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**If One Day..**

If one day you feel like
crying...

Call me.
I don't promise that
I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away-
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to
stop...
But I can run with you.

If one day you don't want to
listen
to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.

But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Maybe I need you.


If I ever ignored you.

I'm Sorry...


If I ever made you feel bad or put you
down.

I'm Sorry...


If I ever thought I was bigger or better
than you.

I Luv You...


Don't ever forget that! Through bad times
and good,

I'll always be here for you.


I am Sorry...

For everything wrong I've ever done.



I'm writing this because what if tomorrow
never comes?


What if i never get to say good-bye or give a
u a BIG hug?



What if i never get to say I'm sorry or I
love you?


Because what if tomorrow never comes?



I LOVE YOU!



FRIENDS ALWAYS!!!

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Well..feels bored..it's 5.45am..haiz..so bored..gonna bathe and pray then go 2 skool..haiz..feels so bored..i wanna change..i feel like being a religious freak agn but hard lehz..cuz i needa hv my religious lesson..haiz..but i dun hv one nw..reallie regrets dos time where i skipped my lessons and go rach's hse..haiz
..feel so like wat siahz..haiz..nvm..niwaez..i am gonna gp bathe..i stinks now....
hahaha...byez..tc peeps...luv u all loads..muakz..

I am so bored..so i did this quizzes..so cute can.. hahaha..yeah..enjoy reading it..they r my results.. cuz i was freaking bored so did them..hehe..tc peeps..remember 2 tag kk..luv u loads..muakz..

Hell. You are most likley to commit suicide
tomorrow even! you think that you are a
worthless piece of shit that is taking up
peoples time, money and lives. you hate
yourself and you just basically sit up in your
room all day and listen to music, do drugs, cut
urself or other shit like that. please dont
worry though. it might get better. you never
know. life works in mysterious ways. please
rate!!!! `-)


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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


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Well..todaez..didn't go skool..haiz..wonder wat happen in skool..lazie larhz.. nvm..tomoroe..i cuming..haiz..ummz..went geylang wif mummy juz nw..haha..
kinda fun larhz..saw this damn cute guy..haha..niwaez..went there 2 buy hse stuff..yeah..then bought new sandals..then went home..called peeps..nt all were at home..haiz...so bored rite nw..haiz..tt's it..byez

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Well..it's 5 am can..haha..juz finished my food..haiz..so bored can..nw waiting 4 prayers time..i guai marhz..decided 2 pray str8..stupid father of mine..i dun even tink he's being a father lorhz..so irritating..nvm..sumtimes i feel like with or without father is still the same..haiz..nvm..ummz..i feel like so nice to fast..haiz..nvm..i'm a bit siaowz..like alwaez..ummz..haiz..feeling so bored nw..haiz..nvm..shall wait 4 6.15 2 cum...so bored..haha..i guess tt's abt it..juz hope susu comes 2 skool 2moro..haiz..tt's alll..tataz..muakz..tc all peeps..i tink all the test in quizilla..suits me can..haha..byez..

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Night Walker, the second class of vampire. You are
depressive and introverted, making it hard to
reach you. Your servants are very few, because
you do not like to take prisoners. Your powers
are comprised of shadow magic. You are lonely
deep down inside, but won't let others see your
true self. You should try to open up more
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Well..todaez..ish fasting mth..hehehe..i will do the whole mth..hope i wun get sick or sth..hehe..kor..onli sms sha when i went off..haiyoh..nvm..we were neva meant 2 meet..i guess..haiz..niwaez todaez in skool..kinda fun siahz..we were playing ard in mt class..basically laze ard and listening 2 music..so fun can..hehe..then stupid fir's fwen or cinhui's fwen keep blinking..so sickening..
..hehe..then we gt a scolding frm tt chiachia lady..so irritating can..she want so beautiful ask her do larhz..sickening..so fed up can..but heck care larhz..ib *hm hm**coughs aloud*haha..she shld noe wat i toking abt..hahaha..lol..i keep teasing her can..so fun..hahaha..ummz..so sorrie ib..wun disturb u anymore kk..hehe..haiz..and this lala and her dirty dance everywhere..my god can..haha..heck care larhz..she juz playing..haha..

