blog,
Saturday, November 29, 2003
this is funnie...i mean me dancing????yeah ritex...
haiz..todaez life juz sucks alritex...the dae started out well..thn slowly it turned out 2 be sooooo bad...haiz..i shall nt disgress abt it alritez..juz tt i wanna die this very minute!!!!...
ok wif mum liaoz..happie happie..and the otha reason also cuz i slash..so happie:)yippiez..hehe..oh yeah..abg addey[aka Noor Addey Rasidi]my god can
u..u bcum local star already huh..hehe...happie happie..but i miz u siahz..haiz..cld still recalls those time we used 2 spent times 2getha..so fun can..haiz...at bodyshock tt pub.. we used 2 stay at tt room n scare each otha..haha...abg..nw gt a baby huh.. well..happie family abg...miz u..oh yeah..hope ur cd will go up huh..rahsia..i heard one of ur songs.. nice larhz..juz tt 2 rocky..nt my type..hehe...i more 2 the sentimental n romance side..haha..yeah u tc..muakz..luv u..miz u soooo much...
Friday, November 28, 2003
Haiz...going 2 kl in a few daez time..haiz..so sianz..going wif mami raima...wad if
he cums?thn i die lorhz..cuz i can't see him..haiz...so sianz..nvm..
hope this dumb trip is worth the while larhz huh..i mean fun..if nt..then i juz wasting my time siahz..haiz..yeah..i miz abg ansari...pls dun make me like this..
u r the one n only of my dreams..tt came true..onli u...haiz...the othas had neva..eva..haiz...well..
in my cries n tears i found sumone special...in the nick of time when i tot there is no more light at the end of the tunnel...u appeared wif a candle in hand 2 show me the wae..i wanna thank u 4 all dat..u r the gem i had alwaez been searching 4..i wanna thank u agn..4 showing me tt life does hv a meaning..and there's alwaez a wae out of trouble..nuthing is impossible.. unless u want it tt wae..i hv neva undrstd the meaning of luv..til u step into my life as sumone so special..but now..u wanna leave me..u r expecting me 2 keep onli memories..and tots of u..its hard..i noe its neva impossible but its hard 4 me..haiz..i luv u too much..
-nora to my brother-
Thursday, November 27, 2003
Your Monday horoscope, Aminah!
What you assumed would be lasting influence among a certain crowd is suddenly in short supply this afternoon. Look to douse any rumors before they spread like wildfire, as these speculations about your love life are making people wonder just who the real you is.
Well..todae went out 2 quite a number of ppl's hse..haiz..mostly at yishun... yeah..thn i am so freaking bored..oh yeah..went 2 cik nong's hse can..so paiseh..her son damn quiet 1..so i had 2 hide lorhz..i mean..i was so quiet.. whenever..his mum toks..i juz listened..n answered whn i am supposed 2.. wah liaoz..he quite yan..hahaha..but nt my type..niwaez..i like a guy liaoz..haha
well..he is everything i asked 4 larhz huh..yeah..hehe..i guess tt's all..reached home ard 11 sth or so..yeah..tc peeps..byez..
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Well..this hari raya song..best describe my daez..haiz..meaningful werds and tots larhz huh..it juz so tell me abt my hari raya life..abt my tots n my feelings..the truth lies in the song larhz huh..ppl cum ppl go..but all of them is nt who i wanna see..all i want is u but all i hv are memories of u..i miz u so much..love u loads...tc peeps..enjoy the song...as in the lyrics..[4 malay onli..unless those chinese noe hw 2 read thn by all means...;)]
Sepasang Kurung Biru
Tiada salam atau ucapan
Tiada pesan tanda ingatan
Suasana penuh keriangan
Ku teringat pada seseorang
oh...
Di hari yang berbahgia ini
Hatiku kosong dan sepi sekali
Betapa manis kenangi lalu
Menyambut raya bersama denganku
oh...
( korus )
Tiada bisikan lembut yang ku dengar
Hanya suara azan sayup bergema
Masih kurasakan hangat tanganmu
Di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku
Tetamu datang tetamu pergi
Namun tak tiba orang ku nanti
Hanya sepasang kurung nan biru
Menjadi teman mengubat rindu ku
oh...
