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mum's being such a bitch..assholes..sorrie darl..i shout at u over the phone..haiz..wahliaoz..tok on the phone cannot..go out til late cannot..this hse like prison siahz..maybe worst thn prison..assholes..i am alread 15 for crying out loud..whn i sae i needed attention..i dun mean it in this wae..i wld rather hv abg's attention..haiz..ass man..onli if there is prince charming to get me awae frm this asshole's hse..haiz..why am i so jiwang this daez..haiz..i tink i'm gonna turn into minah jiwang siak..haiz..nvm..haiz..why muz it be life at hm like this..supposedly home shld be the place where we can release our stress or rather a place where we can forget abt out stress..n hv fun..ni takde..its nt reducing stress but adding to it..haiz..like this i wld rather stay in skool all my life..man..haiz..i miz abg sari..maybe some saturdaez can wake up early n go his hse..hehe..cheeky..nvm..haiz..miz thm so much siahz..yeah tts
all..
kor ur poem is b4 this entry..i dunnoe who is it supposed 2 meant 2

KorKor this poem is just for you
PaInS
Brother,you are all that I ever had
In times of my defiance
You stood up for me
You healed all my wounds which time can never.

You wipe off the tears tt well up my eyes
In my grief,you would be there to comfort me
And tell me that everything's gonna be alrite
You would say"I'll always be there for u."

But now that I need you
You are far far away
Far away from my reach
A place where its so far.

Deep within I know you never meant to make me cry
But I cries every night just thinking of the time we spent together
I don't and never will blame you now or ever
As I know you too have your life to be occupied with.

I could see my life crumbling before me
The tears I've cried
The heartache I felt
Since the day you went away

You meant a world to me
Please come back to me
I yearn the day where we can meet agn
All I want to is"I love you!"

-amiNaH-

Well..todae went out wif my family n cik timah n lela..well..fun ah todae...went to godpa's hse..miz him so much..so long nia see him lorhz..he look more handsome can..haha..well..he is old..n yet look so young..haiz..haha..thn he make a lot of joke..haha..i was so laughing can..hehe..ermz..thn went over 2 ya's hse...hehe..she damn cute lorhz..haiz..todaez life was fun:D

Let's talk abt yesterdae..which is on a saturdae..happie...haha..went out wif my darling n ptk..went 2 bugis..walk walk..haha..thn ate ice cream..thn supposed 2 meet this guy..but in the end..didn't meet also..haiz..stupid..nt gonna talk 2 him liaoz..sicko..haha..jk..niwaez..yeah as i said supposed 2 meet the guy but in the end sha went 2 my hse instead..haha..she played wif my hammie thn wif my laptop..haha..thn at 5 she went home..haiz..tt ptk had 2 go off early..needa go meet her fwen marhz..yeah i guess tts all..bb..

Wassup..haha..life's been horrendous..haiz..too many things 2 tink abt..so many probs tt needs 2 be solved..

THE TRUTH ABOUT GIRLS



1. wHeN a giRl sAyS sHe'S sAd, bUt sHe aiN't cRyiNg, iT mEaNs sHe'S cRyiNg iN hEr hEaRt.


2. wHeN sHe iGnOrEs yOu aFtEr yOu'Ve dOnE sOmEtHiNg wRoNg, iT's bEsT tO giF hEr sOmE tiMe tO cOoL dOwN b4 tOuChiNg hEr hEaRt wiF aN aPoLoGy.


3. A giRl cAn't fiNd aNyThiNg tO hAtE 'bOut tHe gUy sHe lOvEs wHiCh iS Y iT's sO hArd fOr hEr tO 'gEt oVeR hiM' aFtEr tHe rElAtiOnShiP iS oVeR..


4. iF a giRl lOvEs a gUy, hE'LL aLwAyZ b oN hEr miNd eVeRy miNuTe oF tHe dAy, eVeN iF sHe iS wiF hEr bEsT giRLfReNs..


5. wHeN tHe gUy sHe lYkS sMiLeS n lOoKs dEeP iNtO hEr eYeS, sHe'LL siMpLy mElT.


6. A giRl lYkS tO hEaR cOmPliMeNtS bUt uSuAllY iS nOt sUrE hOw tO rEaCt tO dEm.


7. wHeN a gUy fLiRtS wiF a giRl vErY oFtEn, tHe giRl wUd sTaRt wOnDeRiNG iF tHe gUy lYkS hEr. sO iF yOu tReAt a giRl oNlY aS a fReN, gO eZ oN tHe sMiLeS n sTaReS kAeZ..