Then we were playing ard..white wash agn..nw doing beach hehe..yeah..i guess it shld be ok soon..haiz..then we went 2 hall can..had lotsa fun..but the songs were a bit sad larhz..NURADee came 2 skool..haha..they nt bad larhz..gt
great voice..hehe..then this saed and nadz..so noisy can..they start screaming
everywhere..haha..lol..haiz..tt's them 4 u..haha..haiz..went home i was like so dead can..haha..i slept in the bus almost missed my stop..lucky didn't..haiz.. niwaez beyonce-baby boy..she rox can..haha..ummz..reached hm prayed and plop dwn on bed..so slpy..haiz..then i guess break fast and yeah..update u lorhz..haha..ummz..niwaez..todae was kinda fun..chatted wif yan..she's sucha nice bung..hehe..thnks gal..*hUgS*..ummz..my kor..called her..she so cute can..haiyoh..haha..niwaez..gtg..muz wake up at sae 4.30 am tomoro can..so slpy..haiz..byez peeps..pls tag..begging u..

L.i.f.e.h.a.s.n.e.v.a.b.e.e.n.l.i.k.e.t.h.i.s.b.4

Todaez..3 am...gt a call frm my godmama..godgrandpa juz passed awaez.. *sniffs*so sad..haiz..so fast..though..i wasn't close 2 him..i felt a pang of hurt and grief when i heard the news he passed awae..even though his gestures are all not noticeable..but tt small gesters actuallie made me realise tt the person u love..will nt alwaez be there 4 u..so u muzn't take them 4 granted..cuz they wun alwaez be there 4 u..haiz..so everyone muz learn to appreciate those who r alreadi there yarhz..haiz..dun wait til they breathe their last breath then u wanna regret..tell u sth..tt wld be useless..cuz u will sure 2 regret..i am nt so close 2 him..but he has shown me grandpa love..since my grandpa had passed awae even b4 i was born..kinda sad..but nvm..hv 2 accept the fact so yeah..

Went over 2 his hse at sae 10 sth..my grandma looks so sad..looking at her crying..make my heart aches and tears were welling up in my eyes..when i went home i hug her and kissed her i dunnoe hw many times siahz..haiz..i hug her so tight..i luv her alot..and it reallie make me hurts 2 see ppl i luv get hurts
i dun mind if i can actuallie suffer all the pains they r suffering so juz 2 make her feel beta..get wat i meant..yeah..haiz..niwaez..first time saw mats cry siahz..duh uh..mats r human afterall..they gt feelings 2..and it's their grabdpa wat u expect siahz..but they lk kinda cute..hehe..*paIsEHz*...

I cldn't bear 2 lk at her crying so made my wae out and signal 2 mum asking her 2 go off..off we go 2 my cousin's hse..cik na'na..abg andy's hse..sha..u saw him b4 remember the free market or stuff..haha..yeah..had fun siahz..he was home...then i salam him..and i whispered shoo 2 him..haha.. he shld undrstd siahz..he is still under probation siahz..until this 17..yeah.. poor guy..haiz..then he was behaving like a kid..playing ard..wif my sibs..so cute can..p.s:he is 18..niwaez..he is cute..haha..sik na'na took care of the marine fishes..she gt nemo's gang at her hse..haha..onli sum of it larhz..duh-uh..gt starfish..all real and alive can..haha..she also gt cat..arghh..
*sCrEamS*luvvvvvvv cats can..hahahahahaha..so fun siahz..then we went home..oh yeah..did i sae i cried at my godmama's place..i did..



.life.is.precious.
.but.i'm.afraid.
.it.needs.otha.things.
.to.make.it.worthwhile.

Well..as i said..i will cum and blog whether i gt go or nt..well..i did go..so fun can..though it was left wif onli me and sha..it was kinda fun:)..hehe..my kor cldn't make it like alwaez:P..haiz..regina 2..so yeah..heck carez..ummz..i reached first..cuz i told my dad i going 2 class painting marhz..so i was using my anthony shirt..went 2 mrt change my outing clothes lorhz..hehe..then i walk ard since sha haven't even reach her hse...i went in first..look ard..went up 2 the shops..i tink i went into almost every shop there..haha..occupied abt 1 hr of the time..went dwn 2 the mrt ctrl stn..tot sha shld be there but she wasn't there..went into guardians..look ard..tried out the lipgloss larhz..then tried 2 occupy 10mins in there..haha..then i went back in and shaheen was rite in frnt of me can..haha..