( ulang korus )
Well..todaez..went 2 tok's hse..wah liaoz..zahrim so tall can..he used 2 be onli abt sae my shoulder area..nw i am at his chin area..sickening..haiz..nw cannot call him shortie liaoz..dun sae tt..tok 2 him also i dun dare..hehe.. yeah..haiz.. tot
he wld be there..but he wasn't...[sobs..]haiz..yeah..thn went 2 obe' mimi's hse..hehe..abg man so big alreadie can..hehe..thn went next door..my old hse..@toa payoh there..miz it so much can...tt's was where my last memories of happiness last...haha..still remembered..hw close me n those mats there were..used to be so fun...haha..weren't shy wid them n they weren't shy wif me..haiz..missed those time can..yeah..thn..and abg aiman..u sure looks like a dad..hehe..:Psorrie..yeah..thn went up 2nd floor 2 my ex neighbour's hse..hahaz..yeah..n my neighbour..still the same..*rolls eyes* alwaez ask me if i gt bf..(who wld want me siahz..)yeah..thn he ask me 2 choose..abg man ke..i was like wateva...i want 2 concentrate on my studies..:)
truth ok..yeah..thn went to pak long's hse..last hse 4 da dae ..cuz dad werking.so yeah..guess tt's all..tc folks..miz u all...welcum 2 my hse 4 hari raya ok..luv u peeps..loads...
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Well..todaez..went out larhz huh..yesterdae sae ard 12 am or so..there is this grp of mats n minahs..dwnstairs..they played tt stupid fire crackers tt hv a very loud sound effect..wah liaoz..my ears almost went deaf can..*rolls eyes*
well..thn i was like looking dwn..actuallie..i wished i was one of them..seriously..
but hey i still prefer 2 be da wae i am now!!!A LONER..hehex..yeah..
todae..1st dae of hari raya..wad i was doing..
(^.^)woke up at ard..9.30 am..[wah kauz..the kids at upp boon keng..sure hv gr8 moods 4 hari raya can..at sae 9.45 they knocked on the door siahz..wah.. even i lazie can..wld rather slp n go 2 hses where ppl noe me..haiz...yeah..i mean so boring can..go 2 hses where u dun even fuck noe them..urghh..haha
yeah..well up 2 them lorhz..their bizz huh..tt was juz my opinion anywaez..;) well..thn after i woke up i bathe..thn gt readie..2 go 2 mami ya's hse..frm there on went 2 sae..ummz..cik hassan's hse...thn went to cik nah's hse but she nt hm..haiz..miz her macaroni can..haiz..nvm..shall wait 4 next yr lorhz.. thn went 2 abg azhar noor lesta's hse..but damn it he nt hm..urghh..nvm.. thn went ova 2 nenek's hse..b4 proceeding 2 mami bee's hse..then tt woman cried larhz huh..pity her..but at times..she juz..nvm..shall nt bitch huh..will add sins to me..thn it will be a waste of my 1 mth fasting..yeah..thn mamu noordin came 2 mami's hse..so gt transport waited 4 him..thn went ova..2 nek kecik hse..well..we were the onli 1 there..then cik ani came..thn tt stupid
GUY came..
BAPOK..can't std him man..:P:P..well..i totally ignored him 2dae...haha..i used this kebaya..the clothes nice..but me as usual nt nice..haha..so i act a bit larhz..huh..hehe..thn i gt hp..wah so proud can.. aminah u beta mend ur waez or god shall neva gif u a chance 2 own a hp..hehe
yeah..thn went 2 mami sara's hse..hehe..ermz..
thn went 2 my YA's hse..hehe i juz sooooo luv her can..she is my no.1 fav auntie:)..muakzzz..yeah..thn went hm..haiz..cannot see
him..haiz..so sianz can..usuallie..
he will alwaez go 2 tok malik's hse during hari raya..
but stupid dad dun wanna go atok's hse..nw..cannot see
him..i mizzz
him so much can..haiz..wonder if
he gt miz me nt..haha..last yr dad went
his hse..but i cldn't follow cuz gt skool marhz..n i was living wif my aunt...so yeah..cldn't follow..thn my dad sae..
he keep asking where i was..haha..honoured siahz..thnks..and my dad..calls him son-in-law..when i am NOT even MARRIED 2
HIM..haiz..but it's ok huh..
he gt the qualities..of my dream guy..hehez..yeah..thn reached hm..mamu noordin called saez..they wanna cum ova..yeah hse was upside dwn can..cuz gt a total no of 6 kids in da hse..so yeah..my hse 2 a playpen 4 awhile huh..nvm..shall be more calm..during hari raya..if otha daes..i wld hv bite their heads off..haha..ok..gtg..later gt panda eyes agn..thn i die..byez...
tc..luv u peeps loads..muakz...