8. iF yOu dUn lYk a giRl hU lYkS yOu, teLL hEr gEntLy..


9. iF a giRl sTaRtS aVoiDiNg yOu aFtEr yOu rEjEctEd hEr, lEaVe hEr aLoNe fOr aWhiLe..iF yOu sTiLL tReAt hEr aS a fReN, tOk tO hEr..


10. giRls eNjOy tOkiNg aBt wAd dEy fEeL..mUsiC, pOeTry, dRaWiNg n wRiTiNg r wAyS oF eXpReSsiNg tHeMsElVeS wHiCh eXpLaiNs Y mOst giRls lYk wRiTiNg jOuRnAlS n lEtTeRs..


11. nV teLL a giRl tAd sHe iS uSeLeSs iN aNy wAy.


12. bEiNg tOo sEriOuS mAy tUrN a giRl oFf..


13. wHeN tHe gUy sHe lYkS caLLs hEr fOr tHe 1sT tiMe, tHe giRl mAy aCt uNiNtErEsTeD dUriNg tHe caLL..bUt aS sOoN aS tHe pHoNe iS bAcK oN tHe hOoK, sHe wiLL whOOp wiF jOy n iMmEdiAtEly sTaRt tElEpHoNiNg hEr fReNs tO sPrEaD tHe nEwS..


14. A sMiLe mEaNs a lOt tO a giRl.


15. iF yOu lYk a giRl, tRy bEiNg hEr fReN 1st..lEt hEr gEt tO nOE mOrE aBt yOu..


16. iF a giRl sAyS sHe cAn't gO oUt wiF yOu cOz sHe hAs tO sTuDy, jUz lEaVe..


17. bUt iF sHe sTiLL caLLs yOu oR eXpEcT a caLL fRm yOu, sTaY..


18. dUn tRy tO gUeSs a giRl'S fEeLiNgS..aSk hEr..


19. hEaRiNg tHe wOrdS "i lOvE yOu" iS a gReAt rEaSsUrAnCe tO a giRl tAd sHe iS bEaUtiFuL..


20. aFtEr a giRl faLLs iN lOvE wiF a gUy, sHe'LL wOndEr Y sHe nV nOtiCed hiM bEfOrE..


21. iF yOu nEed tiPs oN hOw tO fLiRt wiF a giRl, rEad rOmAnCe sToRiEs..


22. wHeN cLaSs piCtUrEs cUm oUt, a giRl wUd 1st cHeCk hU iS sTaNdiNg nExt tO hEr cRuSh bEfOrE aCtUaLLy lOoKiNg aT hErSeLf..


23. a giRl's eX-cRuSh wiLL aLwAyX B iN hEr mEmOrY, bUt tHe gUy sHe lOvEs nOw sTaYs iN hEr hEaRt..


24. giRls lOvE hAviNg fUn


25. a siMpLe 'Hi' cAn bRiGhTeN a giRl's dAy..


26. a giRl's bEst fReNs uSuALLy nOe bEsT wAd sHe iS fEeLiNg n gOiNg tHrU.


27. giRls hAte iT wHeN a gUy pAyS aTtEnTiOn tO dEm jUz tO gEt cLoSe tO tHeiR 'pReTtiEr' fReN..


28. lOvE mEaNs dEvOtiOn, cAriNg n hApPiNeSs tO a giRl, iN tAd oRdEr..


29. sOmE giRls cArE aBt lOoKs, sOmE cArE aBt bRaiNs, bUt ALL giRlS wAn a gUy hU'LL lOvE n cArE fOr dEm..


30. giRlS wAn nTh mOrE tHaN tO fEeL lOvEd..


31. giRlS wAit mOnThS n yEaRs fOr tHe gUy dEy lOvEd siMpLy cOz dEy wAnTeD tO b lOvEd iN rEtUrN..

Well..tt new girl's name is wahidah..she nt bad ah..a bit of the minah sort..and
we soo hv one thing in common..we both lovesss TECHNO:Dyeahz..haha..thn its like i guess we can get along;)quite shock actuallie..cuz u noe..i dislike minahz..and now i tink i am behaving more and more like one..haiz...i noe i shldn't be doing all this but...i feel so i dunnoe..confused..like i dunnoe wat i am or wad i am supposed 2 do..i dun wanna turn bitchy or anything...juz wanna be "in"..get it..haiz..i guess tts abt it..bb..