Then off we go agn 2 bugis..haha..i asked her if regina cumming she sae she will call..i was like oh ok..so funnie..haiyoh..but heck care..wat irritates me was when i cldn't get thru' my kor's hp..haiyoh..gt irritated and worried..hehe..but i noe my kor is a gd gal..haha..ummz..yeah..we ate at delifrance..then went 2 take neoprints...kinda uglie i look in it..haha..[dun i alwaez lk uglie]..hehe..then we went 2 walk ard at free market..or wateva it was called..we went into this cd shop..i was bz browsing the cd..[techno cd 4 ur info]hehe...then i saw this movement of legs..i look 2wards it..then i look up and saw this finger pointing at me..then i look up..nuthing came 2 my mind..who the hell is this guy?..gt kinda pissed off cuz he is a mat...juz lk awae but he neva left me alone..he look at me and sae eh eh..u..u..i showed him an ap look of mine..then sth click in my brain..i remembered who he was...my cousin who live at yishun..oh my god..he looks kinda cute..haha..i recognise him cuz of his sis..kak gergerl.. my god..once i discovered tt i was like oh shit..my god..i tink onli oh and and oh my god was in my vocab..haha..then i remembered my dad and told him nt 2 tell my dad..haha..then he juz laugh and sae yeah..my god..he asked me who i came wif..[phew..lucky thing my kor wasn't there]i pointed at shaheen.. he look at shaheen until like wat...i wanted 2 sae oi dun lk at my darling..haha..
niwaez..i was so paiseh tt i went into the shop and didn't reallie wanna cum out..haha..heart was doing a flip flop..and butterflies starts 2 appear in my stomach..*wonders why*hehe..then..we went off and i said gdbyez and shake hand wif him and his sis..my god can..haha..then yeah..we went back 2 bugis.. went 2 buy carrot cake and brownies..haha..so nice..then..i wanted 2 go off since it's alreadi 4.45..then we tk mrt..then i tried calling my kor agn..gt her this time..but sha's hp batt low..so sickening..tok 2 her half waez thru the tink suddenly off..then i sms her..went off the mrt wif sha..stop at city hall supposed 2 meet my kor there..but she didn't cum..urghh..then we saw this mats..three of them..sha likes the one wif spike up hair..while i kinda fine the one who keeps looking at us kinda cute..hehe..they stop at city hall 2..we stalk them can..haha..we were hurrying ourselves followed them up and in the end when they gone frm our sight we went back dwn..haha..then my kor sms sha and sae she dun wanna cum cuz will spend onli little time wif me..haha.. then i went off while sha went 2 dhoby ghaut..alone..poor darling..but she sae she dun mind..so yeah..went off 2 my hm..reached hm dad slping isn;t tt fantastic haha..changed clothes went str8 2 comp..hehehe..yeah then i chat on msn and do wateva i do larhz at home...tt's all..muakz..

WHY IS IT SO HARD 4 ME 2 FORGET YOU?
I AM SO AFRAID TO FALL FOR YOU,
CUZ I WILL JUZ BE HURTING MYSELF
PLS,LET ME GO..DUN MAKE ME LUV U MORE..

Well..seriously hope dad allows me 2 go out wif sha and fwenz..so urghh..i am so wanna go can....hope i can go siahz...lieing agn as alwaez..haiyoh..feel so bad but wat can i do?..haiyoh..guess tt's all..if i can go i'll update later if i can't i'll def. update lorhz..nuthing else 2 do wat..hehe..guess dat's all 4 now.. muakz..luv u peeps loads...