Monday, November 24, 2003
haiz...hari raya ish tomoro..me happie?NO!!!me excited??NO!!me liking it??NONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!urgh....this juz sucks alritez...haizzzz....its aminah hari raya is 2moro!!!AMINAH WAKE UP!!!!!!!but i am still as sad as eva..urghhhh...ollie..wads wif me????urghz...HELP ME PLSSSS!!!!...haiz...this will so ruin my hari raya this yr..i mean..who is sad during hari raya?i mean otha thn those who has lost their luv ones..but i hv this mixed feeling..like sth's gonna happen..but nt sure if its gd or bad..haiz...i mizzzzz 3 ppl ritez nw..abg ansari,abg arjuna and my old self!!!..tt happie go lucky aminah..tt girl who luvss everyone n everyone luvs her..no stress no love life prob..everyting was gr8..she doesn't hv dark circles ard her eyes..and there's alwaez a smile on her face..and she neva ran awae frm home..she luvs her family more thn anything..she luvs to be hug by her mum n dad..n neva kept her feelings 2 anyone b4..and she neva felt this lonely nor deserted b4..she was clever n well luv n taken care off..noone wld hurt her nor hate her..cuz she was different..haiz....i guess tt's all..if anyone of u found tt girl..cld u pls inform me??well..i reallie..need her ritez now..or my life..is going dwn the drain..haizz..
n my kor gillian..i feel so drifted 4rm u..haiz...so sianz..haiz..juz rememba tt i'll alwaez miz u and luv u soooo much ok..u r the best alritez...byez..tc..
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Well..i had a very sweet dream yesterdae nite..i dreamt of
him..ah..so nice..hehe..well..i slept over at his hse during the last wk of hari raya tt time.. thn he went out..at sae 8pm..he hadn't reached hm..sae til 1am..so i gt worried n cried..thn his mum and me tok all dae long..nice..haha
..thn he onli reached home sae 147 am..in the morning..i smiled..when he reached..thn we tok..he asked me the weirdest question..am i a virgin?...i was like duh-uh..i am a virgin..thn i ask wad abt u?thn he said dunnoe..[sly look on his face]..i was like saying..ohmygod..u ah..haiz..thn shake my head..thn he tok abt his stead and stuff..thn i hug him..asking him neva 2 forget his old fwen agn..thn he sae alritez..thn i made him promise me neva to block me during msn..haiz....he was damnnnnnnnn sweet can..miz tt him...i guess tt's all..4 now..luv u peeps loads...
Saturday, November 22, 2003
I feel so empty..like as if sth is missing frm my life..haiz..but i dunnoe wad!!!...
its so confusing and a bit irritating also...haiz..so urgh..its like so many unanswered question..in my life..haiz..tts the price 2 pay 4 keeping too many things to urself..more and more unanswered questions..it starts wif onli one.. but the questions will grow..as i will question the 1st question and tt will lead to another question..nvm..4get it..i'll juz confused more and more ppl..haiz..i juz hope tt on this cuming hari raya..
he will cum my hse..haiz..tts my wish larhz..huh..tt's all 4 nw...yeah..ppl..byez........TC..
Thursday, November 20, 2003
Your soul is bound to the
Rose Bud: The
Naive.
"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside
and though I haven't let myself shine to the
world, I'm good for something but too good to
give to you."
The Rose Bud is associated with innocence,
curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by
the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or
Puppy Love.
As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love
and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to
be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but
it's just because you like being a positive
person. You also may have high thoughts of
yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but
it's just a mask to hide your lack of
experience.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla
-Motherly- You're the motherly type. You love to
take care of the one you love, and generally
you can be a bit overprotective and possessive,
but you know, that isn't always such a bad
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Well..i am still thinking and wondering why i feel so sad whenever i hear hari raya song..haiz..its so irritating..i am supposed 2 feel happie..but i am nt even at the very least happie...i feel so sad..like as if i am missing sumthing or sumone in my life..haiz..i juz hope tt this hari raya will be a gd 1 huh..u may neva noe..if i ma juz die next wk..haiz..thn i wldn't be able 2 enjoy 2 much of hari raya..so i shall cherish wad i hv nw larhz huh..haiz...i guess..tt's all..byez.. tc and enjoy ppl...
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Running
Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
[Chorus:]
Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope we make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated
Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
[Repeat chorus twice]
(The future)
[Repeat chorus twice]
well i had this reallie nice dream..haiz..wished it cld happen..me and him were sae at ermz..this place so nice..haizzzzzzz....so romantic..so sweet...and we sat dwn 2 tok...he tok 2 me so sweetly...we chatted 4 awhile.. thn we went to this place to hv dinner..the place was so romantic..like urmz.. we had dinner by the seaside..and he hug me...haiz....so nice...haha..but it will neva cum true huh..and the end he send me home..and i woke up...sweet dreams..haha...
