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Thursday, October 16, 2003
My mom is really on my nerve can...She keeps asking me if i gt go 2 my aunt's hse..even if i did..wat does tt gt to do wif her..so sickening..she dumb ass..i still dun undrstd..wat's wrong..in going to my own flesh aunt's house?wat the fuck siahz..it's juz irritating..haiz..i am in a dilemma..where i am stuck in the middle..haiz..make any wrong move and i'll lose sumone i luv..why muz i alwaez be given this kinda option to choose..it's like u r at a dark pitch..stay there and lose all ur fun or run out and get all tt u tot u wanted..haiz..i feel so alone..like noone ish here to get me out of this mess..i onli hv myself..i am seriously afraid..backstabbers are everywhere..now i dunnoe..who 2 trust..is it my mom and dad or my aunt and cousin..both r equally meaningful 2 me..it's like the peribahasa.."ditelan pahit,dibuang sayang"..it means sth like..to swallow it's bitter to throw it wasting..haiz..haiz..if i were 2 "swallow" as in remain wif my parents it may be bitter..but if i "throw" as in dun leave wif them anymore it is such a wasting ritez..i mean no matter wat they r still my parents..same goes 2 my aunt and cousin..if i were 2 swallow them..it may be bitter 4 awhile cuz i had lost my mom and dad..whereas if i were 2 throw them awae it will be such a waste cuz i luv them and they mean alot 2 me 2..and they are such a fun batch 2 b wif..haiz..dunnoe larhz..my brain..will juz burst soon siahz..and i haven fully forget //her//..haiz..dunnoe larhz..life ish tough..
A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.
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