Well..todaez went 2 skool..took 17 wif barbara..then at the stop where mel or nadz like 2 take..tt stupid sucker cinhui aboard the bus..i was so fuming mad when i saw her..i mchh at her..then i tiao at her when she look at me..she still gt the cheek 2 see sumore..i juz keep blinking at her and show my irritated look..barbara look at me and gt scared..haha..haiyohz...then reached skool..no need 2 c her freaking face liaoz..so suai..early morn see her liaoz..urghh..it was great at first..promised myself nt 2 trouble my fwen nimorez..we did the class painting..it was gr8..i was so enjoying myself..then this ib arhz..go and play wif the spray thing in class.. cikgu was happie wif our werk and belanje us piZza..so sweet..me and susu neva eat can..cuz she was 2 upset..me 2..haiz..looking at her upset juz make me even more sad can.. haiz..i guess i am emotional larhz..haiz..so feel like nvm..then ummz..me and nadz went down to buy susu her drink then we went up 2 the hall 2 watch performance..actuallie nt the performance..nadz was watching sumone all the while..shall nt mention names;)hehe..*eviL*haiz..so yeah..then i saw susu and fir..said hi 2 susu she neva reply..and she juz kept quiet..gt the feeling tt she was angrie liaoz..but didn't reallie bother cuz she was ok wat..then me and nadz return 2 class..we juz sat 4 awhile..then susu came in crying..i was like i was afraid 2 go there so i asked ib 2 go c her..then in the end i sat near her and tell her 2 relax..then she hug me and cry on my shoulder..noone eva did tt 2 me..haiz..but yeah..i was kinda awkward..1st timer wat..so i juz hug her back lorhz..then tried 2 soothe her down lorhz..haiz..i tot she wld ask lala 2 soothe her but nvm...

Then after tt..she went out and wanted 2 jump down and pushed her down..
my eyes abt 2 cry can..my god..haiz..then i look at her and juz shake my head and scold her..nt roughly larhz..then she juz fell and start crying again.. brought her back 2 class..she sat 4 awhile..then she went 2 search 4 fir and she starts scolding cinhui..then she also shouted at fir..which she def regrets..
later..haiz..then we went back 2 class..then susu wemt off again..she went 2 search 4 cinhui and they fought outside 3rd floor toilet..haiyohz..susu was physical..whereas cinhui was more of vulgur..she's a bitch wat..haiz..sickening gal..thn lala was in btw them and tt bitch cinhui was the one tt who scolded lala..when lala was like trying 2 stop them..she ask susu wat kind of attitude was susu having then wat kinda attitude ish she having sucker..mothafucker pimp..psycho..then after tt she still nt sastified..then wat the hell..she was bz complaining over her uniform when susu heart was like shattered..wtf siahz..i can actuallie save up money and buy her a new uniform but wat can she do 2 get susu's heart 2getha and if *cHoI*susu and fir u noe..can she return fir back 2 her?..my god can..she is a bitch larhz..i mean of all ppl why fir tt cinhui so cheap arhz..muz steal peeps stead..sUCKEr bItCh..urGhh..nvm..then it's like susu when 2 search 4 fir but fir didn't even allow her 2 touch her can..poor
susu and also fir..my god..haiz..so scarie..then susu gt her asthma thing...it was close but she did nt get it..then we drag her up 2 mt class..and yeah she start 2 totally flare up..she bang at everything..and i was like screaming there asking her 2 stop..then ms wu and mrs sebarias..dunnoe how 2 spell her name came in..they contact mrs koh and then she contact susu and counselling time..haiz..so poor thing..then we searched 4 cikgu..then yeah..fir came in 2 class then yeah things was ok..susu refused 2 tok dunnoe y..haiz.. juz hope she is ok..so afraid..i guess tt's was all..

Then we went home..nadz and me were talking abt stupid stuff..haha..bGs nadz like a guy..hehehe...yeah then me and mel went off first..4 lala i hope u r okaez..i noe u r juz putting up a brave front and will neva admit tt u r..but it's okaez..no matter wat..i'll be there if u need a listening ear or a shoulder 2 cry on...juz gif me a call k..if i can't tok..juz remember i still care..i will alwaez care 4 my fwenz..sumtimes i wonder why am i so emotional can..i cried at the part susu was crying..cldn't take it larhz..i guess..it pain me lorhz..haiz..then sum more my kor also like this..i feel so sad and scared..it's like so many couples ish having quarrels can..then lala and tk..wahliaoz..onli if i cld turn back the hand of time...haiz...i guess tt's abt it lorhz..byez...
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You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


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Hati mula gelisah
Hilang kekasih hati
Hidup jadi merana

Insan jadi idaman
Kini dimilik orang
Cinta yang di impikan
Putus di tengah jalan

Tersiksa...Sayu..Dipilu...