then gt this otha nite..i dreamt abt hari raya dae..all the ppl i wanted 2 see most came..abg ansari,abg andy,he and abg arjuna..i was bz chatting wif abg ansari..we were laughing and smiling all da wae..thn he came..he was like so lively and cheerful and excited 2 see me..wahh...hahha..thn me abg ansari and him chatted...thn came abg arjuna..i was at the kitchen now making drinks.. thn my dad start 2 shout telling me arjuna came..haha..[wad the hell is dad doing in my dream???]well...me rushed out and i was flushed huh...tired like hell..so i came out and my forhead gt sweat..haiyoh..nvm..thn i smiled and salam him..thn he smiled and he decided 2 slp over...wahh..haha..thn he..was like following me everywhere i go..so sweet can..haiz...yeah..thn everyone else went home except arjuna..we had hella fun..went out came home onli at sae 1 am in the morning..thn i woke up..haha..luvly dream..
Monday, November 17, 2003
Todaez..went over
mami sara's hse..help her make more
marukku...nice nice..hehe..ermz..thn break fast wif
azzeerah,mami sara and mami ya at kfc..fun fun..hehe..ermz..thn
yayat dear was there..so cute can he..haiz..yeah..thn saw this
mats..urghh..so irritated by them can..haiz..oh yeah..
azzeerah noes abt my crush on
abg ansari..*whoops*...well..she promised me neva 2 tell huh..so she beta nt..or i shall neva eva forgive her..yeah..ermz..i made tt cornflakes biscuit..taste quite nice can..madesae 2 bottles..sibs finish half a bottle..i hid them so they can't eat...hahaha...orelse by the time
cums..no more cornflakes biscuits liaoz..haha..yeah..ermz.. malays u r all invited 2 my hse alritez:D..ermz..i guess tt's all 4 nw..buaizzzzz....muakz....
Sunday, November 16, 2003
Well..send him a hari raya ecard...hope he likes it.. well...all i can sae is tt he is juz my fwen nw..well..onli if he wanna treat me as one..haiz..so sad ah..nvm..heck care..niwaez..i hv 2 concentrate on 3 things 1st..my body weight,GOD and my STUDIES..ok..:) well..yeah..todae went over to my aunt's hse..[nt my 2nd most fav one]..well gt 2 aunt there..hehe..mami sara and mami ya..followed mami ya go take the TAA stuff...thn went to her hse agn..well..thn mami sara came..she making marukku..4 hari raya..so i being the kindest gal on earth decided 2 help huh..[yeah ritez..me kindest gal on earth..muahahahaha..bhb]..yeah niwaez..help her..make i tink ard 4 tins or so..ermz..i went hm sae abt 645..reach almost time 2 break fast siahz..haha..
ate nasi briyani..yeah..thn prayed lorhz..ermz..thn mum went dwn as alwaez...haizzzzz....ok i guess dat's all...buaizzzzzzzzzz.....luv u peeps loads...
Saturday, November 15, 2003
Well..aunt damn weird can..she bought me this 55 bucks kebaya and 13 bucks footwear..wahh..ermz...tt's abt it..so rich man tt woman..and my otha cousin also she bought 4 her...tt gal arhz..one headache i tell u..she went yesterdae..me 2daez..aunt didn't allow us 2 go out 2getha can..cuz tt woman so easie jealous 1..haiz...wad 2 do..haha..well..she gaf my aunt a big headache can..haiz...bought 3 suits of baju kurung..all she dun like.. change..well heck care larhz..huh..guess tt's all...byez...
Friday, November 14, 2003
Well..this daez been too bz 2..haiz..thnks rach 4 u noe wad..haha..well..ppl miz ya'll so much can..haiz..i made my own henna haha..kinda uglie..but ok larhz..made on my leg also..hehe..ermz..2daez..gt this weird guy..i was walking dwn the stairs[abt 2 i mean]then he turn and look at me n he walks 2werds me..i gaf him this weird look and run dwn the stairs..cuz he was so grinning at me can..haha..so funnie..yeah..scared larhz..i joined habbo..so fun..ppl recommend u all join habbo okok..yeah..ermz...i am so bored..i wanna buy hamster!!!!!!!!IWANTHAMSTERS:'(*boohoohooo...*haiz..nvm shall save up monie thn can go buy huh..hehe..yeah..i mizzzzzzz my auntie like hell can..n my cousins also..heh...sickening can't see them..haiz..so sad.. 2moro my otha aunt wanna bring me out 2 shop 4 hari raya clothes..haiz..gd ah?haha...heck care larhz..they wanna buy 4 me..i take...haha..i greedie marhz..free i take ah..haha..ummz..yeah..well..dun feel like hari raya cuming lehz...like nt fun like tt..haiz..nvm larhz..ok guess tt's all..buaiz...tc peeps.. miz ya so much..luv luv luv u ppl loads..