It hv been some time..since I knew you,
You look at me with a smile so sweet..
That capture my heart in its hundreds beat..
You make me shake with pleasure...
I love you so much and yet so scared
You are such a popular guy
That I am scared if you turn me down

If only I am not as snobbish as I want myself 2 be
Thn maybe I might stand a chance 2 be your friend
But as nt many who knows me..
I am stubborn..as stubborn as can be..
Though I miss and love you so much
I would tell myself otherwise...
That actuallie I hate you..
But deep down I know
I hv fallen in love with you
Way to in love with you..

Changes

(Kelly)
I feel unhappy
I have so sad
I lost the best friend
That I ever had

(Ozzy)
She is my baby
I loved her so
But it's too late now
I've let her go

(Chorus)
We going through changes
We going through changes

(Kelly)
We shared the years
We shared each day
I love you daddy
But i found my way

(Ozzy)
You know the world
Its an evil place
My baby is grown now
She found her way

(Chorus)
We going through changes
We going through changes

(Kelly)
It took so long
To realize
And i can still hear
His last goodbyes

(Ozzy)
Now all my days
Are filled with tears
Wish I could go back
And change these years

(Chorus)
We going through changes
We going through changes
Changes changes changes

well..i tink i am having a crush on sumone...nt telling who...haha...yeah wadever..err..i tink i shld update abt teachers..oh yeah..teachers were gr8..i reallie like ms masura...she is so chio..my god..haiz..yeah..and we gt ah quah as our pe teacher can..haiz..hope he wun be so cruel..and mrs lam is nt tt bad juz tt she is very blur...but ok larhz..tends to be too strict..at times..and ms tan is our form teacher..well..the rest is nt bad..mdm aznah as our bio teacher..and ms juliana as our social stu..yeah..overall the teachers r nt bad.. but i sure miz ms lee..she was so gd..haiz..i guess tts all...

MESSAGES!!!
For Pilar:Thanks for tt wonderful gift:Dmy wonderful HAMSTER:D

For Latiff:Well it's been long since i last chatted wif u..so yeah hope u enjoy life in the skool k..muz sturdie hard k..tc..byez..

For Kor Roy:Well..i undrstd..btw u tc and hv fun wif ur gf k..well..thnks anywaez..maybe can meet up larhz..call u n set a date k..but i muz lie lorhz.. as usual..haiz..sorrie..hehe..yeah..:Dtc niwaez..miz u sooooooo much..haiz..

well..yesterdae was my burfdae..celebrated it at kallang there..wah liaoz.. damn fun can..so cool..lala,joey,susu n my darling came...haha...tk a van there n they manage 2 sabo me like hell can..thn in the toilet i bathing still wanna sabo..haiyoh..thn later tt lala went on top of me can..idiot girl..well..n stuff happens..lots..lazie 2 update all..yeah..fun fun fun..thnks peep 4 making my dae:D

well..why muz this happen???hw can tt cruel taxi driver escape..i wished he will get n accident 2 n died immediately...sickening..u had already hit him..n u juz fleed...wtf..haiz..am i being 2 emotional here?i dunnoe..but i do luv him.. seriously..thn his bro the eldest 1..[he's the youngest]keep vomitting blood.. haiz..thn i dunnoe wad's gonna happen 2 my favourite 1..the 2nd child..in the family..haiz...anything happen 2 him..i seriously dunnoe wad to do wif my life.. i luv him sooooooooooooo much ok..more thn my dad n my mum..reallie..i treat him like my own brother ok..haiz...

u noe wad's my burfdae wish?i wish he cld be there 2 celebrate it wif me..[e whole family actuallie]..haiz..n this happen??haiz..i feel so utter despair..haiz.. why muz it be whenever i picture sth so perfect in my dreams..thn in reality everything juz shatters..REALITY ish cruel..damn cruel..haiz...i dunnoe..i tink this ish the worst burfdae ever..n my parents is so neglecting me..haiz..i am like an absolute noone in the family..an outcast 2 thm..haiz..nw my onli wish is to see all my fwenz there at my so-called party..haiz..but it sure gonna be a sad n lonely dae 4 me...haiz..***pray for him to get better..and for my tiger nt to get any bad luck***

R.E.A.L.I.T.Y.I.S.H.C.R.U.E.L

haiz..tomoro ish gonna be my burfdae n yet this kinda thing..hv 2 happen 2 me...haiz...i luv them 2 much..muz this happen...1 is in accident the other is vomitting blood...haiz..can i juz kill myself...swallow sum pills or drown myself in the sea..slash 2 death..??choose 4 me man...if anything happen 2 the other i shall reallie kill myself i guess..cuz he is like a special one 2 me...

Nora
Simpleton
Love-less
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