Oh....oh....
Merayu-rayu........

Ho....oh....
Ingin kembali....

Ho....oh....
Maratap sayu.....
Tidak mungkin orang simpati
Menoleh pun tak sudi

Andainya ditakdirkan
Cintamu di dustai

[anyone noes the continuation of the song pls tell me..*begs*]

Like..todaez was juz sucha scarie dae can..haiyoh..so tense..getting back our exams script wat..wahliaoz..failed history can..like so wateva..i tink the rest all i passed..dear..i am so sorrie lala..my god..i make u nt able 2 concentrate during ur mt paper..and u gt sucha mark..i feel so lousy..haiz..*sob sob*..i apologised again k dear..i am reallie so sorrie..i feel damn bad k..haiz..lala..sorie
kaez..haiz..feel so bad..haiyoh..sorrie...sorrie..sorrie abt it k..ummz..haiz wah liaoz..can we exchange..marks..haiz..so bad can me..sorrie..

ummz..niwaez..i tink i passed all my exams except for history..sickening..can..i tink..i studied quite hard 4 it lorhz..expected myself 2 fail 4 geog..cuz i was kinda crying..cuz of the runawae thingie..haiz..but i managed 2 secure a pass 4 tt 51 upon 100..okaezlarhz..i guess..i am soooo nt sastified wif my malay marks..so sucky can..haiyoh..nvm..shall try beta next yr..my god..nvm..ummz
haiz..shaheen..u noe when u tld me ur eng..i started crying along wif u..my god can..haiz..i felt sad..haiz..so sorrie i guess me crying made u cry even more rytez..haiz..so poor darling..i apologised again...

after tt went to parkwae parade..lala was damn angrie wif reina can..poor soul..
haiz..so fun kaez..we went to banquet and eat..planned 2 get out of the place by 15 minutes..but we took hours in there can..u noe larhz..suzana was in there wat..tt's why..hehe..we were laughing like as if the banquet belongs to us can..hahaha..haiz..tt saedah also..actuallie all of us in there were quite fun larhz..especially lala and suzana..haha..lala..u horny gal...so easy get turned on can..hehe..*cheeky*..hm..haiz..then we walk ard..went into sun paradise or sth like tt..bra shop..or rather bikini shop..haha..lala was looking ard..haha
..then we went 2 this clothes shop..dunnoe wat the heck it was called..hehe..
so cute..gt this baby..joy..i tink the name..so adorable can..hehe..me and the rest were oogling over the baby..hehe..so cute..then we went towards the display thing..and this saed was like rubbing the display doll's boobs can..so stupid..hehe..saed u r so cute..hehe..then we laugh and went off larhz..we went back home..cuz gt nt much time..by the time we went out of banquet it was already 4 sth can..then we walked ard reaching 5 like tt then we went hm lala and the rest took the free bus while i tk my str8 bus home..haiz..it was so fun..reached home..dad didn't sae much..mum juz asked where i go..and she said she wanted 2 bring me 2 geylang 2 eat but i went back home late so they didn't go..then i was like wat u didn't go..so lame can..like as if i can't saty home myself..no need 2 be so caring larhz kaez..haiz..guess tt's abt it 4 now..
take care peepz..luv u all loads..sp lala and shaheen..hehe..my dear and my darling..byez...


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Well..todaez..went old folks again..b4 i even reached the bus..i fell can
..hurt my knee..lala was there..she cleaned my wound..and help me put on gauze and stuff..haiz..she juz so kind can..lala..becareful..ppl who r kind are betrayed easily..juz a saying dun take it 2 hard k..and we went 2 the poly 4 old folks again..quite fun..otha then lala nt so happie cuz of her skin..she said she scared she gt skin cancer..*choi*
then we do wat we do larhz in the old folks..i was playing ard..then the tips abt how 2 handle old folks at home..ok larhz..cute..the grannie was so adorable can..she clapped her hand..so cute..hehe.. then we were supposed 2 redo wateva she said..lala did on vera and i did on shaheen..so lame can..haha..i was so rough cuz my leg hurts..
i basically thru shaheen 2 the bed and carried her back 2 her wheel chair forcefully can...haiz..so poor darling..sorrie darling..muakz..hehe
yeah..then okaez lah..me and saed quite siaow..sing here sing there.. dance here and dance there..tt mat muz tink we were siaow can..and lala..tt converse guy..hehe..yeah..gals..u ppl sure r louds..sae ppl beta sae myself first siahz..hehe..niwaez..lala tc..dun worrie tinks ur skin is juz peeling nuthing wrg wif it..buaiz...i guess tt's abt it..oh yeah..went home..watch holland v..so nice can..atlas her sis found out siahz..okaez..i tink i beta go off now..mum ish nagging awae..so sickening..byez..tc peeps out there..