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Well..todaez damn tired can..woke up sae ard 8.55am..help mum make kuih n clean up he hse bit by bit..nw left my mom's rm n the hall n kitchen nt yet being cleaned thoroughly...haiz...nw my mom make 2 kuih liaoz..ermz..i tink pineapple tart and kuih dahlia and also kuih suji..yeah guess tts all the kuih my mom made:Dhaiz.. todaez didn't fast my god..wasted can..lucky onli 1 dae siahz..haiz..went geylang agn..went 2 change tt stupid lampu lap-lip..sum parts spoilt.. 2moro needa go agn cuz cannot change without the things larhz..wtf..haiz.. nvm..let it be..ermz..thn we bought the burger..thn buy the extra stuff 2 make kuih..yeah..ermz..its alreadi the 16 dae we fast...times fly huh..
sooner or later we'll be taking n levels and i hope ppl can pass huh..haiz..thn after went geylang went hm..continued making kuih..we started at 9 am in the morning n ends at sae 10pm in the night..haiz..funnie huh..2moro still needa do..kuih makmur..yeah..thn see larhz wat else can do.. ermz..i am so freaking tired..oh yeah..had a henna on my right hand..hehe.. still gt time huh..haha..yeah..mom tot maybe during one nite b4 hari raya puasa can try 2 do the whole complicated design n do on both hand.. well..wateva it is..i juz follow huh..cuz i reallie lazie..2 comment larhz huh.. getting more n more lazie 2 tok..haha..nw i used more of my hands at hm rather thn my mouth huh..hehe..yeah..well wad else 2 sae???ermz..hw abt i am so freaking bored..n i wanna do sth..tinks i wanna watch tv..so yeah tc peeps n luv u loads..miz ya all in 2.2 so much okaez..
Monday, November 10, 2003
todae..so fun..hahahaz...went to banquet wif mum..break fast there..dad n sibs at hm..haha..no headache siahz 2daez..so fun..bought muah chee ummz...thn went 2 geylang..so many mats n minahs can..so irritating..my god..sum of them can live without clothes get it..haha...nvm shall nt critic them huh..can go on and on 4 daez yeah..ermz..so shall nt brag abt it huh..well..thn bought my lampu lap lip haiz..didn't found ma room one though..tsk..all damn ex want lorhz..juz 3m can cost over 10 bucks..wat fuck larhz..think wat we loaded ah?haiyoh..anywaez..saw this mat damn cute can..haha..ermz..thn went hm...dad was downstairs as usual huh.. he prays to the GOD dwn there..hahaz..yeah..thn mum forced me 2 salam those ppl dwn there huh..so sickening can..fuck off larhz..shw respect 4 wat siahz..all they do is gossip all dae long..well..wad to do..they r still considered elders huh..haiz..can't wait 4 me to turn 18 huh..thn i can do wateva i want huh..haha..ermz..thn went up 2 my hse..went on n update u lorhz..thn wat..haha..ermmz..thn tt auntie kepo came up 2 my hse...so boring can..her daughter takleh diam..haha..bongkar je..sickening..haiz..thn she ask my mom hw old am i..and she sae i tall..[tell u sth..she sae i tall onli bcuz she 2 short 4 her age..lol]then when my mom tld my age...she gt a shock..[wateva] haha..she sae i look like as if i 21?LIKE MY GOD..I TT OLD..HAIZ..nvm at least ppl will respect me cuz they THINK i am tt old..haha gt advantage huh..haha..ok peeps tc alritez...buaiz..muakz..luv ya loads...
Well..yesterdae n todae had spring cleaning can..so tiring..my god..so sorrie peeps...online i usually put bz or awae..cuz i was awae ok..nt lying..ummz..nw i shift my room 2 the storerm..hehe..nw my room damn small can..hehe..well..
nw my hse damn different can..hehe..changed it..lala u cum my hse thn can show you..haha..nw online juz 2 blog..haiz..later muz still clean up my room siahz...ok think i gtg 4 nw..ppl tc alritez...
Saturday, November 08, 2003
Wahliaoz..2daez sucha a bad dae siahz..so fucking irritated by sum ppl..wad shit man...haiz..fuck larhz..my attitude also like shit can..haiz..muz cool dwn siahz..*bReAthE in bReAthE oUt* ok..lets see..todae i was hm the whole dae.. total boredom siahz..urghh..thn 2dae when i was eating my sahur it was sae ard 4 sth..then went online 4 awhile..saw olivia online..quite shock larhz heh..she nt usually online til tt long...so yeah..i ask her wat she doing online so early in da morning she sae..she juz came back frm madmonks.. haha..she saw cute..yeah..niwaez..daez was ok..cept tt sucker mum had 2 blardy hell spoilt my dae..sickening..urghhhhhhhh....fuck larhz...
