calling her agn..but she off her mobile..fuck larhz..me..shld hv juz ask..stupid man me..
haiz...so wasted. .nw..my mood like shit can..summore..the other person..
todae in skool..like keep seeing her...so much pain...wahliaoz..summore wahidah changed seat..nw..i am even more bored..fuck ah..hw 2 tok abt him..nw..haiz...life seriously sucks man...ahhh...go to hell larhz...maybe sha..i can't go 2 ur chalet..if i cum..i'll just be sad n cry..so i mite juz spoil ur party huh..so i shall celebrate wif u on mondae k...ur real burfdae....muakz..reallie luv u lots..tc..miz ya..sorrie agn...guess dat's abt it...

yest..he was dwn there..wif his wife..thn..his wife look up n saw me..n smiled..thn i being the extra 1..waved like a maniac..thn his wife waved at me..thn he like put his head 2 the back..n look up..thn i turn my head ard n waved..thn he laughed..so cute..i love him more n more each dae..

Well..i'm in skool nw..saw sumone who looks like him..haha..tt guy who looks like him is in SAC..whoooh...haha..shall nt mention who k..haha..yesterdae celebrated dad's burfdae..went dwn..was actuallie searching for him..but i juz realise todae gt karaoke..so he will be here but late..so yeah...i waited all dae 4 him..thn he came.. served him food..n stuff..thn yeah larhz..so cute..i love 2 dae... love him so much..tt i am afraid..haiz...

Nora
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Love-less
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