Well..todaez..had 2 do alot of house chores..haiz..needa clean up my bks..threw awae all my sec 1 and 2 bk...my ws..my wb and tb..almost everything larhz..actuallie everything except my letas..wanna keep them
4 awhile..haiz..oh yeah..todaez..so sianz..i was in my pyjamas..winnie the pooh pyjamas..sleeveless and the thing was a dress and above my knee summore..usually..me very guai..will use pants..but 2dae lazy..parents nt home niwaez..down stair bz wif their "fwenz"..i so despise them can..so like makcik kepo..urgh...sumtimes i feel like going down and ask them 2 mind their own freaking bizz..or beta go home and pray..isn't there a more benefitial..but tt ish none of mine bizz..dun wanna be like them so kepo..K.E.P.O.!!!urghz..
and my dad expects me 2 go mixed ard wif those mats and minahs..pls larhz..
they cannot sae much now if once i sae no means no..yesh means yes..haha parents afraid of me;)..so happie can..hehe..*evil laughter*..nvm..niwaez..they
afraid cuz they dun want me 2 run again..haha..gd fer u..next time beat me up summore..then i can go off and leave wif my aunt..*happie face*..whoo pee doo..whoho..hahaha..enuf..niwaez..ummz..i wld rather sit home all dae and stuck my face to my comp rather than go down and gossip gossips...haiz it's a sin 2 gossip ppl..and u all are rather old..shld be wise enuf 2 noe tt..but pity them..seems tt they dun hv the freaking brain 2 do it..nvm..let them be..
then as i was talking abt me wearing sleeveless pyjamas..there was a knock on my door..tot it was my parents..so i heck care..they hv keys..but the knock continued..i gt irritated..i went 2 open..i slammed the door open..then i ran and hid behind the door..i was so paiseh...my face was hot..hope it doesn't show tt i am blushing can..there rite there was this mat..so damn cute
..i asked him wad he want..he thrust his hand up and showed me sth..and i said wat's tt 4..he told me tt my mom asked him 2 gif it 2 me..i was like oh ok
..and i said..thanks..and smile..then i say byez..and i look awae frm his eyes.. so melting can..hehhh...then i close the door..he was still standing there..i was looking at him thru my room window..then he shake his head...as in those
kinda tt i juz woke up..kinda thing..yeah..then walked awae..i was laughing 2 myself can..he muz be damn shocked..haha..i mean i hv neva been seen by anyone using those kinda clothes b4 can..so paisehz..then i chatted wif nadz and told her..haiz..nadz keeps hahaing me..sickening..yeah..guess tt's all..tc..
luv peeps loads..muakz..



Raver Bear


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comfortable, and needed


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Well..wat 2 saez..i feel so like..i dunnoe..i hv been having those sick in the stomach feelings..and it's kinda irritating..like sth ish gonna crop up but i am nt sure wat..haiz..i feel like damn wat fuck siahz..yesterdae..fought wif him..i kinda feel bad lorhz..i scolded him bad werds thru this gal..he was getting on my nerve!!!so yeah..well..my ex teacher noes abt him lorh...but i dun reallie care lorhz..told my ex teacher i like him and stuff..yeah..my ex teacher still can tease me lorhz..sae when he came back skool look so yan..i was like dun b so cruel can..haiz..then she juz laugh..haiz..i do miz him..haiz..but why muz he be so cruel one..haiz..blame it on my ugliness lorhz..i am so fucking fat..i am so dark..and i am so fucking uglie..and ppl hates me cuz i am so stupid..sum times i wonder why ppl still stick wif me..everything abt me sux..haiz..but i reallie appreciate..ur fwenship..thank u so much..yeah..