Well..2daez..i sneak out of da hse when my mom went out 2 send sis 2 skool.. haha..went 2 meet lala n her korkor n melsa..hehe..so funnie can..lala's kor came 2 mac at kallang here so near my hse marhz..stupid mom & dad had 2 leave tt sis of mine at hm..so had 2 drag her along lorhz..or else if anything happen at hm then i mati lorhz..haiz..brought her in a pram..lala met up wif me at the traffic light..rushed off..even 4gt 2 put on my sis shoes 4 her..haha..thn lala was giving me this kinda weird look..haha..thn i sae..why i lk like a mother izzit?she sae yeah..n laugh..thn i juz look forwerd..she sae..next time wear those shirt tt sae i am nt a mother..i juz burst out laughing..whoch singaporeans will believe in shirt u tell me..its juz a clothes..they dun reallie bother at the werds..hehe..
then reach mac..lala rushed off 1st..dunnoe wat the hell she tell her kor..joey.. thn she start laughing when i came in..i was like sighing..saying wateva..haha.. n tt joey so cute can..haha..esp the wae she laugh..like those..5yr old kid.. sorrie..but reallie..n she sure is tiny 4 a 18 yr old gal..haha..sorrie being mean here but seriously..she is so small..i tot she was 16 or mayb 15..she was studying econs..then lala went off wif melsa[didn't noe she was there]2 buy her jolly beer thing..crazie woman can she...haha..:Dniwaez..i was wif her kor joey inside the mac..waiting 4 her as she was taking 4eva as said by joey..haha
then we were like toking abt lala..on hw she will walk str8 n stuff..haha..hope she aren't drown..:Dthen they came back..drinking the thing wif a straw..tt make me n joey laugh even more..haha..thn joey said my sis cute..haha..ummz
then lala came in n yeah..she sat n we tok larhz..thn she look at my sis n ask wat she wanna eat..thn my sis scared n keep hugging me..thn joey sae dun larhz..the girl scared of u..haha..i laugh..then mel sat bside joey..lala had 2 drag another chair..haha..poor thing my dear..hehe..then i tink i stayed a little on n we were mostly laughing..disturbing lala's kor frm her studies..poor gal.. she supposed 2 concentrate n studie..instead she turn out 2 b laughing wif us..haha..yeah..thn i went hm..cuz i scared marhz..tt stupid parents of mind came hm..haiz..they reached hm shortly after..haha..phewwww...thn i was like ummz..showing my attitude cuz they dun allow me 2 go out marhz..thn mum sae can go out..called mel..thn ask dad..tt sucker neva answer..gt fed up n tell mel..i nt going..so i put dwn the phone..n show even my werst attitude can... lala called i also sound irritated..sorrie dear:|..ummz..thn dad allow..n it's like already wat time close 2 4..so wats the fucking use ritez..thn hv 2 pick tt bitch up..so mite as well 4get it lorhz..sucker..had 2 spoil my dae..nvm..thn he keep trying 2 coax me..and i am like fuck off..tt's y i sae parents r juz plain irritaters
..1st they sae u can't go thn last minute can go..haiz..wateva ok...ummz..yeah he was getting on my nerve all da waez..haiz..but heck care larhz..eh..tt's all..
P.S.:korkor roy..so sorrie..i noe..i very rebel kind kk..:Pyeah..niwaez u tc kk:) luv u loads..miz ya...n u sounded slpy last nite..so decided nt 2 disturb u..sorrie kk..if i made u wake up...
