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Friday, February 06, 2004
In this haze,
I tried my best to survive.
As I sat dwn,
And saw the days zoomed by.
I became afraid.
Really afraid.
What if my dreams will shatter
Before I cld achieve it.
What if I grow up to be a gd 4 nuthing?
What if my wish or
Rather my dream to be in jc
Just withered like that.
Building a strg foundation is all it takes.
But it's easy 2 sae but sumthing hard 2 achieve.
I tried my very best.
To achieve what I really want in school.
But everything is slacking.
My studies.
My focus.
Everything.
If I don't focus,
I can guarantee a B or even a C
For all my exams...
And I can't accept that!
I need an A or at least a B+
But never C!!!
Life is terrible..
Time seems to fly by!
Sooner than later we will all be sitting 4 our O's
What I'm afraid of is,
What if I won't be awake by thn?
What if I'm still in my dream world
A world of fantasies and dreams!
Where to me no reality exists
Where everyone can get n do whatever they want
Without needing 2 care whether or nt its rite or wrg
And life is stress free!!
Where everyone's love-life is a SUCCESS!!!
Not a single one is left heartbroken or wounded!
Where all wounds will be healed completely
Where education is not as important as basic respect n love!!!
That is my dream world!!!
RealiTY Is CrUeL!!!