~~That's What Friends Are For by JessIca~~

Together we've been through everything,
Some good times and some bad.
Some things have made us happy,
Others made us sad.
But no matter what has happened,
Through our tears and our mistakes,
You've always been here for me
To fix my heart before it breaks.

We've gone from heartaches to headaches,
Gone from fights to fears.
But I've always seen you by my side,
To pick me up and dry my tears.
Through rain or sunshine,
Whether it may be wind or snow,
I can always count on you to be there
Wherever we may go.

Even through our different troubles,
The won'ts the can'ts the will's,
You'd travel any distance,
Mountains, roads or hills.
Announcements or secrets,
Whatever they may be,
I'll always be here to lend an ear,
You can always count on me.

We've shared our secrets with each other,
And it continues going strong.
We've stayed best friends through decisions made,
Whether they be right or wrong.
As our lives change back and forth,
From one thing to another,
We will always stay in contact,
Best friends forever.

Through the years we've grown so close,
And I wish for hundreds more.
But if you need help then I'll be here...
Because that's what friends are for.


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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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Well..woke up at 8.24am..stupid sis sick again..had 2 wake me wif her cries.. so sickening can..asked wats wrong..and rub sum medicine and went back 2 slp..later she woke up again at ard..sae 9.25am..ask her 2 slp and she went back 2 slp..while i had woken up and cldn't sleep back..so fucking irritating k..
went toilet..then sat and wait 4 my mom..2 bring food..hehe she went market marhz..so hungrie..she came home 10mins later..ate food..on computer..and blog my post:)..yippiez..ummz..then my aunt went out again 2 the clinic..my sis sick marhz..then..i called my aunt..secretly..noones supposed 2 noe.. haha..i noe i am being cruel 2 my mom..haiz...but heck care larhz..i luv my aunt more than i luv my mom..seriously..yeah..wished i had a mom like her siahz..so much more fun and enjoyable..undrstding but wat 2 do..already hv sucha mom and dad and sibs..they juz sucks lorhz.. i guess tt's abt it..byez..
P.S.:Lala dear..i luv u..muakz..miz ya yandao..haha..


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[Theme song frm Anastasia~At the beginning]

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

* And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

[Repeat *]

Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

[Repeat *]

Life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Starting out on a journey

[Repeat *]

In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning
With you

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I don't know~EriKa

In my soul , In my soul ....

I am not a baby anymore
I am not as innocent as before
I see it in the mirror , in my room
And I can feel it stronger in my soul
But I don't know if its the right day , for this word
Now I see things I didn't see before
I need an explanation, tell me more
Why I am in love now? I don't know

How can I live forever? I don't know
Where can I find Heaven? I don't know
What is going to happen? I don't know
Why I am in love now? I don't know

I don't know x2
In my soul, In my soul...

I live it through my diary , and I read
That all my littles problems , now are free
I want to live my feelings day by day
I like to give emotions , in my way
But I don't know if its the right day, for this word
Now I see things I didn't see before
I need an explanation, tell me more
Why I am in love now? I don't know

How can I live forever? I don't know
Where can I find Heaven? I don't know
What is going to happen? I don't know
Why I am in love now? I don't know

In my soul, In my soul...

Well..todaez..had skool..quite fun..ummz..we sang our 2.2 official song then we tot of the sec 3.2 official song..it's gonna be ummz..at the beginning..anastacia theme song..haiz..but i feel so sad..it's like 2.2 will hv to split next year..my god..it's gonna be so miserable..haiz..but no matter wat 2.2 reallie rox..luv u ppl loads..

Anywaez..had loads of fun..suzana was angrie again..abt fir i tink.. anywaez let's dun bother cuz it's their relationship..i can't do anything..
it's up 2 them..wateva they wanna do..anywaez..we were having fun.. played sum game call dido dido?...tink so..yeah..then..we played guess the words or phrase..we sang songs..then best of all when we went to toa payoh old folks..so fun..tot it wld be sucha disaster..but it was ok larhz..first started out 2 be quite nervous..but then had fun..cuz u noe charmaine..haha..tt girl alwaez hv sumthing funnie 2 do or sae..