abg yan:why so long neva cum online..i miz u can..haiz..nvm..shall wait kk..tc niwaez..n hv fun during ur trainings..n yeah..luv u loads:)
Thursday, November 06, 2003
WAHHHHHH....so happie can 2daez..haha...went skool 2 meet mdm hasnah..i tot i was the onli one..but lucky i wasn't..more frm my class..i came 2 skool.. paid my fees..then went into the hod room 2 search 4 mdm hasnah..she tld me i was earlie n tt she gt the rest of us 2 tok 2 also..so i said oh ok..and walk off..then nw..i went 2 pay my fees..kinda bored..had 2 wait til 12nn 2 cum..it was onli sae 11.30..haiz..so after i was done with the fees stuff..i went 2 the malay corner..tink i read every stories in the glass thing..haha..then vera came..told me the reason..but nt confirm yet..so didn;t reallie jumped 4 joy..hehe..then we saw charmaine and vanana..haha..charmaine was on da look out 4 teachers..so tt she can escape her wig..haha..she still had 2 wear them..poor gal..hehe..she 4eva like dat larhz she..so adorable one..hehe..then yeah we saw yumin..and vera ran like mad gal can..i had 2 chase after her.. hehehez..we sat at the sunken foyer..hehe..waited 4 tt woman lorhz..mdm hasnah..then mai came..wif khai theng and all..nadz came in running towerds me..and we hugged..haha..then we were like u mean u gt a call also..haha..we were in it together..mai..;)hehe..then we were like saying stuff like tot we were the onli malay there..but turn out..tt we gt both of us hahaz..niwaez..she sat n told me abt tt omar guy..haha..he sent her 2 skool can..one faithful guy haha..it's a waste tt he is a sec one..haha..well..and mai dun like him...yeah so wateva..the gr8 news was..i received tt o level thing...hahaha...yippiez..u noe the one mrs loh and ms chua toking abt..yeah..so me n mai wun be in the same mt class we in express class..ok guess dat's all..byez..korkor roy read on kk..byez ppl take care..luv u peeps loads...
Well..ummz..2daez my kor keep making me laugh can..hahaha...so cute..kor u reallie dun suit 2 be a norm gal..chio larhz..but i prefer u 2 b my kor..nt jie..it kinda freak me out..haha..but the pics was fantastic..hahaha..so cute..ummz.. well..kor..so sorrie cldn't go out wif ya..hope u had fun heh..well..kor rememba sth..u will alwaez remain like my favourite kor eva eva..thnks:)hope ur new girlfren will take care of u huh..its sad seeing u get hurt tt waez..haiz.. kor u tc..i luv u 4eva kk..
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
Well..life sux at first..but olivia help me thru it at nite..thnks pal..u r the best:) haiz..thnks 4 being concern..i reallie appreciate it..haiz..so yeah..u tc kk..luv u loads..
RaCh:Well..4get it..i am nt writing him an email cuz i tink it's nt worth it..and like wat olivia said..luv life isn't as important so yeah..i can juz heck care ehz..4
nw..huh..cuz i dun reALlie care so wat the heck..i am juz 14..i planned 2 hv my 1st stead as my husband..and i am a MUSLIM so i wun let guys juz touch me 4 no reasons..i will onli allow my husband 2 do tt kinda stuff..so yeah..all this bf gf ish nt important nw..my studies is my no 1 priority!!!!.. yupz..
KorKor R[]y:So sorrie cldn't meet up wif u todaez..haiz..mum didn't allow me out of the hse..so yeah..and kor..so sorrie kk 4 wateva i hv done wrg..n kor..thnk u 4 alwaez being there kk..u tc and be happie 2 kk..luv ya loads..bb
Abg Yan:U tc kk..well..gd luck 4 ur soccer thing kk..byez..luc ya loads 2..bb..
Wat shit siahz..skool called to sae tt i gt to meet mdm hasnah tomoro.. dunnoe 4 wat also..haiz..so sianz..hope its 4 sth gd and nt bad lorhz..*cross fingers*urghz...ummz...well..todaez early morning liaoz..had 2 rush dwn and get my sis bklist..haiyoh..so troublesum 1 can..summore tt stupid mum of mine 4gt 2 wake up early..haiz..fasting agn 2daez..ummz..
yesterdae sth stupid happened..hehe..i bake a strawberry cake..it looks nice.. so i pinched a bit and taste..it was yummy..i i tore of a bigger piece 2 bite..thn i gaf it 2 my mom asking her 2 taste..my mom knocked my head..n sae u mad silly woman..u fasting rememba..i spit everything out..and i was like shit shit all the wae..so paiseh can..mom was laughing like mad can..sickening woman.. haiz..anywaez..it was dumb alritez..hehe..i guess..tt's abt it..byez..tc..
AND WHO EVA TT FELLA IS[lUv`Ya & HER STEAD]U ALL R JUZ MAD PPL WHO IS SUCHA A CHICKEN..CUM ON OWN UP WHO U R SIAHZ..SO IRRITATING..MY GOD..LOOK HERE..U WANT HER RITEZ..THEN TELL HER..IF SHE LIKES U..SHE MITE CONSIDER U..IF SHE DUN..THEN U PPL CAN JUZ BE FWENZ RITEZ..ALL I CAN SAE IS U WUN STAND A CHANCE OK..
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
Facts Of Life
1. At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6.You mean the world to someone.
7. Without you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique, in your own way.
9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
13. Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel, then they'll know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great.
