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Sunday, October 26, 2003
Todaez..3 am...gt a call frm my godmama..godgrandpa juz passed awaez.. *sniffs*so sad..haiz..so fast..though..i wasn't close 2 him..i felt a pang of hurt and grief when i heard the news he passed awae..even though his gestures are all not noticeable..but tt small gesters actuallie made me realise tt the person u love..will nt alwaez be there 4 u..so u muzn't take them 4 granted..cuz they wun alwaez be there 4 u..haiz..so everyone muz learn to appreciate those who r alreadi there yarhz..haiz..dun wait til they breathe their last breath then u wanna regret..tell u sth..tt wld be useless..cuz u will sure 2 regret..i am nt so close 2 him..but he has shown me grandpa love..since my grandpa had passed awae even b4 i was born..kinda sad..but nvm..hv 2 accept the fact so yeah..
Went over 2 his hse at sae 10 sth..my grandma looks so sad..looking at her crying..make my heart aches and tears were welling up in my eyes..when i went home i hug her and kissed her i dunnoe hw many times siahz..haiz..i hug her so tight..i luv her alot..and it reallie make me hurts 2 see ppl i luv get hurts
i dun mind if i can actuallie suffer all the pains they r suffering so juz 2 make her feel beta..get wat i meant..yeah..haiz..niwaez..first time saw mats cry siahz..duh uh..mats r human afterall..they gt feelings 2..and it's their grabdpa wat u expect siahz..but they lk kinda cute..hehe..*paIsEHz*...
I cldn't bear 2 lk at her crying so made my wae out and signal 2 mum asking her 2 go off..off we go 2 my cousin's hse..cik na'na..abg andy's hse..sha..u saw him b4 remember the free market or stuff..haha..yeah..had fun siahz..he was home...then i
salam him..and i whispered shoo 2 him..haha.. he shld undrstd siahz..he is still under probation siahz..until this 17..yeah.. poor guy..haiz..then he was behaving like a kid..playing ard..wif my sibs..so cute can..
p.s:he is 18..niwaez..he is cute..haha..sik na'na took care of the marine fishes..she gt nemo's gang at her hse..haha..onli sum of it larhz..duh-uh..gt starfish..all real and alive can..haha..she also gt cat..arghh..
*sCrEamS*luvvvvvvv cats can..hahahahahaha..so fun siahz..then we went home..
oh yeah..did i sae i cried at my godmama's place..i did..
.life.is.precious.
.but.i'm.afraid.
.it.needs.otha.things.
.to.make.it.worthwhile.