And all the elderliez..ok larhz..at first i kena sum proud grannie then went ard searching 4 sumone new..then gt this other grannie..abit siaow reallie freak me out kaez..nt trying 2 be mean kaez..but seriously..she was laughing all the while..was totally freaked out..urghhhz...yeah..then when 2 another old guy..tok 4 awhile wif saed,ib,sha and mai..quite fun..
haha..then they started their karaoke sessions..lol..then this malina was dancing wif the indian woman..so cute can..then dunnoe wat the heck they dancing...tt indian woman was so fun kaez..she behaved like small kid siahz..haha..yeah..then had our briefing 4 wat we gonna do on mon.. and yeah..we went home..

Reached house and mom didn't nag..PHEWWW..luckie..haiz..or else.. dunnoe wat the hell i may do 2 her siahz..haha..i guess tt's abt it..




You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


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Chorus:
Love is all around
Love is all around
Love is all around

Love is all around
Everywhere you look
Love is all around
See in the eyes of the mother and her child
See in the eyes of the friend

Love is all around
Love is all around
Love is all around

My heart starts boom
My arms feel weak
My head is exploting every day of the week
Can´t eat, can´t sleep
´Cause your body so sweet
Put your hands to my heart, can you feel the beat

You the wonderful girl with that sexual healing
I wanna hold your hand
Then I get this feeling
You´re the only one
Feel so proud
Sweet sweet girl your love is all around

Chorus

I´m dancing, and I feel like flying
Then I see this girl, she is crying
I take her into my arms, and it´s like a dream
The most beautiful girl in the world I´ve seen

Look after me, see it in your eyes
The moment of truth, no more lies
It´s love, love at the first sight
Like heaven on earth with shining bright

Chorus

TeChNo rOXXXXXX

Ooh baby, do you know what that's worth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven that love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

And when the night falls down
I wait for you as you come around
And then the world's alive
With the sound of kids on the street outside

When you walk into the room
You pull me close, and we start to move
And we're spinning with the stars above
You lift me up with your wave of love

Ooh baby, do you know what that's worth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven that love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

And when I feel alone
I reach for you, and you bring me home
And when I'm lost at sea
I hear your voice, and it carries me

In this world we're just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Maybe I was afraid before
But I'm not afraid anymore

Ooh baby, do you know what that's worth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven that love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Ooh baby, do you know what that's worth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven that love comes first
We'll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth
Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Heaven
Heaven
Heaven

My mom is really on my nerve can...She keeps asking me if i gt go 2 my aunt's hse..even if i did..wat does tt gt to do wif her..so sickening..she dumb ass..i still dun undrstd..wat's wrong..in going to my own flesh aunt's house?wat the fuck siahz..it's juz irritating..haiz..i am in a dilemma..where i am stuck in the middle..haiz..make any wrong move and i'll lose sumone i luv..why muz i alwaez be given this kinda option to choose..it's like u r at a dark pitch..stay there and lose all ur fun or run out and get all tt u tot u wanted..haiz..i feel so alone..like noone ish here to get me out of this mess..i onli hv myself..i am seriously afraid..backstabbers are everywhere..now i dunnoe..who 2 trust..is it my mom and dad or my aunt and cousin..both r equally meaningful 2 me..it's like the peribahasa.."ditelan pahit,dibuang sayang"..it means sth like..to swallow it's bitter to throw it wasting..haiz..haiz..if i were 2 "swallow" as in remain wif my parents it may be bitter..but if i "throw" as in dun leave wif them anymore it is such a wasting ritez..i mean no matter wat they r still my parents..same goes 2 my aunt and cousin..if i were 2 swallow them..it may be bitter 4 awhile cuz i had lost my mom and dad..whereas if i were 2 throw them awae it will be such a waste cuz i luv them and they mean alot 2 me 2..and they are such a fun batch 2 b wif..haiz..dunnoe larhz..my brain..will juz burst soon siahz..and i haven fully forget //her//..haiz..dunnoe larhz..life ish tough..




A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.


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**PoIsOn~GrOoVe CoVeRaGe**

Your cruel deep eyes
Your blood like ice
One look could kill
My pain your thrill

I wanna love you, but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Your mouth so hot
Your web I'm caught
Your skin so wet
Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains





You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


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