P.S.:Well..korkor roy..wat 2 do?my love life juz sux 2 the core..so yeah..and i am so sorrie kk
Monday, November 03, 2003
Whoah...todaez went 2 ummz..went 2 geylang..ummz..saw loads of makciks hahhaha...was searching 4 the kuehz stuff..helping my mom marhz..so guai.. hehe..ummz..yeah..so sianz..peeps changed my email add liaoz..i added u peeps in liaoz..niwaez..i am so sad..cuz i added him in..then i dumb dumb dun wanna go admit siahz..stupid me..haiz..i dun luv him anymore..i juz want 2 be fwenz back u noe..haiz..but he seems nt 2 be accepting tt..haiz..wad 2 do..i so regret wat i did lorhz..haiz..i am so freaking sad..nvm..i almost slash..cuz tears was running dwn nonstop then rach consoled me thnks dude..owe u one..;)haiz..ummz..and whoeva tt bitch is lala..she is totally getting on my nerve..my god..who the fuck she tink she is 2 be ur stead..urgh..buzz off..haiz..wassup wif me man..so emotional 4 wat siahz...maybe cuz this few daez..my moodswings hasn't been gd huh..so yeah..mind ur werds peeps..yeah guess..tt's all..byez..tc peeps..
Sunday, November 02, 2003
Well 2daez..i woke up at 2 sth in da afternn..can't believe myself..haiz..the latest i usuallie wakes up is at sae ard 12 sth...haiz..niwaez..ummz..i am kinda bored nw..haiz..nuthing 2 do nw...haiz...wad 2 do???ummz..chatted wif yan.. well...she is officially my kor also..hehe..:)so happie..:)ummz..then i was online the whole dae..so bored..shit i still haven't pray siahz..oh yeah..i can't believe rach noes a lot of stuff..hahaha..onli rach shld noe wat i meant...hehe..ummz..
then chatted wif nadz..*hm hm*hehehe..ask alot of stuff abt him..haiz..then i chatted wif my korkor roy 4 awhile..then she had 2 send sth important 2 her fwen..so decided nt 2 disturb her..niwaez..korkor..tc..i will alwaez luv u kk..and 4 my kor yan..thnks 4 being my abg angkat kk..tc..buaiz..muakz...
Saturday, November 01, 2003
Whoahhooo..todae went out wif ib,lala and shaheen..haha..so fun can..lala went to my hse first..cuz she said she was bored so yeahz..then she was playing wid my sis and stuff..then ard 3 or so..we went off..then lala went 2 mac 2 buy herself the fillet-o-fish...then ib called saying..tt she is at kallang mrt station..lala was eating her food..she gobbled everything in..haha..so cute..then she gt the mayo on her face..haha..then we went up 2 see ib staring..i didn't notice her..tot she was sumone else..psst i dressed like a minah can..used big loops earrings and bell bottoms and top larhz..hehe niwaez..then we went 2 bugis meet up wif my darling shaheen..then walk ard bugis..took pics..then went 2 reina's mom shop..at suntec city..walk all da wae there frm bugis..nt reallie far larhz..then we met reina..walk ard there 4 awhile..then we went 2 far east..ib went 2 meet up wif yani they all..then we were there 4 awhile onli can..haha..then went to take mrt go 2 kallang agn.. and we went 2 parkwae parade..oh yeah we met genevieve at kallang..she followed us 2 parkwae parade..me and sha break fast there..haha..so fun..sha darling ate sum jap food while i took the fish ball noodle dry or also known as the mee pok..hehe..so yummiez..then bought this drink green tropika or sth.. sha darling's drink was blue lagoon..haha..so nice our drink..hehe..then we were juz joking ard and laughing our heads off at the table..haha..lala u gt wat i meant ritez..hahaha..niwaez..after we were done..we went home str8.. while the rest went 2 take the free shuttle bus..me took my 31 str8 home.. hehe..then reach home..on comp..called dad at his werkplace..and yeah..guess tt's abt it..haha..so fun..this is my present 4 doing well 4 my exams.. haha..:)
.F.R.I.E.N.D.S.R.O.C.K.S.M.A.W.E.R.L.D.
Woah! does someone have self love issues.
Instead of concentrating on all the bad traits you
seem to see in yourself, concentrate instead on
all the good ones. Part of your self-esteem is
appreciating how wonderful you truly are. Never
put your self down in any way! Always think
self loving thoughts about your self and your
body =)
Everyone is unique and beautiful in there own way.
You just need to build up your self esteem and
learn to love your self inside and out. A good
idea would be too start saying some positive
affirmations to yourself in the mirror every
morning. Like; "I love my beautiful
self" and "I appreciate and amplify
my natural attractiveness. My beauty is most
apparent when Im happy and satisfied."
How Vain Are You ? (with pics)
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